GOTTA GET AWAY FROM ALL THESE NEGATIVES AND MEET UP WITH THE POSSE:
THE POSSETIVES: RIGHT MIND / RIGHT ACTIONS / RIGHT THOUGHTS / RIGHT INTENTIONS
Monday, November 21, 2011
UNTITLED
BARE ARMS,
BARE FACE,
BARE NECK,
BARE FINGERS,
RINGS, DIAMONDS, STARS STILL SHINNING,
A HUNDRED THOUSAND ON THE SMILE AND THE JEWEL GON SPARK,
ALL THE WHILE, PRICELESS SHIT, PLATES UP AFTER DARK,
FOREVER AND A DAY COULDN'T WASH THESE FEELINGS AWAY,
WHAT CHU' GON SAY, THAT YOU A PLAYA?
THAT YOU WON'T SAVE HER?
THAT YOU WON'T SAVOUR?
THAT YOU MY HATER & MY LOVER ALL IN ONE,
LABEL YOUR SELF THE BOSS, SPOT FOR HIRE,
LETS HAVE SOME FUN, STRIPE SUIT,
IT'S ALL ABOUT MY BOOTS, YOU GON'
STAND THERE OR BETTER YET JUST SHOOT,
I WAS HEADED FOR THE BOOTHE
BUT I'LL BE ALL YOURS FOR LIFE
JUST PROMISE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH.
- 2009
BARE FACE,
BARE NECK,
BARE FINGERS,
RINGS, DIAMONDS, STARS STILL SHINNING,
A HUNDRED THOUSAND ON THE SMILE AND THE JEWEL GON SPARK,
ALL THE WHILE, PRICELESS SHIT, PLATES UP AFTER DARK,
FOREVER AND A DAY COULDN'T WASH THESE FEELINGS AWAY,
WHAT CHU' GON SAY, THAT YOU A PLAYA?
THAT YOU WON'T SAVE HER?
THAT YOU WON'T SAVOUR?
THAT YOU MY HATER & MY LOVER ALL IN ONE,
LABEL YOUR SELF THE BOSS, SPOT FOR HIRE,
LETS HAVE SOME FUN, STRIPE SUIT,
IT'S ALL ABOUT MY BOOTS, YOU GON'
STAND THERE OR BETTER YET JUST SHOOT,
I WAS HEADED FOR THE BOOTHE
BUT I'LL BE ALL YOURS FOR LIFE
JUST PROMISE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH.
- 2009
HEY BABY
YOU KNOW THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU
THERES NEVER MOMENT TO HOLD YOU
WHY DO YOU CAUSE THIS PAIN
I CAN'T UNDERSTAND
AND I TRY TO LEARN
NO SECRETS HIDDEN AT ALL
BUT I AM STILL MISSING YOU
WHEREVER YOU ARE
I WONDER IF YOU THINK OF ME
WHEREVER YOU ARE
I WONDER IF YOU FEEL HOW I FEEL
WHEREVER YOU ARE
I WONDER IF YOU NEED ME CLOSE
IN THE SAME WAY I NEED YOU
PLEASE TELL ME ITS TRUE
WHEREVER YOU ARE
YOU MAKE MY HEART WARM
AND THE THOUGHT OF YOUR DISTANCE
MAKES ME SICK I AM NOT OF MIND
MAKING WRONG DECISIONS ALL THE TIME
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE I FEEL
ALL IS LOST THOUGH I HAVE MYSELF
MY EMOTIONS HAVE TURNED TO FROST
ALMOST LIKE AN ICE BOX AND THE SUN
I NEED YOU TO MELT ME BABY
COME, I NEED YOU COME
LETS ENJOY EACHOTHER AGAIN
- 2010
THERES NEVER MOMENT TO HOLD YOU
WHY DO YOU CAUSE THIS PAIN
I CAN'T UNDERSTAND
AND I TRY TO LEARN
NO SECRETS HIDDEN AT ALL
BUT I AM STILL MISSING YOU
WHEREVER YOU ARE
I WONDER IF YOU THINK OF ME
WHEREVER YOU ARE
I WONDER IF YOU FEEL HOW I FEEL
WHEREVER YOU ARE
I WONDER IF YOU NEED ME CLOSE
IN THE SAME WAY I NEED YOU
PLEASE TELL ME ITS TRUE
WHEREVER YOU ARE
YOU MAKE MY HEART WARM
AND THE THOUGHT OF YOUR DISTANCE
MAKES ME SICK I AM NOT OF MIND
MAKING WRONG DECISIONS ALL THE TIME
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE I FEEL
