Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts
Thursday, September 27, 2012
PROBLEMS
I'M SORRY I HAD TO GO
IT JUST
WASN'T UNDER MY CONTROLL
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW THINGS COME TO BE
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO LEAVE
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY WE WERE SPLIT APART
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
PROBLEMS OF THE HEART
WERE SO FOOLISH
WERE SO ABUSIVE
WE NEED TO STOP
I KNOW THAT IT HURTS
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
WHAT WE CAN'T COMPREHEND
BUT WE STILL BELIEVE
PROBLEMS AND PAIN
IT'S NOT A GAME
THIS IS REAL
DON'T LET EMOTIONS
CHANGE HOW YOU FEEL
FOLLOW YOU MIND
AND SOMETIMES YOUR SOUL
ALLOW LIFE TO UNFOLD
AND STAY STRONG
STAY STRONG
FOR ME & YOU
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY WE ARE LOST
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW WE CAN BE FOUND
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW LOVE OUR STILL LIVES ON
EVEN THOUGH WERE NOT AROUND
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW WE COULD
HAVE A LONG DISTANCE LOVE
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
BUT HE WATCHES FROM ABOVE
I KNOW THAT IT HURTS
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
WHAT WE CAN'T COMPREHEND
BUT WE STILL BELIEVE
PROBLEMS AND PAIN
IT'S NOT A GAME
THIS IS REAL
DON'T LET EMOTIONS
CHANGE HOW YOU FEEL
FOLLOW YOU MIND
AND SOMETIMES YOUR HEART
ALLOW LIFE TO UNFOLD
AND STAY STRONG
STAY STRONG
FOR ME & YOU
- 09/4/2010
Life As I Know It (2010)
We don't even talk any more & we don't even know what we argue about. You won't even say I love you any more cause saying how you feel is something you don't do. Some people will work things out & some (like you & me) just don't know how to change. Confessed my affection, wanted your protection, gave me no blessings, only stressin' leave me home alone all night well I got questions. Now you're gone.
I guess I expected him
To want to be there and do that
Not realizing a man has things to do
A lot of things to do
That get in the way
And I am supposed
To accept this but
Now you're gone...
And I loved the simple things.
Nice walks at night...
Quiet, dark, misty beaches...
Architecture and Jazz...
He doesn't even know...
- 12/11/2010
I guess I expected him
To want to be there and do that
Not realizing a man has things to do
A lot of things to do
That get in the way
And I am supposed
To accept this but
Now you're gone...
And I loved the simple things.
Nice walks at night...
Quiet, dark, misty beaches...
Architecture and Jazz...
He doesn't even know...
- 12/11/2010
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Feelings (2010)
I just don’t know
Guess it has to be this way
Gotta accept it, live my life
Knowing Things’ll be okay
Finding ways to make it better
Improving every minute
I’m not in it to win it
I’m in it to succeed
If you don’t love me for me
Then you and me could never be
Need someone who can accept
See the beauty of life
Forgive and forget
Gave you all of me too soon
Seemed that was a mistake
In the past seemed what you wanted
Was what you got
Now you say you don’t need it
Well I’m in shock
I hope today you love me
Cause this pain in my chest
Is telling me something
True it won’t give up, it won’t rest
Could this be love
I don’t want it to be lust
I really need you
You’re the one I trust
I believe in us
Please tell me you feel the same
I’m sick of this
Stop lying to me
I don’t wanna play games
I love you, I love you, I love you
I’m not sure if you feel the same
I love you, I love you, I love you
And not knowing is causing me pain
- 1/29/2010
Dedicated To The Unknown...
If we were a movie,
you'd be the right guy
& i'd be the best friend
That you fall in love with
In the end we'll be laughing,
Kissing, Hugging, Holding eachother
Tight and close, with our child close by...
Watching the sunset fade to black
- 6/29/2010
CONSPIRAZIONE
IF YOU REALLY LOVED ME TO START
WHERE WAS YOUR HEART, CONVINCED
BY OTHERS? WHERE DO YOU REMAIN
ALL THOSE TIMES I THOUGHT THE LOVE
WAS GENUINE. IT MAY BE SO. THAT YOU
WATCH OVER ME AND YOUR SIMILAR PLAYS ME.
