Things need to be done and people need to know;
stop fuckin' with my head -
seeping into my system like a drug.
Certain things I don't like.
If all you do is break me down and disrespect,
you know you need to get checked.
Same time, how can I be upset.
It's very clear to me now.
You're very clear & you make sense.
Trying to take it how it comes &
Get over all the time lost & spent.
I need to vent, there you went.
Somethings you did to me
& Somethings I did to you.
What I really want to know is...
What is my reason for holding on.
Do I love you ?
& Do I love us ?
You used to be the only one I trust.
I always held on, never gave up.
What can I do, if I never gave a fuck.
Well I care now, you'd dare now.
You're there now. I swear now,
Now it's all up to me.
Its up to me to
Make the right decisions.
God please guide me.
Gotta make careful incisions.
Sign the petition.
I need love,
It's my vision.
True love, unconditional love.
I wish you'd listen
To know what I need & want.
You already do know
& I can see that
The way I look at you,
May be the way you look at me.
It might be this way for a reason,
To make it, how many seasons?
Back, back, back and forth.
Don't wanna jump lines
Just wanna spend time.
Precious time that you don't have.
You say wait, like it's not that bad.
How could I wait, when to me..
You're all I ever had.
Is that bad?
All I've ever known.
Many came before you.
Where are they now?
Does it matter because I adore you.
I wanna restore you.
& My heart is here.
Wondering if he knows.
Even though we're not close.
Need to take a stand if I can.
I know I'll make it through this, indeed.
Faith and trust in God is all I need.
And the ones I love, who love me,
Close to me, Always.
Thursday, September 12, 2013
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Roses
I don't love myself.
I don't understand myself,
But I know myself.
I look in the mirror and after all these years,
I can finally see beauty.
What makes me sad is nobody sees it now.
& When I never saw it, they all saw it.
What is this irony?
What is this pain.
Why do they want me dead.
Feel like I've already been slain.
When I'm with you,
You remind me how much I love myself.
I don't understand myself,
But I know myself.
I look in the mirror and after all these years,
I can finally see beauty.
What makes me sad is nobody sees it now.
& When I never saw it, they all saw it.
What is this irony?
What is this pain.
Why do they want me dead.
Feel like I've already been slain.
When I'm with you,
You remind me how much I love myself.
Oh Fuck...
The state of you and me is subject to pure fate.
Pure me not making those same fucking mistakes.
I needed help in school. I excelled in certain classes
& I thought I was cool, but I had break downs I did.
Always comparing myself to the other kids.
Some had more, some had less.
Some were always umatching in the way they dressed.
Some had style, some boys had a nice smile.
Some girls would always whisper when I
Walked by for a while.
I've always wondered, what was on their mind?
Why were they so mean to me all of the time?
I used to be really nice.
What the fuck happened.
It's like when owners abuse dogs,
They eventually attack them.
I think society fucked me up.
Almost everything in this world is corrupt.
I sometimes can't even walk to buy smokes.
I wear a skirt to buy groceries they think it's a joke.
Do you know how much I smoke?
Pain doesn't even fade,
Toke after toke.
& I wrote.
& I wrote & I wrote.
& I smoked so much,
I swore I could float.
But what it is all for?
Not believing in myself enough?
Not believing in our love?
Stating the matter that I would fail you.
Protecting you the only way I knew how.
By letting you go.
Because I knew...
I knew you'd be just fine.
You're always on my mind.
I refuse to wonder what
It would have been like if I grasped reality then
Because you cannot turn back time.
Every letter means so much,
Even though your skin,
I cannot touch.
I conversate with you in my dreams,
And you're with me during important moments
If you know what I mean.
& When I fail you just know.
I'd give it all up for you.
So put on a good show.
Pure me not making those same fucking mistakes.
I needed help in school. I excelled in certain classes
& I thought I was cool, but I had break downs I did.
Always comparing myself to the other kids.
Some had more, some had less.
Some were always umatching in the way they dressed.
Some had style, some boys had a nice smile.
Some girls would always whisper when I
Walked by for a while.
I've always wondered, what was on their mind?
Why were they so mean to me all of the time?
I used to be really nice.
What the fuck happened.
It's like when owners abuse dogs,
They eventually attack them.
I think society fucked me up.
Almost everything in this world is corrupt.
I sometimes can't even walk to buy smokes.
I wear a skirt to buy groceries they think it's a joke.
Do you know how much I smoke?