ALL IS LOST THOUGH I HAVE MYSELF
MY EMOTIONS HAVE TURNED TO FROST
ALMOST LIKE AN ICE BOX AND THE SUN
I NEED YOU TO MELT ME BABY
COME, I NEED YOU COME
LETS ENJOY EACHOTHER AGAIN
- 2010
His' N Her's - All Matching
Now this is why men turn into Monsters. One day he rockin' his "His N Hers" out with his Wifey... Loving her down, picking her up and dropping her off... Next thing you know Hottie Tottie appears and starts necking my man... okay well he wasn't really my man but you know the story. Have me taking public transit to see your ass.... what happenend when you used to surprise me by saying "Get ready Baby, I'm coming to pick you up!".... I really miss the good ol' days when his love was true.... I bet it still is... Except we have these mega model stripper super groupies in the way.... Damn... always the good ones that are gettin' money.
The Above was A Random Word Rampage. Oops...
Okay so this doesn't apply with a broken heart... but you can start over and create better standards for yourself... Babygirl... everybody knows... He ain't wanna settle down yet... Why do you waste your time loving someone who's cold, addicted to money, shows no love, has no fears, goals, dreams, and aspirations. Beats on you and calls you out your name. This man should have know better and could have done better but the blame is not all on him.
I am the one who fell in love.
The Above was A Random Word Rampage. Oops...
Okay so this doesn't apply with a broken heart... but you can start over and create better standards for yourself... Babygirl... everybody knows... He ain't wanna settle down yet... Why do you waste your time loving someone who's cold, addicted to money, shows no love, has no fears, goals, dreams, and aspirations. Beats on you and calls you out your name. This man should have know better and could have done better but the blame is not all on him.
I am the one who fell in love.
THERE IS ONLY ONE KIND OF LOVE - REAL LOVE
REAL LOVE IS CARING ABOUT THE HAPPINESS OF ANOTHER PERSON WITH OUT ANY THOUGHT FOR WHAT WE MIGHT GET FOR OURSELVES. SIMPLE RIGHT ? WRONG, MOST PEOPLE HAVE NEVER EXPIRIENCED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM ANYONE- NOT FROM PARENTS, HUSBANDS, WIVES, OR FRIENDS.
THE CONCEPT OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS EASY, MOST OF US FIND IT REVOLUTIONARY TO APPLY BECAUSE WE HAVE NEVER SEEN IT & HAVE ONLY EXPIRIENCED CONDITIONAL LOVE.
( WHEN WE WERE GOOD LITTLE KIDS OUR PARENTS SMILED & PATTED US ON THE HEAD BUT AS SOON AS WE MESSED UP THEY BECAME IRRITATED - THAT IS AN EXCHANGE OF CONDITIONAL LOVE )
THERE IS ONLY ONE KIND OF LOVE & THROUGH NO FAULT OF OUR OWN, DO FEW OF US RECIEVE OR GIVE REAL LOVE. TERRIBLE VOIDS FORM IN THE ABSENCE OF REAL LOVE, & WE LIVE OUR LIVES GIVING & RECIEVING IMMITATION LOVE.