YOUR SIMILAR HATES ME, BUT I KNOW LOVE.
LOVE IS ALWAYS COMPASSIONATE.
WHO ARE YOU. WHERE ARE YOU?
MY BEAUTIFUL BROWN BIRD.
BELLO. BELLO.
BELLEZZA.
- 6/11/2010
2010
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TALK TO
WHO YOU TALK TO
BECAREFUL WHO YOU TRUST
WHO YOU TRUST
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU FUCK WITH
WHO YOU FUCK WITH
BECAUREFUL WHO YOU LUST
WHO YOU LUST FOR
- 3/24/2010
2010
I'll console you
I'll be there for you
Why you gotta lie for
You knoe i care for you
- 4/9/2010
2010
you just might be
the only one for me
anything i'd do
and only do it for you
you dont even know
where we gonna go
leave it to the stars
weve come this far
weve come with smiles
sometimes hurt add pain
it aint never the same
a new feeling again
coming over me
can't you see
you mean so much
so much 2 to me
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
i am me
i am only human
and if i had super powers
i would save the whole word
and everyone in it
remembering you and me alone
in your arms it feels like home
i am me
i am only human
if i could i would
make you and me
be together again
its just the will
of the world back
over again
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
i see you there
doing your thing
living proper
diamonds on your ring
plenty females
gators, gucci and ice
damn you living
living it up must be nice
i know you deserve it
but what about me
i always loved you
now how could this be
the biggest player
is now out playing me
he's got screen play
we are something that god made
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
i am me
i am only human
and if i had super powers
i would save the whole word
and everyone in it
remembering you and me alone
in your arms it feels like home
i am me
i am only human
if i could i would
make you and me
be together again
its just the will
of the world back
over again
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
it's been a while
and i know your out there
you know i'm out here
looking for you
patience is my key
still i'm giving it all away
keeping enough for myself
sining but i cant help it
i know i know better
but about my love
i hope you felt it
this could be something real
if only i could tell you how i feel
i really love you babe
i really love you baby
we are of what god made
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
i am me
i am only human
and if i had super powers
i would save the whole word
and everyone in it
remembering you and me alone
in your arms it feels like home
i am me
i am only human
if i could i would
make you and me
be together again
its just the will
of the world back
over again
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
god is love
one creator
one reason why
god is love
one creator
a million reasons why
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
i am me
i am only human
and if i had super powers
i would save the whole word
and everyone in it
remembering you and me alone
in your arms it feels like home
i am me
i am only human
if i could i would
make you and me
be together again
its just the will
of the world back
over again
to be loved
is all we ever want
to be loved
is all we ever want
-10/10/2010
An Old Rude Gyal Song
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
HOW COULD THIS BE
I KNOW ITS CRAZY
WOULD YOU EVEN LOVE ME
IF I WAS YOUR LADY
SAYIN’ YOU WANT KIDS
I KNOW YOU’RE LYING
FEW WEEKS AGO
YOU HAD ME CRYING
ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
THERES NO DENYING
I CAN’T BELIEVE IT
THAT I’M STILL TRYING
FOREVER KEEP ME CLOSE
YOU SEEM SO DISTANT
EVERYTIME YOU GHOST
NEED YOU IN AN INSTANT
CALLIN’ YOUR PHONE
YOU NEVER THERE
SWITHCHIN’ UP YOUR DIGITS
SWEAR YOU DONT CARE
IS YOU INSANE, ALWAYS ON MY BRAIN
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
I SMASHED YOUR CAR
SCRATCHED UP YOUR RIMS
THREW OUT YOUR CLOTHES
