Showing posts with label 2005. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2005. Show all posts
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
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Prove yourself
I know it’s hard
But
No one believes a liar
C’mon now
Don’t live a lie
It’s your fault
If you cry
Because, of course
All along
You knew why…
- 08/07/2005
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Night and day
I walk alone
Scraping my heels
On the cold stone
Frustration & Misunderstanding
Forms rebellion - Reprimanding
That everyone else is wrong
& That I am right
But in reality
I just dun’ wanna loose the fight
Sit tight
Be ready for an eventful ride
Good & Bad times
In your journeyful life
Ex tha strife…
- 08/07/2005
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Words of a confused soul
When will I find the light
Will I be young
Will I be old
2 many nights spent
In tha hood, cold
I need a way out
See, Life - this ain’t what it’s about
Gettin’ high, Actin’ live
Drinkin’ till the room spins
In this life, you lose
You neva win
2 many corrupt ideas
I’m tired of this sin
Praying everynight to the Lord
Set me free
From these memories
Help me find a sane remedy
Help me live justifiably…
- 08/07/2005
I’m Sixteen
Step out into the unknown
Sho’ those who doubted you how you’ve grown
Never be afraid of whats to see
Theres more out there for you and me
Even though some will neva have respect
Hold ya’ head high & neva regret
Things come & go, change is persistent
Though sometimes dreams seem distant
Good things come to those who give
& So enjoy the life you live
Somewhere in this pain some 1 is cryin’
Somewhere in this madness some 1 is dyin’
& So why not be the soul thats tryin’
Push through the rain & the sun will shine
Hold back tears & deep thoughs will turn you blind
No ones safe from the devil, he all in ya’ minds
If you call to God (you) will smile
Make pushin’ through the darkness
Worth while…
- 30/05/2005
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Sometimes when I step out
I feel like no one knows what I’m about
I (put) make-up (on) my face
To feel less disgraced
So people will accept me in this place
You tell me it doesn’t matta’
But I’m not trying to climb a social latta’
I’m jus’ trying to start some chatta’
All I ever wanted was to be accepted
All I ever asked was to be respected
& The only day I fear is when I’m rejected
If the world casts me into (political-exile)
Still, I’ll go with a smile
Do you ask me why?
Why I will barely cry?
Cause, Neva’ the good times can I deny
I’m gon hold my head high
& Live on through the hate
That tries to run me dry
Until my last breath
I will neva’ fear the day I die
Death is universal
No matta’ how it portrays itself
It’ll always come
Live ya’ life to the fullest
Because at sixteen it has only begun…
- 31/05/2005
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Let me tell you
I want a real homie
If he needs me
He’s gotta show me
Respect me
Love me
But still maintain O.G.
A man thats ruthless
Ready to regulate
But at the same time
Call me if you’re (going to be) late
I know crazy shit pops up
Last thing I want is my boy locked up
I don’t want ya’ money
I want you kissin’
I need real love
No omissions
Somebody to hold me down
Have my back when no ones around
Help me up
When I’ve fallen to the ground
Lend me a shoulder to cry on
& When I’m pissed let me ride on
(& Let my steam off.)
- 03/06/2005
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Once in a while you run into the loyal type
Whether its to you or some 1 else
You gotta respect the hype
See - people like that know
What they want out of life
Unfortunately only a few stay true
Sames goes 4 me, as 4 you
I admit, sometimes I been wrong
& Outta’ line too
It takes a real G
To accept and move on
Forget tha’ bullshit
FOCUS ON DA’ REAL
& LIVE STRONG…
(An Excerpt.)
- 04/05/2005
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Sometimes I feel like I have no one
That all the people I once knew
I don’t know them
As a girl thats been thru’ so much
I feel like I’ve lost hope in Gods’ touch
God please cleanse my brain
I feel like I’m going insane
All these crazy thoughts
Everything I learned might be lost!