Pain doesn't even fade,
Toke after toke.
& I wrote.
& I wrote & I wrote.
& I smoked so much,
I swore I could float.
But what it is all for?
Not believing in myself enough?
Not believing in our love?
Stating the matter that I would fail you.
Protecting you the only way I knew how.
By letting you go.
Because I knew...
I knew you'd be just fine.
You're always on my mind.
I refuse to wonder what
It would have been like if I grasped reality then
Because you cannot turn back time.
Every letter means so much,
Even though your skin,
I cannot touch.
I conversate with you in my dreams,
And you're with me during important moments
If you know what I mean.
& When I fail you just know.
I'd give it all up for you.
So put on a good show.
Tres Tres Tres
I can't do this anymore.
There was a time, there was a place.
I was there with you.
I was all up in your face.
Day and night.
And when I decided to go.
I came back, right?
I called and I called.
I asked and I asked.
You shut me down.
You turned your back.
Oh, so you want me to be strong?
I'll show you strength.
The strength to leave behind everything I used to pray for.
Selfish, and not thinking of other things in my life
That needed repairing.
I was so daring...
To not think of the full situation
Before always asking for you to come back.
You never tried, never.
I allowed you to do what you did.
I never tripped.
I never called you out.
I protected you to the fullest,
As much as I was so fed up.
For what? What have you done for me.
That one sentence should have been enough.
But with my head space, apparently it wasn't.
I know myself and you know me.
I know you don't give a fuck about me,
Because if you did, you'd do more.
You toy with me,
You play.
You say things,
In the way that you say...
And I already know what it is at the end of the day.
I'm not ready to never know what else is out there.
There was a time when I was ready to wait for you.
I waited and I waited and I waited.
And you, you were wherever you were.
So I waited for you.
I have a lot of time on my hands and you know that.
I need a solid reason. A solid love that reminds me constantly.
That's strong. That holds up.
And If I'm a bad judge of character then...
Who the fuck are you?
I know better, I do.
I know what I want.
And I know I forget about long term goals quite easily.
What up. Its my life.
I gotta deal with my fuck ups.
And you gotta deal with yours.
One day....
I'll find someone who will always be there.
Never too far away.
Always have love for me,
No matter what I say.
Thinking of me daily,
Hoping that I'm good.
Dreaming of the future,
Just like I do.
Checking for me,
Every other day too.
It's all good.
They can think I'm some kind of hoe...
Because I've never found a genuine love that lasted before.
I've been in love and I've felt love.
I never let love go.
It stays with me, it's a part of my soul.
I wish you well and I'm sad.
Because I felt safe in your arms and it's bad.
But I now know where I wanna be and it's badder.
But ultimately, I know where I wanna be and it's hard.
Lay awake at night, looking up at the stars.
I wished on one for us.
You used to be the only one I trust.
Would do anything for you,
And you know it.
Scared to tell anyone,
And I'll never show it.
Secrets between you and I.
You know how I feel,
Just look to the sky.
We can communicate babe,
Feel my love vibe.
I want a young guy.
I want a fun guy.
I want somebody freaky.
I want a Boss man
Who doesn't always show it,
But fuckin' needs me.
Lust for me daily as love grows.
Call me, I'll pick up, you already know.
Lead you somewhere you've never been.
With somebody like me you'll always win.
I just hope you're not too corrupt within'
Because I treasure you like gold and something
Always comes to be an obstacle in this life.
Within everything perfect, there's always something
That just ain't right. I'l sit tight.
Prayer and hope and faith are all I know.
So Baby I'm telling you...
It'll be hard to let go.
Safest thing is to not get attached.
And if you ever hit it home,
I'll make the catch, game over...
& I'll throw it right back.
It's your ball baby, your world.
Mine too, I'll be your girl...
You don't have to tell them...
You know how we do.
& If you should ever decide.
To act on how you feel inside,
Just know I'll be down for the ride.
No funny fuckin' games, be on time.
I need somebody in the right of mind.
Who knows how to have a good time.
Who knows it & shows it...
That he's all mine.
& I'm his...
No time to fuck around.
Who the fuck are you?
Where you at?
Holla @ Me...
You Know I'm Down.
Supposed to wait on you?
Like I don't know you're around?
There was a time, there was a place.
I was there with you.
I was all up in your face.
Day and night.
And when I decided to go.
I came back, right?
I called and I called.
I asked and I asked.
