Things need to be done and people need to know;
stop fuckin' with my head -
seeping into my system like a drug.
Certain things I don't like.
If all you do is break me down and disrespect,
you know you need to get checked.
Same time, how can I be upset.
It's very clear to me now.
You're very clear & you make sense.
Trying to take it how it comes &
Get over all the time lost & spent.
I need to vent, there you went.
Somethings you did to me
& Somethings I did to you.
What I really want to know is...
What is my reason for holding on.
Do I love you ?
& Do I love us ?
You used to be the only one I trust.
I always held on, never gave up.
What can I do, if I never gave a fuck.
Well I care now, you'd dare now.
You're there now. I swear now,
Now it's all up to me.
Its up to me to
Make the right decisions.
God please guide me.
Gotta make careful incisions.
Sign the petition.
I need love,
It's my vision.
True love, unconditional love.
I wish you'd listen
To know what I need & want.
You already do know
& I can see that
The way I look at you,
May be the way you look at me.
It might be this way for a reason,
To make it, how many seasons?
Back, back, back and forth.
Don't wanna jump lines
Just wanna spend time.
Precious time that you don't have.
You say wait, like it's not that bad.
How could I wait, when to me..
You're all I ever had.
Is that bad?
All I've ever known.
Many came before you.
Where are they now?
Does it matter because I adore you.
I wanna restore you.
& My heart is here.
Wondering if he knows.
Even though we're not close.
Need to take a stand if I can.
I know I'll make it through this, indeed.
Faith and trust in God is all I need.
And the ones I love, who love me,
Close to me, Always.
Showing posts with label LIFE. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LIFE. Show all posts
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Roses
I don't love myself.
I don't understand myself,
But I know myself.
I look in the mirror and after all these years,
I can finally see beauty.
What makes me sad is nobody sees it now.
& When I never saw it, they all saw it.
What is this irony?
What is this pain.
Why do they want me dead.
Feel like I've already been slain.
When I'm with you,
You remind me how much I love myself.
I don't understand myself,
But I know myself.
I look in the mirror and after all these years,
I can finally see beauty.
What makes me sad is nobody sees it now.
& When I never saw it, they all saw it.
What is this irony?
What is this pain.
Why do they want me dead.
Feel like I've already been slain.
When I'm with you,
You remind me how much I love myself.
Oh Fuck...
The state of you and me is subject to pure fate.
Pure me not making those same fucking mistakes.
I needed help in school. I excelled in certain classes
& I thought I was cool, but I had break downs I did.
Always comparing myself to the other kids.
Some had more, some had less.
Some were always umatching in the way they dressed.
Some had style, some boys had a nice smile.
Some girls would always whisper when I
Walked by for a while.
I've always wondered, what was on their mind?
Why were they so mean to me all of the time?
I used to be really nice.
What the fuck happened.
It's like when owners abuse dogs,
They eventually attack them.
I think society fucked me up.
Almost everything in this world is corrupt.
I sometimes can't even walk to buy smokes.
I wear a skirt to buy groceries they think it's a joke.
Do you know how much I smoke?
Pain doesn't even fade,
Toke after toke.
& I wrote.
& I wrote & I wrote.
& I smoked so much,
I swore I could float.
But what it is all for?
Not believing in myself enough?
Not believing in our love?
Stating the matter that I would fail you.
Protecting you the only way I knew how.
By letting you go.
Because I knew...
I knew you'd be just fine.
You're always on my mind.
I refuse to wonder what
It would have been like if I grasped reality then
Because you cannot turn back time.
Every letter means so much,
Even though your skin,
I cannot touch.
I conversate with you in my dreams,
And you're with me during important moments
If you know what I mean.
& When I fail you just know.
I'd give it all up for you.
So put on a good show.
Pure me not making those same fucking mistakes.
I needed help in school. I excelled in certain classes
& I thought I was cool, but I had break downs I did.
Always comparing myself to the other kids.
Some had more, some had less.
Some were always umatching in the way they dressed.
Some had style, some boys had a nice smile.
Some girls would always whisper when I
Walked by for a while.
I've always wondered, what was on their mind?
Why were they so mean to me all of the time?
I used to be really nice.
What the fuck happened.
It's like when owners abuse dogs,
They eventually attack them.
I think society fucked me up.
Almost everything in this world is corrupt.
