Right Now...

Inspired by Drake and Kim Davis...

People get trapped in situations. They don't realize more times then often, it is at the fault of their own self. Walking into an ambush is a stupid thing to do, but if you don't know you're going to be ambushed how do you avoid what is about to happen? Honestly, success lies in strength. Strength to proceed no matter how tough the situation. Drake is good example of success. Regardless of the drama that surrounded him, he was able to over come the ambush. What a good guy. Kim Davis is another example. I am surprised she is not bigger than she is when it comes to radio play, personally I think its her choice of song. Number one priority is the best song I ever heard. She inspired me to escape the spider web of bad relationships I was getting myself into. She seems like the ultimate fit to the persona of a "replacement girl" for Drakes loss with the song I posted below. If you haven't heard number one priority then you gotta listen to it right now. It really inspired me to get my shit together, go over the top and find home like Dorothy in Wizard of Oz during this trench warfare bullshit I've been battling. Song long suckers, I won't be sucking like you anymore.

[ Kim Davis - #1 Priority | Drake - Closer to my Dreams ]

Inspired by Aaliyah, Nas and DMX...

Sometimes I wonder how life works. Some people live and thrive of bad deeds. I always wonder how fulfilling their lives are and how they feel when they wake up each day. Do they ever think of the people they are hurting? Do they ever ask for forgiveness? Do they ever stop and take time to pray? I once was told by a man I knew briefly, to look up at the sky and ask the stars for what I want, if I did that there would be no way the universe couldn't bring me what I wanted. I never actually took the time to do it and now a days, I have so much time to myself I should really get on it. Sheer determination, faith in the way of life, good morals and right mind is the only way one can achieve their goals. Simply put, if you don't have it you don't have it. When I was young and naive I always wanted selfish things, I lost my way along the path and it clearly says do not go astray from a plain path. I put my trust in the fact that if I can try and try again, there is no way I can fail. If I put my heart where my mouth is there is no way I can go back on my word. I want to help people for a living, not hurt them, and not hurt myself by hurting others which is not helping at all. My new out look in life is plain. Successful people deserve to be successful. Doesn't say much for myself. School is my obstacle and life is my teacher. Bring it on Professor.

[ Aaliyah - Try Again | Nas & DMX - Life is What You Make it ]

Inspired by Drake and Jasmine Sullivan...

Less time to say what I want. I am on a 15 minute limit. Always up to something, call me chicken at least I am not a pig, go figure you would love me through the word even if it's "on a friendship tip" type a-verb. Whether it's true or not his momma still knows me and I failed her. Shame to say I ain't been back in about 5, at least I'm still alive. All that really matters is our love existed and our good-bye consisted of "see you again soon." Where's the room for improvement if every time I had a G I spent it on clothes, just goes to show. I never bought a ticket, never sent a card, stopped calling but still kept you on your guard. Always calling you when I'm in trouble, you never have room to be mad because you miss me so much and all that we had. There's others that I loved but you were one of the first. I still keep your chains and I wonder if you keep my shirts. Damn it hurts, to know that I can just forget about those who I used to put first. My memory is getting better I stopped the Dro but that doesn't excuse the fact that back in the day when it came to you and me and life, I used to think slow. Love? What is love when it only made my heart ache. Whats good? When everything leads to heart-break? Watch the rain fall - there's a new King Rain - King Regin and he's BEEN in power. Just letting you know, regardless if you my General or not, I salute you Baby...

[ Drake - It's Been A Pleasure | Jasmine Sullivan - Midnight ]

Inspired by Jagged Edge...

All I ever wanted was to get married. One small problem. Marriage isn't everything. There are a few contributing factors that are very important. The main one is a healthy and proper relationship between two people. A relationship that will last a life-time is very major. One would know this only by being with a person for a very long time. Communications between the two would have to be strong, the trust factor would have to be immense and the overall time spent would have to be happy. A good man is hard to find. Many try to break their women down on the first date so the connection is bound to be a loss by time the second or third date rolls around. I always hoped I would make a good wife to someone one day and I still know I will be. I am mainly focusing on school right now and sticking to the norm. I am sick of these thugs trying to break a sister down on the home-front. Don't you know it could have been much more if we communicated properly? I know there is love for me out there and I am willing to wait. I am willing to be patient. I know what is meant to be will come to be and I respect you on a 365 basis. 24 a day just know when you come I'll be ready. No more searching just surfing and make sure you head my way baby.

[ Jagged Edge - Married (Kanye Remix) ]

[ Jagged Edge - Married (Run DMC Remix) ]

Don't you trust me ?

Something Sweet:

When you're weak
I'll make you strong
Here is where you belong
I ain't perfect
But I promise
I won't do you wrong
Keep you away from harm
My love is protected
I'll wrap you in my arms
So you'll never feel neglected
I'll just make you aware
That what we have is rare
In the moment of despair
I'm the courage when you're scared
Loyal, down for you, soon as I saw you
Wanted to be there cause
I could hold it down for you...

- P. Diddy & R. Kelly - Satfisy You

♥ You're so Royal to me.

♥ I show you so much love...

Ain't it funny. You coulda' loved me the way I loved you.

♥ My Burning Heart...

Watched you so many times, I know where every curve is.

♥ Put your head on my shoulders.

I promise i'll hold ya, when you need somebody to lean on.

♥ You promised me you would never change.

R.I.P. to those who just had to go, this to will pass, we miss you.

CORMEGA - SOUL FOOD

SINCE FINALLY WE DID IT

NOW WE TOGETHER

IN MIND BODY & SPIRIT

THAT'S SOMETHING CAN'T
NOBODY INTERFERE WITH
FOR LIFE (FOR LIFE)
4 LIFE MY WIFE 4 LIFE
- 4TH AVENUE JONES