You shut me down.
You turned your back.
Oh, so you want me to be strong?
I'll show you strength.
The strength to leave behind everything I used to pray for.
Selfish, and not thinking of other things in my life
That needed repairing.
I was so daring...
To not think of the full situation
Before always asking for you to come back.
You never tried, never.
I allowed you to do what you did.
I never tripped.
I never called you out.
I protected you to the fullest,
As much as I was so fed up.
For what? What have you done for me.
That one sentence should have been enough.
But with my head space, apparently it wasn't.
I know myself and you know me.
I know you don't give a fuck about me,
Because if you did, you'd do more.
You toy with me,
You play.
You say things,
In the way that you say...
And I already know what it is at the end of the day.
I'm not ready to never know what else is out there.
There was a time when I was ready to wait for you.
I waited and I waited and I waited.
And you, you were wherever you were.
So I waited for you.
I have a lot of time on my hands and you know that.
I need a solid reason. A solid love that reminds me constantly.
That's strong. That holds up.
And If I'm a bad judge of character then...
Who the fuck are you?
I know better, I do.
I know what I want.
And I know I forget about long term goals quite easily.
What up. Its my life.
I gotta deal with my fuck ups.
And you gotta deal with yours.
One day....
I'll find someone who will always be there.
Never too far away.
Always have love for me,
No matter what I say.
Thinking of me daily,
Hoping that I'm good.
Dreaming of the future,
Just like I do.
Checking for me,
Every other day too.
It's all good.
They can think I'm some kind of hoe...
Because I've never found a genuine love that lasted before.
I've been in love and I've felt love.
I never let love go.
It stays with me, it's a part of my soul.
I wish you well and I'm sad.
Because I felt safe in your arms and it's bad.
But I now know where I wanna be and it's badder.
But ultimately, I know where I wanna be and it's hard.
Lay awake at night, looking up at the stars.
I wished on one for us.
You used to be the only one I trust.
Would do anything for you,
And you know it.
Scared to tell anyone,
And I'll never show it.
Secrets between you and I.
You know how I feel,
Just look to the sky.
We can communicate babe,
Feel my love vibe.
I want a young guy.
I want a fun guy.
I want somebody freaky.
I want a Boss man
Who doesn't always show it,
But fuckin' needs me.
Lust for me daily as love grows.
Call me, I'll pick up, you already know.
Lead you somewhere you've never been.
With somebody like me you'll always win.
I just hope you're not too corrupt within'
Because I treasure you like gold and something
Always comes to be an obstacle in this life.
Within everything perfect, there's always something
That just ain't right. I'l sit tight.
Prayer and hope and faith are all I know.
So Baby I'm telling you...
It'll be hard to let go.
Safest thing is to not get attached.
And if you ever hit it home,
I'll make the catch, game over...
& I'll throw it right back.
It's your ball baby, your world.
Mine too, I'll be your girl...
You don't have to tell them...
You know how we do.
& If you should ever decide.
To act on how you feel inside,
Just know I'll be down for the ride.
No funny fuckin' games, be on time.
I need somebody in the right of mind.
Who knows how to have a good time.
Who knows it & shows it...
That he's all mine.
& I'm his...
No time to fuck around.
Who the fuck are you?
Where you at?
Holla @ Me...
You Know I'm Down.
Supposed to wait on you?
Like I don't know you're around?
Sunday, August 4, 2013
Dun Know
Waited for you for so long,
Got over you, knew you were so wrong.
When you come around, I always smile.
If I had the chance, I'd remind you, for a while.
Sit there, be me, let you know.
These feelings I have are hard to show.
They come out in certain ways.
You leave me for days.
I know the games you play.
I'm telling you it's too late.
I'll always love you, always be down,
But it's just the motion, I'm moving on.
Got over you, knew you were so wrong.
When you come around, I always smile.
If I had the chance, I'd remind you, for a while.
Sit there, be me, let you know.
These feelings I have are hard to show.
They come out in certain ways.
You leave me for days.
I know the games you play.
I'm telling you it's too late.
I'll always love you, always be down,
But it's just the motion, I'm moving on.
Saturday, June 15, 2013
He's Always Right? Is He? HMMM
Such a situation
I remember each word you said.
Said you'll never stray.
Well, Baby I won't sway.
I Love You, Each and every day.
Is that too strong of me to say.
Cause I'll never really know if you do.
Unless you tell me, but eventually you gotta choose.