I sometimes can't even walk to buy smokes.
I wear a skirt to buy groceries they think it's a joke.
Do you know how much I smoke?
Pain doesn't even fade,
Toke after toke.
& I wrote.
& I wrote & I wrote.
& I smoked so much,
I swore I could float.
But what it is all for?
Not believing in myself enough?
Not believing in our love?
Stating the matter that I would fail you.
Protecting you the only way I knew how.
By letting you go.
Because I knew...
I knew you'd be just fine.
You're always on my mind.
I refuse to wonder what
It would have been like if I grasped reality then
Because you cannot turn back time.
Every letter means so much,
Even though your skin,
I cannot touch.
I conversate with you in my dreams,
And you're with me during important moments
If you know what I mean.
& When I fail you just know.
I'd give it all up for you.
So put on a good show.
Tres Tres Tres
I can't do this anymore.
There was a time, there was a place.
I was there with you.
I was all up in your face.
Day and night.
And when I decided to go.
I came back, right?
I called and I called.
I asked and I asked.
You shut me down.
You turned your back.
Oh, so you want me to be strong?
I'll show you strength.
The strength to leave behind everything I used to pray for.
Selfish, and not thinking of other things in my life
That needed repairing.
I was so daring...
To not think of the full situation
Before always asking for you to come back.
You never tried, never.
I allowed you to do what you did.
I never tripped.
I never called you out.
I protected you to the fullest,
As much as I was so fed up.
For what? What have you done for me.
That one sentence should have been enough.
But with my head space, apparently it wasn't.
I know myself and you know me.
I know you don't give a fuck about me,
Because if you did, you'd do more.
You toy with me,
You play.
You say things,
In the way that you say...
And I already know what it is at the end of the day.
I'm not ready to never know what else is out there.
There was a time when I was ready to wait for you.
I waited and I waited and I waited.
And you, you were wherever you were.
So I waited for you.
I have a lot of time on my hands and you know that.
I need a solid reason. A solid love that reminds me constantly.
That's strong. That holds up.
And If I'm a bad judge of character then...
Who the fuck are you?
I know better, I do.
I know what I want.
And I know I forget about long term goals quite easily.
What up. Its my life.
I gotta deal with my fuck ups.
And you gotta deal with yours.
One day....
I'll find someone who will always be there.
Never too far away.
Always have love for me,
No matter what I say.
Thinking of me daily,
Hoping that I'm good.
Dreaming of the future,
Just like I do.
Checking for me,
Every other day too.
It's all good.
They can think I'm some kind of hoe...
Because I've never found a genuine love that lasted before.
I've been in love and I've felt love.
I never let love go.
It stays with me, it's a part of my soul.
I wish you well and I'm sad.
Because I felt safe in your arms and it's bad.
But I now know where I wanna be and it's badder.
But ultimately, I know where I wanna be and it's hard.
Lay awake at night, looking up at the stars.
I wished on one for us.
You used to be the only one I trust.
Would do anything for you,
And you know it.
Scared to tell anyone,
And I'll never show it.
Secrets between you and I.
You know how I feel,
Just look to the sky.
We can communicate babe,
Feel my love vibe.
I want a young guy.
I want a fun guy.
I want somebody freaky.
I want a Boss man
Who doesn't always show it,
But fuckin' needs me.
Lust for me daily as love grows.
Call me, I'll pick up, you already know.
Lead you somewhere you've never been.
With somebody like me you'll always win.
I just hope you're not too corrupt within'
Because I treasure you like gold and something
Always comes to be an obstacle in this life.
Within everything perfect, there's always something
That just ain't right. I'l sit tight.
Prayer and hope and faith are all I know.
So Baby I'm telling you...
It'll be hard to let go.
Safest thing is to not get attached.
And if you ever hit it home,
I'll make the catch, game over...
& I'll throw it right back.
It's your ball baby, your world.
Mine too, I'll be your girl...
You don't have to tell them...
You know how we do.
& If you should ever decide.
To act on how you feel inside,
Just know I'll be down for the ride.
No funny fuckin' games, be on time.
I need somebody in the right of mind.
Who knows how to have a good time.
Who knows it & shows it...
That he's all mine.
& I'm his...
No time to fuck around.
Who the fuck are you?
Where you at?
Holla @ Me...
You Know I'm Down.