EVEN YOUR JORDANS
I CALLED YOUR MAMA
TOLD HER IM THROUGH
SAYIN YOU NEED ME
AFFECTIONS OVER DUE
I DON’T WANNA RUN
OR TRY TO LEAVE
NEED YOU IN MY LIFE
ONLY ONE FOR ME
JUST SAY YOU’LL STAY
LOVE ME, FUCK ME, RIGHT
PLAY NO GAMES
MAKE ME YOUR WIFE
STILL HAVE ME SICK
GOT ME ON YOUR DICK
HAD TO TURN THAT TRICK
AINT THIS A BITCH
BORN INTO THIS SHIT
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
ALL OF THE TIMES
I KNOW WE SHARED
SAYIN YOU GOT ME
ALWAYS BE THERE
HELP YOU BACK UP
HELP YOU STAK UP
I AM THE TRAP, COME GET YOUR CUT
TOP JEWELS FINE LINEN
DIAMONDS THEY ENVISION
CAN YOU JUST LISTEN
I KNOW YOU SEE IT
I’LL BE YOUR DREAM CHICK
QUEEN CAKES, BELIEVE IT
NEVER ON SOME FAKE SHIT
THE ONLY REASON WHY
I KNOW YOU WANNA TRY
YOU CANT EVEN DENY
ROYAL CONSTELLATION
LOOKING OVER THE SKIES
THEY CONSTANTLY HATING
BUT STILL I RISE
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
BONNIE AND CLYDE
TWO THOUSAND TEN
KEEP YOU IN STYLE
HOW YOU LIVIN’
WHILE YOUR GIRL WAS ON TRIAL
YOUR GIRL WENT WILD
COME DADDY, COME
WANNA SEE ME SMILE
TEACH ME A LESSON
THEN KEEP ME GUESSIN
HOPEFULLY YOU TESTIN’
TO MUCH COMPETITION
I THINK I ‘M TRIPPIN’
LIKE WHO’S THE REALEST
WANNA COME FEEL THIS
I KNOW YOU CAN HEAL THIS
WANNA BE MY MAN
NO RINGS NO HANDZ
BREAK IT DOWN SLOW
OR BUST IT OFF
I KNOW YOU KNOW
SO PLEASE DON’T STOP
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
THERE IS NO WAY FOR ME TO MOVE ON
LOVE YOU FOREVER BOY, WE BEEN STRONG
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
- 3/21/2010
Thursday, January 12, 2012
If I… had Wings They Would Wanna…
IF I HAD WINGS: ‘
They would wanna be
Wrapped around you all the time
If I had wings
I would not be frightened
Of where they would take me
If I had wings
It would explain my movements
My lifestyle, my culture, my influences, my nature
If I had wings, I would understand my self, more or less?
To cloathe myself in my own wings is
Useless but comforting, lonely and boring
To have you in my centerfold would be truly wonderful
Not just anyone, selfish enough to abuse me without words
Strength in nonsense and ambiguity, or in selflessnes?
I really don’t know and I don’t care
Although I should know
Because it would keep me safer
What is safe? in a concrete jungle
More like a spreadsheet on the horizon
Full of beautiful dangers and trivial traps
What is safe? to be in someone’s arms never knowing
Like – how they really feel?
Masking nothing with everything
I’m so confused, where do we stand
Where are your wings because if you have a pair
I sometimes feel like you may think of
Wrapping them around me
Tell me, is it true, or am I still Dreaming…
- 15/01/2010
They would wanna be
Wrapped around you all the time
If I had wings
I would not be frightened
Of where they would take me
If I had wings
It would explain my movements
My lifestyle, my culture, my influences, my nature
If I had wings, I would understand my self, more or less?
To cloathe myself in my own wings is
Useless but comforting, lonely and boring
To have you in my centerfold would be truly wonderful
Not just anyone, selfish enough to abuse me without words
Strength in nonsense and ambiguity, or in selflessnes?
I really don’t know and I don’t care
Although I should know
Because it would keep me safer
What is safe? in a concrete jungle
More like a spreadsheet on the horizon
Full of beautiful dangers and trivial traps
What is safe? to be in someone’s arms never knowing
Like – how they really feel?
Masking nothing with everything
I’m so confused, where do we stand
Where are your wings because if you have a pair
I sometimes feel like you may think of
Wrapping them around me
Tell me, is it true, or am I still Dreaming…
- 15/01/2010
Do you EVER think about ME? Really…
DO YOU: Even love me
Could you even love me
Would you even love me
Stupid questions right
Like he wants to say some bullshit like, “what is love, really.”