Can't repeat some things that you mentioned.
Those couple years, in hindsight it was like detention.
Silent intervention. Maybe loud.
I'm not proud.
& I'm stronger now.
Never knowing, but knowing.
I guess I have time to focus on myself.
Maybe one day, you'll feel eager to help.
But for now I'll hold on to what we have.
& Never take it for granted, I could never be mad.
Because I've done some things to you too.
I'm so easy to forgive, I'd hope you would treat me the same.
Because people make mistakes, I'm just saying.
We learn so I'd hope you wouldn't do it again.
Pain is, you probably would. & I wouldn't.
Something I would but when it comes to sharing...
My time, mind, body and life. The person has to be right.
Fuck what you heard, or what you think you saw.
This is what it is for me. Respect it or... Walk.
I remember each word you said.
Said you'll never stray.
Well, Baby I won't sway.
I Love You, Each and every day.
Is that too strong of me to say.
Cause I'll never really know if you do.
Unless you tell me, but eventually you gotta choose.
Can't repeat some things that you mentioned.
Those couple years, in hindsight it was like detention.
Silent intervention. Maybe loud.
I'm not proud.
& I'm stronger now.
Never knowing, but knowing.
I guess I have time to focus on myself.
Maybe one day, you'll feel eager to help.
But for now I'll hold on to what we have.
& Never take it for granted, I could never be mad.
Because I've done some things to you too.
I'm so easy to forgive, I'd hope you would treat me the same.
Because people make mistakes, I'm just saying.
We learn so I'd hope you wouldn't do it again.
Pain is, you probably would. & I wouldn't.
Something I would but when it comes to sharing...
My time, mind, body and life. The person has to be right.
Fuck what you heard, or what you think you saw.
This is what it is for me. Respect it or... Walk.
Monday, June 3, 2013
I Hope You Know...
Never Been
Never Had
Couple Tears
Hard To Grasp
All I Want
Is You & Me
Together Forever
I Don't Wanna Lie
I'll Cut Off Them Other Guys
Don't Know What To Say
Or What To Do
Gotta Think It Through
& I Know
What I Wanna Do
No One Compares
But Let's Not Play
Truth Or Dare
Cold Stare
Or Maybe A Smile
Still Love It
Take Me Over
Do Your Thing
Let Me Be Yours
Whatever Time Brings
I Hope We'll Grow
I Love You
& I Hope You Know.
Never Had
Couple Tears
Hard To Grasp
All I Want
Is You & Me
Together Forever
I Don't Wanna Lie
I'll Cut Off Them Other Guys
Don't Know What To Say
Or What To Do
Gotta Think It Through
& I Know
What I Wanna Do
No One Compares
But Let's Not Play
Truth Or Dare
Cold Stare
Or Maybe A Smile
Still Love It
Take Me Over
Do Your Thing
Let Me Be Yours
Whatever Time Brings
I Hope We'll Grow
I Love You
& I Hope You Know.
Saturday, June 1, 2013
Reminded
Certain things were forgotten in my mindset, in my life, in my heart, key elements. You reminded me without words and then with words. You were there when life brightened a little more for me but we were in darkness. I was lost and struggling knowing which path I needed to get back to, which path I needed to find, the straight path. You came into my life and reminded me. Reminded me that I deserve the best. Reminded me that I deserve what’s right and that I have a choice and again, life brightened for me. Still I made a lot of mistakes and you stayed around. Reminding me how I need to do better, a lot better. It’s been so long and I’ve been so good. You always catch me when I need to be caught. Reminding me again that I can do better, need to do better and I will do better. I would probably do my best with you by my side. My goal of every minute of every day is to do my best without hesitation. I can only hope and pray that you never get to far away because every time you come my way I’m reminded. Love is not something you take, it’s given.
Always Be You...
Always busy but I know,
I’d do anything for you.
I really would, and it’s bad
Down for you, I used to get mad.
Now I guess I understand,
Maybe I forgive too easy,
Give you the upper hand,
You know how I am.
You know I want you to be that man.
I have no other plans.
It’s always been you.
Fresh start, same heart.
Say you’ll mend it.
You tore it apart.
So cold, you make me wanna.
Every time, I’m getting calmer.
Must be the age, or karma.
Cause I used to be
Surrounded with drama.
All I need is you.
Tell me that you’ll come through
And elevate me, like you always do.
I think I still love you,
I know it’s true.