Supposed to wait on you?
Like I don't know you're around?
There was a time, there was a place.
I was there with you.
I was all up in your face.
Day and night.
And when I decided to go.
I came back, right?
I called and I called.
I asked and I asked.
You shut me down.
You turned your back.
Oh, so you want me to be strong?
I'll show you strength.
The strength to leave behind everything I used to pray for.
Selfish, and not thinking of other things in my life
That needed repairing.
I was so daring...
To not think of the full situation
Before always asking for you to come back.
You never tried, never.
I allowed you to do what you did.
I never tripped.
I never called you out.
I protected you to the fullest,
As much as I was so fed up.
For what? What have you done for me.
That one sentence should have been enough.
But with my head space, apparently it wasn't.
I know myself and you know me.
I know you don't give a fuck about me,
Because if you did, you'd do more.
You toy with me,
You play.
You say things,
In the way that you say...
And I already know what it is at the end of the day.
I'm not ready to never know what else is out there.
There was a time when I was ready to wait for you.
I waited and I waited and I waited.
And you, you were wherever you were.
So I waited for you.
I have a lot of time on my hands and you know that.
I need a solid reason. A solid love that reminds me constantly.
That's strong. That holds up.
And If I'm a bad judge of character then...
Who the fuck are you?
I know better, I do.
I know what I want.
And I know I forget about long term goals quite easily.
What up. Its my life.
I gotta deal with my fuck ups.
And you gotta deal with yours.
One day....
I'll find someone who will always be there.
Never too far away.
Always have love for me,
No matter what I say.
Thinking of me daily,
Hoping that I'm good.
Dreaming of the future,
Just like I do.
Checking for me,
Every other day too.
It's all good.
They can think I'm some kind of hoe...
Because I've never found a genuine love that lasted before.
I've been in love and I've felt love.
I never let love go.
It stays with me, it's a part of my soul.
I wish you well and I'm sad.
Because I felt safe in your arms and it's bad.
But I now know where I wanna be and it's badder.
But ultimately, I know where I wanna be and it's hard.
Lay awake at night, looking up at the stars.
I wished on one for us.
You used to be the only one I trust.
Would do anything for you,
And you know it.
Scared to tell anyone,
And I'll never show it.
Secrets between you and I.
You know how I feel,
Just look to the sky.
We can communicate babe,
Feel my love vibe.
I want a young guy.
I want a fun guy.
I want somebody freaky.
I want a Boss man
Who doesn't always show it,
But fuckin' needs me.
Lust for me daily as love grows.
Call me, I'll pick up, you already know.
Lead you somewhere you've never been.
With somebody like me you'll always win.
I just hope you're not too corrupt within'
Because I treasure you like gold and something
Always comes to be an obstacle in this life.
Within everything perfect, there's always something
That just ain't right. I'l sit tight.
Prayer and hope and faith are all I know.
So Baby I'm telling you...
It'll be hard to let go.
Safest thing is to not get attached.
And if you ever hit it home,
I'll make the catch, game over...
& I'll throw it right back.
It's your ball baby, your world.
Mine too, I'll be your girl...
You don't have to tell them...
You know how we do.
& If you should ever decide.
To act on how you feel inside,
Just know I'll be down for the ride.
No funny fuckin' games, be on time.
I need somebody in the right of mind.
Who knows how to have a good time.
Who knows it & shows it...
That he's all mine.
& I'm his...
No time to fuck around.
Who the fuck are you?
Where you at?
Holla @ Me...
You Know I'm Down.
Supposed to wait on you?
Like I don't know you're around?
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Reminded
Certain things were forgotten in my mindset, in my life, in my heart, key elements. You reminded me without words and then with words. You were there when life brightened a little more for me but we were in darkness. I was lost and struggling knowing which path I needed to get back to, which path I needed to find, the straight path. You came into my life and reminded me. Reminded me that I deserve the best. Reminded me that I deserve what’s right and that I have a choice and again, life brightened for me. Still I made a lot of mistakes and you stayed around. Reminding me how I need to do better, a lot better. It’s been so long and I’ve been so good. You always catch me when I need to be caught. Reminding me again that I can do better, need to do better and I will do better. I would probably do my best with you by my side. My goal of every minute of every day is to do my best without hesitation. I can only hope and pray that you never get to far away because every time you come my way I’m reminded. Love is not something you take, it’s given.