F**k, can’t you just say you love me
Love is sopposed to be when your far away
From some one but you long to be right next to them!
Love is sopposed to be like
Being able to look at life through
The same perspective as some one else
Love is sopposed to be how you wouldn’t wanna
& Couldn’t even bear to see me ridin’ with another
Love is sopposed to be the way you looked at me
When I swear, once in my life – you kissed my lips
Love is sopposed to be this tingly nervous feeling
That overcomes me when I feel your nearer, and nearer
& Never are you ever, sopposed to let me go…
Not even for one second…
Do you EVEN ever EVER think OF ME or ABOUT ME ?
Huh, do you? I just wonder…. because your on my mind like 22/7
& It hasn’t been 365 yet, but you might get lucky…. Cleanie… Freak….
- 20/01/2010
Could you even love me
Would you even love me
Stupid questions right
Like he wants to say some bullshit like, “what is love, really.”
F**k, can’t you just say you love me
Love is sopposed to be when your far away
From some one but you long to be right next to them!
Love is sopposed to be like
Being able to look at life through
The same perspective as some one else
Love is sopposed to be how you wouldn’t wanna
& Couldn’t even bear to see me ridin’ with another
Love is sopposed to be the way you looked at me
When I swear, once in my life – you kissed my lips
Love is sopposed to be this tingly nervous feeling
That overcomes me when I feel your nearer, and nearer
& Never are you ever, sopposed to let me go…
Not even for one second…
Do you EVEN ever EVER think OF ME or ABOUT ME ?
Huh, do you? I just wonder…. because your on my mind like 22/7
& It hasn’t been 365 yet, but you might get lucky…. Cleanie… Freak….
- 20/01/2010
Love me so we Grow or just 4 Show ?
TELL ME WHAT THIS IS:
Because I am truly confused
Should I move on, and assume the role
They may not want me to take?
Or should I wait, learn to be patient
And handle your blows?
Or maybe I like it when you blow…
I wish you were more like the wind
Yeah – you’re always under my chin
Getting under my skin, in my ears
Closer to my heart, brushing past every hair on my neck
I wish you were more like the sun
But the sun does not shine for me
It shines for all – so I guess
I should allow you.
I wish you wanted me forever
And I wish you loved it when we’re together…
So much that you would
Never ever wanna let me go!
I guess then again you are the wind
You are my sun – the son
My air, you do – let me breathe… (but)
You go too far, get too busy and oh man!
I wish I was the highlight of your day
And your week and your year
I wish I deleted all your fears
I wish you didn’t instill more in me like
Where are you
What are you doing
Are you thinking of me
And do you really love me
Are you always gonna be there for me
I wish that you would always be there for me!
I wish you were my soldier
Fighting for our love
Leading us to fidelity and
Like freedom – from all the things that
Condemn our love for each other
(Stupid shit, like you’re down 4 me shit, shit)
Shiii, I want to be yours
And if you read this shiii – which I hope you don’t.. (I lied.)
Cause’ It was all for you and all about you – never anyone else.
I started this wordpress thing
Trying to convey my feelings to my other half. (MEEEE)
I realized that my other half was not
Whom I believed her to be and she became a he… (YOUUUU)
Truly mine, (ORRR NOTTTT) hah – but he gave up on the chase
Oh uhmm wait a minute….
Why you nah’ wanna chase me for baby love?
Didn’t you know you make me feel like your Baby, love?
I want you to know that if you show me, I’ll never hold back
I want you to know that when you hold me I never want you to let go
Maybe the last time you layed on me I should have held you tight
Again, maybe my only regret is like, not asking you to stay longer…
My only thoughts are on leaving because I ran, and all I do is run
I don’t want to run away anymore
I wish you knew how much I cared
So much that I didn’t wanna be in a room
Where everything reminds me of you
Being there without you, waiting for you – like… a child…
This is not fucking daycare
Do they care? NO …
You are sopposed to care though!
Feels nice to be there, I should be there…
I wanna ride for you and be
Able to pledge for ya but honestly
Your so cold
I mean, your’re so warm!