- 00/00/2005
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In every life-time you meet people
The good and the bad
The happy and the sad
The poor and the wealthy
The unstable and the healthy
Everybody has a different soul
Everybody listens different to what they are told
Some fall into the devils path
Emotions grow full of animosity and wrath
Some come
When they are called to the good Lords side
Forever helping other angels fly
When you are stuck in between
You get caught on your dreams
Always hoping and wishing for a better 2moro’
Wondering whats next
& What (is) to follow
You have to learn to live
(Live) each day as if it were your last
Forgive, forget, get over the past
Whats done and said is
What made you who you are
And we still young - so we got to go far
Suck it up and good things will come
Enjoy the pleasantries of the sun
Life is different for all of us
We all have one thing we must
Do - in order 2 survive
Keep happiness in ya’ life
Even in the hardest times
We can all take a moment to be thankful
For all the things we don’t realize we have
Until they are too far away to grab…
- 07/06/2005
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Everybody knows when your set they test
I got love 4 you, you one of the best
By far, you trample the rest
When I heard you cry bout’ your moms
I jus’ wanted to hang up the phone & hold ya’ in my armz’
When my words won’t help ease the pain
I still wanna be there 4 ya so comfort you can gain
Did I ever tell ya’ I love sayin’ your name
Rememba’ the first time you called me a smile came
Since being with you, nothings ever gon’ change
I love this feelin’ I hope it stays the same
So boy I ain’t playin, every night I be praying
Asking God to bless us, accept us
Givin’ thanks to when he tests us
Makin’ me stronger so I can love you longer
To stay or to go I will never ponder
Deep in my dreams I saunter
Lookin’ for your face, I miss the embrace
Of ya’ armz’ keepin me warmz’ oh
I’ll neva’ eva’ let you go, no
Neva will I let our love turn cold like the snow
Change is persistent, In good ways we’ll grow
On this earth we weren’t meant to be
One day, our existence will be heavenly
I only hope we can make it
Without you, I don’t know if I could (take) it
I’ll have love 4 you till my dying day
& no otha’ soul can take my pride & joy away…
- 12/07/2005
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Why do they look at me this way
Why do they say the things they say
I think about it each day
& For freedom I pray
Save me from this dull existence
Allow me to live a life full of persistence
Will I find peace in this place
Or will they push me out of His Grace
My past faults I can neva’ erase
But my strengths & love I can embrace
My life is Gods & he will do what he must
In his divine nature I trust…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2005
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I miss the warmth of my Mothers arms
The only Lady that knows how to hold me down
She warnz’ (about) all the evils in this world I’ll neva’ understand
Hopin’ a good man will find me & take my hand
All she ever wanted for me was what she didn’t have
I regret ruining her dreams hard like a stab, forever a scab
I couldn’t handle it, I couldn’t grab an education
In stead (I acquired) a reputation, that was bad…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2005
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I come to you as a girl of decisions
Sculptin’ my life with careful incisions
Never let my hands loose percision
I know every night I be wishin’
You could hold me in your arms one last time
When I’m with you, I am not crazy, I’m a Lady
More importantly, your little baby
You care for me like the sun on the land
Helping me grow like a plant, you lend a hand
When I’m in need your my unicef
When I’m outta’ melody your my treblecleff
When I need a shoulder your my soldier
Damn, I wish I coulda’ seen you (as) you grow older
Have no fear, God is here
He’s in the air, don’t stare, he knows your there
All he wants to do is prepare (you)
One day we’ll fly again
& If not we’ll try again
Respect your elders
Their your shelter…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2005
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A place for contemplation, elevation
Here, no miseries will I be facin’
A secret room in my mind
Where bad thoughts are hard to find
(I’m) a loca mami ready to run miles
Just to turn tears into smiles…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2005
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Like the sand you never know where you blow
Given’ your chance, prove your show
I wear my crown like a mask
I just want respect is that too much to ask…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2005
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Kiss me baby
Do you miss me baby
I’m just one girl
How can I improve your world
I want to be somebodies rarest pearl
Some one to spend the night by my side
& Wake up, ready to ride…
- 00/00/2005
Young Wun’
I feel for your soul
Lost like an ant on one of the many bricks
I guess 4 you, time really ticked
U were so bright and yet
U didn’t see how you shined
Instead you were blinded by
The numerous evils you could find
So young, So innocent
We were once little girls with fresh smiles
And now we’ve grown to see the
Reality of life
That all is not what it seems
That people can tear you apart
When you feel like your already torn
I guess 4 you, you couldn’t handle it
And I cannot understanf
Why you would want to loosen
Your grip of God’s hand
Me, I will live on
& Remember the times we shared
4 now & ever - up above
Your youthful love with flare…
- 12/10/2005
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Why do I do the things I do
I don’t know
But I must stop myself before I become greedy
Because there are others more needy
And through all the lies
One day no one (might) believe me
I try to succeed and I try so hard but it’s tough
Every time it seems not good enough
That I must be stronger
Because I’m loosing in this game
& Soon I will have to receive the pain
Every night a taste comes and goes
But on the outside I know it doesn’t show
I don’t know, I don’t know
Why I must do these stupid things
Why I must go behind his back
But treat him like a King
Why I must work hard for my food
& Still have to sing
Why no one acknowledges the happiness I bring
One day I will find someone who I love deeply
But until then I still want him to need me
Love no longer brings me satisfaction
I need more than sexual attraction
Money, love, respect, trust
I want it all
Not just for me but for us…
- 00/00/2005
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