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Best Present Ever ? (M30TN)
Best Present Ever?
More like a trial version...
With complications and
Holds and obligations
And my frustrations,
Didn't mean shit to you.
You didn't give a fuck.
Oh look at you. Taste of
my own mixture at it's finest.
I just hope you know...
You were once mine,
For a moment in time.
It all felt so right.
Having you close,
To me at night.
First nigga I went
Old school with.
Long kisses at 24.
Holding hands and
I once adored
Everything bout you,
Now I hate it.
Think your cold and
Crazy, happy Belated.
Got love for you still.
Think you fine as fuck.
You already know whats up.
Unfortunately you found her.
Left me be and an then another
Rediscovered me. And then another.
Where are the words to say.
It's cold how men and women play.
All in a day's work.
You chose her
And yeah it hurts.
For what it's worth...
You make me smile
& Used to ease the hurt.
1 Love and If Its 1 Life
Then friends who don't talk is aight....
More like a trial version...
With complications and
Holds and obligations
And my frustrations,
Didn't mean shit to you.
You didn't give a fuck.
Oh look at you. Taste of
my own mixture at it's finest.
I just hope you know...
You were once mine,
For a moment in time.
It all felt so right.
Having you close,
To me at night.
First nigga I went
Old school with.
Long kisses at 24.
Holding hands and
I once adored
Everything bout you,
Now I hate it.
Think your cold and
Crazy, happy Belated.
Got love for you still.
Think you fine as fuck.
You already know whats up.
Unfortunately you found her.
Left me be and an then another
Rediscovered me. And then another.
Where are the words to say.
It's cold how men and women play.
All in a day's work.
You chose her
And yeah it hurts.
For what it's worth...
You make me smile
& Used to ease the hurt.
1 Love and If Its 1 Life
Then friends who don't talk is aight....
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
♥ The Inside (The Heart....)
Anytime you need me I'll be there
Tell you fuck them hoez, I'm the one who cares.
Don't you ever stop doing what you do.
Chillin', Drinkin' There with your Crew.
On an off day, you wear the perfect shade of blue.
And to me, back then the underworld was all new.
So young, needed you more, people fuckin' with me too.
All I ever wanted was to be there, be good to you.
Lost you but look what you gained.
Similar to the cars and money and the fame.
You acquired the stature of a true gentlemen in the game.
Lookin' at you I see the young you, you know what I'm sayin'.
People grow, they make mistakes, could you forgive me?
For in this moment I almost feel like I have never known.
Never known, that it's not just something you take, it's given.
& I CAN honestly say, I'm not proud of the life I used to be living.
Please don't stop. Just do what you do best.
& When the ones you can't trust come around, put em' to test.
I understand babe, I really do. I'm sorry. I hope you're sorry too.
All the shit he put me through, led me to - rediscover you.
Scared of you cause I'm ashamed of my past.
I hope every bitch you been with, It didn't last.
& If she ain't right, you better get from her, fast.
I know its been a long time coming but
All those other guys were practise
Constantly thirsty, making passes.
If you the teacher, I'm takin' classes.
Cause I'm really interested, on how...
How you plan to change the world for the better.
Rollin' round with that well known label on your sweater.
If I ever run into you, I hope you know, you better forget her.
All I can say is I'm really into you & I can't let it go.
I loved how we took it fast but yet so slow.
People change preferences over time, no shame.
& To choose her over me is lame.
But I hope you take this letter...
That is supposed to resurface the memories of the past.
The feeling and the moments, oh how I wish it would last.
Cause you're so far from me, I may never see you.
So I hope you take this letter...
& Understand the magnitude of my apology.
Ride or Die for life, but only for my Man.
You were that man. So holla... if they don't do it like me.
This is from my heart, I hope my main point was obvious.
Maybe we're not meant for eachother but you must know.
How much I care about what's on the inside, babe.
The inside.....
(Random Freestyle Poem over Drake's "Girls Like Beyonce.")
Tell you fuck them hoez, I'm the one who cares.
Don't you ever stop doing what you do.
Chillin', Drinkin' There with your Crew.
On an off day, you wear the perfect shade of blue.
And to me, back then the underworld was all new.
So young, needed you more, people fuckin' with me too.
All I ever wanted was to be there, be good to you.