If anyone ever asked me,
It would always be you.
I’d do anything for you.
I really would, and it’s bad
Down for you, I used to get mad.
Now I guess I understand,
Maybe I forgive too easy,
Give you the upper hand,
You know how I am.
You know I want you to be that man.
I have no other plans.
It’s always been you.
Fresh start, same heart.
Say you’ll mend it.
You tore it apart.
So cold, you make me wanna.
Every time, I’m getting calmer.
Must be the age, or karma.
Cause I used to be
Surrounded with drama.
All I need is you.
Tell me that you’ll come through
And elevate me, like you always do.
I think I still love you,
I know it’s true.
If anyone ever asked me,
It would always be you.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Moments, Mistakes & Memories....
I love you
You mean everything to me
And more
I love you
You're the only one I adore.
But I gotta know
Could you love me for me
Could you see past the mistakes?
Past my previous loneliness & heartache.
How much would it take?
I swear I told you once,
When I was all alone
In my warm little home.
That I'd prove to you I've changed
Make you call my name
Nothing was the same
You were always playing games
Making me go insane
Catching me off guard,
Not calling when you should.
All I know is I would
Do anything for you.
Anything you ask...
What slows me is
You're always busy.
I used to weep.
Now as I sleep.
I dream of you
And I keep
A picture of you in my mind.
Even when the sun don't shine.
You put a smile on my face.
Visions of you grabbing my waist.
It's been so long, you left me in this place.
Come home Baby, I wanna see your face.
You mean everything to me
And more
I love you
You're the only one I adore.
But I gotta know
Could you love me for me
Could you see past the mistakes?
Past my previous loneliness & heartache.
How much would it take?
I swear I told you once,
When I was all alone
In my warm little home.
That I'd prove to you I've changed
Make you call my name
Nothing was the same
You were always playing games
Making me go insane
Catching me off guard,
Not calling when you should.
All I know is I would
Do anything for you.
Anything you ask...
What slows me is
You're always busy.
I used to weep.
Now as I sleep.
I dream of you
And I keep
A picture of you in my mind.
Even when the sun don't shine.
You put a smile on my face.
Visions of you grabbing my waist.
It's been so long, you left me in this place.
Come home Baby, I wanna see your face.
Confessions...
At first, I admit I didn't know how to deal with you.
Felt like I had never been in a real relationship.
And believe me, I thought it was real with you.
The way you never were too far away.
I wondered if you knew, I was slowly going insane.
Unhappy with my life, crazy thoughts taking over my brain.
I loved you so much but I didn't know how to show it.
I guess you and me sometimes only knew how to be cold.
So instead of being that only one for you, I fell apart in front of you.
I became what I was running from, what I despised most.
Did things unimaginable for real reasons unknown.
I kept expecting you to save me, waiting and waiting, and waiting.
Leaving and running back to you not even sure if we were involved.
Certain things I love about you
And other things I just have to live with.
Always thinking of you, and then you went away and I was sad.
As time passed I came to realize, that space was what saved me.
I admit I went back to war a couple times
But I knew it wasn't the place for me.
I thought I'd never see you again,
I thought I lost you. I thought you hated me.
I almost hated you too, but how could I.
I never could have. Regardless.
You did somethings to me that hurt
And I probably did the same to you.
In the moment I didn't want to believe it,
I never thought it could be true.
I thought of you almost every day for a long time,
Dreamed of you too.
Now you're back and I don't know what to do.
I trust you, I really do. I love you.
I want us to be together but I'm worried.
I'm worried you won't take me seriously.
That you'll string me along.
I know I'm still growing.
Won't you grow with me.
I love you, stop holding yourself back.
Give me the energy to open up my heart to you.
Give me the time, always gotta go.
Always busy, you already know.
But Baby, I miss you do.
I'm down for you, let's go...
I wanna be your one and only
The last woman you'll ever fuck.
Let's do this.
Felt like I had never been in a real relationship.
And believe me, I thought it was real with you.
The way you never were too far away.
I wondered if you knew, I was slowly going insane.
Unhappy with my life, crazy thoughts taking over my brain.
I loved you so much but I didn't know how to show it.
I guess you and me sometimes only knew how to be cold.
So instead of being that only one for you, I fell apart in front of you.
I became what I was running from, what I despised most.
Did things unimaginable for real reasons unknown.
I kept expecting you to save me, waiting and waiting, and waiting.