I wish I could warm your heart like the April sunlight
And some might not ever hesitate to label me lowly…
But I think you are right – maybe we should take this thing slowly…
Do you love me ? Because I feel like Juliette
Who gotta opposite of Romeo, Romeo
– Like stay up there bitch – you way over dressed.
I gotta confess, I really might just not understand you….
- 20/01/2010
Because I am truly confused
Should I move on, and assume the role
They may not want me to take?
Or should I wait, learn to be patient
And handle your blows?
Or maybe I like it when you blow…
I wish you were more like the wind
Yeah – you’re always under my chin
Getting under my skin, in my ears
Closer to my heart, brushing past every hair on my neck
I wish you were more like the sun
But the sun does not shine for me
It shines for all – so I guess
I should allow you.
I wish you wanted me forever
And I wish you loved it when we’re together…
So much that you would
Never ever wanna let me go!
I guess then again you are the wind
You are my sun – the son
My air, you do – let me breathe… (but)
You go too far, get too busy and oh man!
I wish I was the highlight of your day
And your week and your year
I wish I deleted all your fears
I wish you didn’t instill more in me like
Where are you
What are you doing
Are you thinking of me
And do you really love me
Are you always gonna be there for me
I wish that you would always be there for me!
I wish you were my soldier
Fighting for our love
Leading us to fidelity and
Like freedom – from all the things that
Condemn our love for each other
(Stupid shit, like you’re down 4 me shit, shit)
Shiii, I want to be yours
And if you read this shiii – which I hope you don’t.. (I lied.)
Cause’ It was all for you and all about you – never anyone else.
I started this wordpress thing
Trying to convey my feelings to my other half. (MEEEE)
I realized that my other half was not
Whom I believed her to be and she became a he… (YOUUUU)
Truly mine, (ORRR NOTTTT) hah – but he gave up on the chase
Oh uhmm wait a minute….
Why you nah’ wanna chase me for baby love?
Didn’t you know you make me feel like your Baby, love?
I want you to know that if you show me, I’ll never hold back
I want you to know that when you hold me I never want you to let go
Maybe the last time you layed on me I should have held you tight
Again, maybe my only regret is like, not asking you to stay longer…
My only thoughts are on leaving because I ran, and all I do is run
I don’t want to run away anymore
I wish you knew how much I cared
So much that I didn’t wanna be in a room
Where everything reminds me of you
Being there without you, waiting for you – like… a child…
This is not fucking daycare
Do they care? NO …
You are sopposed to care though!
Feels nice to be there, I should be there…
I wanna ride for you and be
Able to pledge for ya but honestly
Your so cold
I mean, your’re so warm!
I wish I could warm your heart like the April sunlight
And some might not ever hesitate to label me lowly…
But I think you are right – maybe we should take this thing slowly…
Do you love me ? Because I feel like Juliette
Who gotta opposite of Romeo, Romeo
– Like stay up there bitch – you way over dressed.
I gotta confess, I really might just not understand you….
- 20/01/2010
I don’t want to Run or Walk… (away)
SO PLEASE: Don’t push me
Even though I want to push you
I see that the conflict
May be my train of thought
I’m sorry to complicate
The easiest situation
When it only
Makes it worse for me
Walking away is almost an art
Only when planned creatively
–When walking away becomes part of a persons life
– The art is almost – no longer beautiful
Do I seem ugly to you – because I am truly sorry
To come off as another whole entire individual
– Can you love the real me
I think I love the real you
I have no absoulte clue
What to do next
All I know is – I guess
I have got to be creative
Smiles and Tears…
Stars were shining bright tonight…
- 21/01/2010
Even though I want to push you
I see that the conflict
May be my train of thought
I’m sorry to complicate
The easiest situation
When it only
Makes it worse for me
Walking away is almost an art
Only when planned creatively
–When walking away becomes part of a persons life
– The art is almost – no longer beautiful
Do I seem ugly to you – because I am truly sorry
To come off as another whole entire individual
– Can you love the real me
I think I love the real you
I have no absoulte clue
What to do next
All I know is – I guess
I have got to be creative
Smiles and Tears…
Stars were shining bright tonight…
- 21/01/2010
I’ll be (like) here 4 you.. (?????)