Lost you but look what you gained.
Similar to the cars and money and the fame.
You acquired the stature of a true gentlemen in the game.
Lookin' at you I see the young you, you know what I'm sayin'.
People grow, they make mistakes, could you forgive me?
For in this moment I almost feel like I have never known.
Never known, that it's not just something you take, it's given.
& I CAN honestly say, I'm not proud of the life I used to be living.
Please don't stop. Just do what you do best.
& When the ones you can't trust come around, put em' to test.
I understand babe, I really do. I'm sorry. I hope you're sorry too.
All the shit he put me through, led me to - rediscover you.
Scared of you cause I'm ashamed of my past.
I hope every bitch you been with, It didn't last.
& If she ain't right, you better get from her, fast.
I know its been a long time coming but
All those other guys were practise
Constantly thirsty, making passes.
If you the teacher, I'm takin' classes.
Cause I'm really interested, on how...
How you plan to change the world for the better.
Rollin' round with that well known label on your sweater.
If I ever run into you, I hope you know, you better forget her.
All I can say is I'm really into you & I can't let it go.
I loved how we took it fast but yet so slow.
People change preferences over time, no shame.
& To choose her over me is lame.
But I hope you take this letter...
That is supposed to resurface the memories of the past.
The feeling and the moments, oh how I wish it would last.
Cause you're so far from me, I may never see you.
So I hope you take this letter...
& Understand the magnitude of my apology.
Ride or Die for life, but only for my Man.
You were that man. So holla... if they don't do it like me.
This is from my heart, I hope my main point was obvious.
Maybe we're not meant for eachother but you must know.
How much I care about what's on the inside, babe.
The inside.....
(Random Freestyle Poem over Drake's "Girls Like Beyonce.")
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Today's Drama
Tried to hard to make you see how you make me feel. I don't understand why you''re not receptive to it. I'm almost ready to give up. Then you make me forget all the bad and crush on you for the good. I wish I would, just bitch you out and tell you what's real. Tell you how I feel. I'm not supposed to give a fuck? That's how you act. Swear you're what I need and If I'm being selfish then God, please let it play out and disperse. I need this verse, to let you know... To open my mind. To free my complicated thoughts. It's been so long, you silenced me. Will I ever be the same again or have I just grown. I'm all alone, single... Only fucking you. What's good. Be real with me. Anyways, no one reads this shit so I gotta vent. I'll leave this for myself to reflect on later. Ciao for Now.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Deep Thoughts
For this moment in time I wonder. I wonder what you're up to and if you'll grow like how I grew. Or if I'll grow like how you grew. It truly amazes me to look at you because you're a creation, a beautiful creation. I sometimes wish on stars to find that certain person. I sometimes make other wishes for things to be as God wants them to be. It's hard for me to understand my past actions. I know these are things I cannot change and to come to terms I tell myself I was young, immature, naive, selfish, lonely, confused, sick, depressed, alone, scared and running. I had to grow out of those phases of my life. I have to tell myself I've grown to think differently, I can feel love now, I'm not as cold. I know now, that I know things. This is what I understand. Random.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Truthfully Speaking...
It’s hard to loosen my grip, I've tried before. I wish we could do the opposite and just hold each other tight. You don’t have the time, I don’t have the time. What are we to do. Opportunities knocking at my door. Business to deal with. Chances to take. Fully emotional and growing still, realizing my dreams, trying to make them happen. Who are you to me and who am I to you, we know but we just don’t know. I want to make it right. I should have kissed you longer, maybe it would of made us stronger. What do we have now, or what we have now, tell me what it means to you. Tell me the truth.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Lessons
If ever I could open my mouth
And make sense
Sometimes I really don't know
This is Random
But I Need To Find Time
& Use It For The Better
Here We Go...