Leaving and running back to you not even sure if we were involved.
Certain things I love about you
And other things I just have to live with.
Always thinking of you, and then you went away and I was sad.
As time passed I came to realize, that space was what saved me.
I admit I went back to war a couple times
But I knew it wasn't the place for me.
I thought I'd never see you again,
I thought I lost you. I thought you hated me.
I almost hated you too, but how could I.
I never could have. Regardless.
You did somethings to me that hurt
And I probably did the same to you.
In the moment I didn't want to believe it,
I never thought it could be true.
I thought of you almost every day for a long time,
Dreamed of you too.
Now you're back and I don't know what to do.
I trust you, I really do. I love you.
I want us to be together but I'm worried.
I'm worried you won't take me seriously.
That you'll string me along.
I know I'm still growing.
Won't you grow with me.
I love you, stop holding yourself back.
Give me the energy to open up my heart to you.
Give me the time, always gotta go.
Always busy, you already know.
But Baby, I miss you do.
I'm down for you, let's go...
I wanna be your one and only
The last woman you'll ever fuck.
Let's do this.
Sunday, May 19, 2013
Saturday, May 18, 2013
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Patience (W24TN)
I should have told you
I missed your voice
I should have told you
I wanna hold you tight
I know we know it's been so long
& I know we know what we both did wrong
I'm wondering, waiting, thinking that my phone should ring
I have no idea what your up to, where you're at,
You tell me nothing, as a matter a' fact
& I still wonder.
Is this right?
Do you love me still?
What do you want?
Could this work?
Are you really down for me?
Will you call me today?
Are you close by my hood?
Do you know what's good?
Are you gonna come swoop me up.
You already know I don't give a fuck.
Baby, I'm down..
& I need you around.
You really do somethin' for me.
Never your last chance, but
Baby you're all I need.
You're more than good company.
Maybe it'll never work or maybe
I won't ever have to think twice.
♥
I missed your voice
I should have told you
I wanna hold you tight
I know we know it's been so long
& I know we know what we both did wrong
I'm wondering, waiting, thinking that my phone should ring
I have no idea what your up to, where you're at,
You tell me nothing, as a matter a' fact
& I still wonder.
Is this right?
Do you love me still?
What do you want?
Could this work?
Are you really down for me?
Will you call me today?
Are you close by my hood?
Do you know what's good?
Are you gonna come swoop me up.
You already know I don't give a fuck.
Baby, I'm down..
& I need you around.
You really do somethin' for me.
Never your last chance, but
Baby you're all I need.
You're more than good company.
Maybe it'll never work or maybe
I won't ever have to think twice.
♥
Best Present Ever ? (M30TN)
Best Present Ever?
More like a trial version...
With complications and
Holds and obligations
And my frustrations,
Didn't mean shit to you.
You didn't give a fuck.
Oh look at you. Taste of
my own mixture at it's finest.
I just hope you know...
You were once mine,
For a moment in time.
It all felt so right.
Having you close,
To me at night.
First nigga I went
Old school with.
Long kisses at 24.
Holding hands and
I once adored
Everything bout you,
Now I hate it.
Think your cold and
Crazy, happy Belated.
Got love for you still.
Think you fine as fuck.
You already know whats up.
Unfortunately you found her.
Left me be and an then another
Rediscovered me. And then another.
Where are the words to say.
It's cold how men and women play.
All in a day's work.
You chose her
And yeah it hurts.
For what it's worth...
You make me smile
& Used to ease the hurt.
1 Love and If Its 1 Life
Then friends who don't talk is aight....
More like a trial version...
With complications and
Holds and obligations
And my frustrations,
Didn't mean shit to you.
You didn't give a fuck.
Oh look at you. Taste of
my own mixture at it's finest.
I just hope you know...
You were once mine,
For a moment in time.
It all felt so right.
Having you close,
To me at night.
First nigga I went
Old school with.
Long kisses at 24.
Holding hands and
I once adored
Everything bout you,
Now I hate it.
Think your cold and
Crazy, happy Belated.
Got love for you still.
Think you fine as fuck.
You already know whats up.
Unfortunately you found her.
Left me be and an then another
Rediscovered me. And then another.
Where are the words to say.
It's cold how men and women play.
All in a day's work.
You chose her
And yeah it hurts.
For what it's worth...
You make me smile
& Used to ease the hurt.
1 Love and If Its 1 Life
Then friends who don't talk is aight....
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