OR IS IT (LIKE):
You won’t be (there) for me (???)
Please, be there. (For me)
With me, Always…
(In a Dream or in Reality?)
- 21/01/2010
You won’t be (there) for me (???)
Please, be there. (For me)
With me, Always…
(In a Dream or in Reality?)
- 21/01/2010
I want you so bad I don’t want you…
WHAT IS THE CLASSIFICATION:
For a relationship that barely exists
Or it existed – but I forgot
I guess – It’s all my fault ?
I really care about people but
I don’t know how to say like… I love you ?
It’s kinda like how when I’m sorry
I can’t really say sorry, if you get it
Who knows, all I know is that
I must have you and
Not on any special day
Printed in a stupid calendar
& Not for my arm to clasp on to
During some premiere event
No – I must have you for like
Ever and ever – If you exist
He doesn’t exist
He doesn’t wanna call me
or say sweet things
Just only expect me to
Hide my feelings right
Yeah – I don’t want to have to hide anymore…
& The second I decided I cared and I wanted to be with you
Is the same second I became weak all over again
How could you have the power to do this to me ?
Lost in this whirlwind, like I said I only wanted to his girlfriend
Rather his wife, for life – whoever you are
If you exist…
- 28/01/2010
For a relationship that barely exists
Or it existed – but I forgot
I guess – It’s all my fault ?
I really care about people but
I don’t know how to say like… I love you ?
It’s kinda like how when I’m sorry
I can’t really say sorry, if you get it
Who knows, all I know is that
I must have you and
Not on any special day
Printed in a stupid calendar
& Not for my arm to clasp on to
During some premiere event
No – I must have you for like
Ever and ever – If you exist
He doesn’t exist
He doesn’t wanna call me
or say sweet things
Just only expect me to
Hide my feelings right
Yeah – I don’t want to have to hide anymore…
& The second I decided I cared and I wanted to be with you
Is the same second I became weak all over again
How could you have the power to do this to me ?
Lost in this whirlwind, like I said I only wanted to his girlfriend
Rather his wife, for life – whoever you are
If you exist…
- 28/01/2010
I know I left, but I heard your leaving ?
THE LONELIEST PLANET:
Is okay with me,
I mean – It’s okay with me
If you don’t want to be there for me
Or be here with me
Or have me there with you
I really care about you and
I found myself earlier –
Asking myself why
I treat myself so bad –
Like what the f*ck is love ?
Well here I am again
Treating myself bad because of you ?
You’re sopposed to make me
Want to take care of myself
Or rather distract me from
Not-taking care of myself
I take care when you love me
So why don’t you
Am I sopposed to say it first
What else am I sopposed to do
You make it seem
Like you wouldn’t need me
Like you would be fine without me
And it hurts me
Thats why I can’t have you around me –
Because I only feels sad!
Sad that somethings missing
There is something you’re not telling me…
AND I need and WANT
& WISH I had that REAL MAN
back in my LIFE
Telling me he loves me –
But no one loves me –
I’ve never loved before –
I think I like….
143 you…
No Tear$…
Though I am crying…
Inside…
- 28/01/2010
Is okay with me,
I mean – It’s okay with me
If you don’t want to be there for me
Or be here with me
Or have me there with you
I really care about you and
I found myself earlier –
Asking myself why
I treat myself so bad –
Like what the f*ck is love ?
Well here I am again
Treating myself bad because of you ?
You’re sopposed to make me
Want to take care of myself
Or rather distract me from
Not-taking care of myself
I take care when you love me
So why don’t you
Am I sopposed to say it first
What else am I sopposed to do
You make it seem
Like you wouldn’t need me
Like you would be fine without me
And it hurts me
Thats why I can’t have you around me –
Because I only feels sad!
Sad that somethings missing
There is something you’re not telling me…
AND I need and WANT
& WISH I had that REAL MAN
back in my LIFE
Telling me he loves me –
But no one loves me –
I’ve never loved before –
I think I like….
143 you…
No Tear$…
Though I am crying…
Inside…
- 28/01/2010
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