Thursday, September 27, 2012
PROBLEMS
I'M SORRY I HAD TO GO
IT JUST
WASN'T UNDER MY CONTROLL
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW THINGS COME TO BE
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO LEAVE
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY WE WERE SPLIT APART
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
PROBLEMS OF THE HEART
WERE SO FOOLISH
WERE SO ABUSIVE
WE NEED TO STOP
I KNOW THAT IT HURTS
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
WHAT WE CAN'T COMPREHEND
BUT WE STILL BELIEVE
PROBLEMS AND PAIN
IT'S NOT A GAME
THIS IS REAL
DON'T LET EMOTIONS
CHANGE HOW YOU FEEL
FOLLOW YOU MIND
AND SOMETIMES YOUR SOUL
ALLOW LIFE TO UNFOLD
AND STAY STRONG
STAY STRONG
FOR ME & YOU
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
WHY WE ARE LOST
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW WE CAN BE FOUND
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW LOVE OUR STILL LIVES ON
EVEN THOUGH WERE NOT AROUND
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
HOW WE COULD
HAVE A LONG DISTANCE LOVE
WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
BUT HE WATCHES FROM ABOVE
I KNOW THAT IT HURTS
WHY CAN'T YOU SEE
WHAT WE CAN'T COMPREHEND
BUT WE STILL BELIEVE
PROBLEMS AND PAIN
IT'S NOT A GAME
THIS IS REAL
DON'T LET EMOTIONS
CHANGE HOW YOU FEEL
FOLLOW YOU MIND
AND SOMETIMES YOUR HEART
ALLOW LIFE TO UNFOLD
AND STAY STRONG
STAY STRONG
FOR ME & YOU
- 09/4/2010
One Second (2011)
In just one second
Everything can change
And you know
Things will never be
The same again...
- 10/24/2011
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
2010
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TALK TO
WHO YOU TALK TO
BECAREFUL WHO YOU TRUST
WHO YOU TRUST
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU FUCK WITH
WHO YOU FUCK WITH
BECAUREFUL WHO YOU LUST
WHO YOU LUST FOR
- 3/24/2010
Monday, July 23, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Always Waking Me Up...
Confided in you though I could trust you
Should have known better
But we live & we learn & well you..
Well all I can say is it just wasn't your turn.
Am I cold? I'm only being real...
Tweeting & Blogging the feelings that I feel...
I thought you knew..
This is what I do...
How could I be quiet when
I'm the type to have my emotions flow.
You heard my old talks, knew I loved to love...
Now let me go.
Happens all too often in this life of mine, you know.
All I can say now Is I guess I was always in the wrong
Dragging things along
Fully knowing my intentions
There was no prevention
My heart feels how it feels
You already know the deal...
(See ya later... If ever...)
Should have known better
But we live & we learn & well you..
Well all I can say is it just wasn't your turn.
Am I cold? I'm only being real...
Tweeting & Blogging the feelings that I feel...
I thought you knew..
This is what I do...
How could I be quiet when
I'm the type to have my emotions flow.
You heard my old talks, knew I loved to love...
Now let me go.
Happens all too often in this life of mine, you know.
All I can say now Is I guess I was always in the wrong
Dragging things along
Fully knowing my intentions
There was no prevention
My heart feels how it feels
You already know the deal...
(See ya later... If ever...)
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Still Wanna...
I'm tryna find this girl named Armani
I lost her long ago
So many years have passed
Oh how she's grown
Always running from her problems
Well one of these days she gotta solve em
Always hoping for the better
Writing her suitors poetic love letters
Of all the places she could hide
Seems she found a place deep inside
Her own self and she's scared
For the future she better be prepared
Because she's 23 now, not 12
Almost fully grown & you can tell
She always just wanted that perfect love life
Took pride in herself knowing she could be a good wife
Haven't found the one but I guess it takes time
Got someone on my mind & I wish he was all mine
I guess Miss Armani just gotta live good
Prepare for the future as any person would
I cut a lot of people off and pushed them away
Other than "I'm sorry" theres not much more to say...
So forgive me and love me or hate me
At the end of the day I still wanna be your lady...
I lost her long ago
So many years have passed
Oh how she's grown
Always running from her problems
Well one of these days she gotta solve em
Always hoping for the better
Writing her suitors poetic love letters
Of all the places she could hide
Seems she found a place deep inside
Her own self and she's scared
For the future she better be prepared
Because she's 23 now, not 12
Almost fully grown & you can tell
She always just wanted that perfect love life
Took pride in herself knowing she could be a good wife
Haven't found the one but I guess it takes time
Got someone on my mind & I wish he was all mine
I guess Miss Armani just gotta live good
Prepare for the future as any person would
I cut a lot of people off and pushed them away
Other than "I'm sorry" theres not much more to say...
So forgive me and love me or hate me
At the end of the day I still wanna be your lady...
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