IMMITATION LOVE IS CONDITIONAL AND IT MANIFESTS ITSELF IN 4 FORMS: PRAISE, POWER, PLEASURE, AND SAFETY.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH OF THESE SUBSTITUTES WE OBTAIN, WE REMAIN FEELING EMPTY, ALONE & AFRAID.
WE USE GETTING AND "PROTECTING BEHAVIOURS TO LESSEN OR ELIMINATE OUR FEARS OF NOT BEING LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY.
WE USE GETTING BEHAVIOURS- LYING, ATTACKING, ACTING LIKE A VICTIM, AND CLINGING TO TRY TO FILL OUR EMPTINESS WITH IMITATION LOVE.
WE USE PROTECTING BEHAVIOURS- LYING, ATTACKING, ACTING LIKE A VICTIM, AND RUNNING- TO GET THE LOVE WE CRAVE.
THE FIRST STEP TO OBTAINING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS TO TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT OURSELVES, ABOUT EVERYTHING..
BG
TEMPTATIONS, TRIBULATIONS
BITCHEZ & BITCH ****** BE HATIN'
EVER SO FRUSTRATIN'
THEY CONSTANTLY DEBATIN'
WHETHER TO HATE OR TRY TO RELATE
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY ALL FAKE
- 2009
BITCHEZ & BITCH ****** BE HATIN'
EVER SO FRUSTRATIN'
THEY CONSTANTLY DEBATIN'
WHETHER TO HATE OR TRY TO RELATE
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY ALL FAKE
- 2009
Untitled
YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GET INTO ME BUT IT'S REAL
NOW THERE'S NO TELLIN' HOW I REALLY FEEL
I GOT THIS JONES IN ME, HARD LIKE STEEL
MY WORLDS SPINNIN' FROM REEL TO REEL
I CAN TELL YOU BUT HOW DO YOU FEEL
I LOVE TO GATHER EACH THOUGHT
AND EXPRESS
( ALL OF THE JEALOUSY AND WHAT NOT )
- 2009
I DON'T STRESS
THIS LIFE IS REAL
ONE BY ONE
I UNLOAD MY REVELATIONS
SOUL NEEDS, SO NEED
TO BE ME & JUST DO WHAT I DO
EVEN BACK IN THE DAY
I HAD A BOOK OR TWO
HAD TO SPILL A FEW LINES
IN INK, ABOUT THE TIMES
THAT A GIRL WAS GOIN' THROUGH
THINKIN' AND FEELIN'
TELL ME WHATS THE MEANIN'
GOTTA STICK TO MY GOALS
KEEP DOIN WHAT I DO BEST
DON'T LET IT GET UNDER ME
KEEP IN ON MY VEST
ON MY CHEST
SOULFULLY
MY SOUL SO NEEDS
TO JUST BE ME
I AIN'T DOIN IT TO BE IN A MAGAZINE
OR BURST ON TO WHATEVA SCENE
I JUST DO IT CAUSE ITS BEEN ME
THIS IS HOW I LIVE FREE
I WRITE MY POETRY
TAKE MY PICTURES
MAKE MY ART
AND READ HIS SCRIPTURES
DON'T MAKE TO MANY FRIENDS
STAY OUTTA WORLDS FILLED WITH DRAMA
NEVER ENDING CIRCLES
GOTTA GO HOME AND TELL MAMA
THAT IMMA BE ALL I CAN BE AND IM SORRY IF YOU DON'T SEE ME
BUT IM GONNA MAKE A WAY
THERE'S GONNA BE BETTER DAYS
SO DON'T EVER LET THEM FADE
YOUR STYLE ITS SO SWEET
THANK YOU FOR RAISING ME
I LOVE YOU MAMA
BUT IM FROM THE STREETS
AND I JUST CANT STOP
I GOTTA RECORD MY RHYMES
AND WRITE MY LINES
ALL ABOUT THIS LIFE
BECAUSE HIP HOP IS
HOW I RECORD MY DIARY
THIS IS MY LIFE.
NOW THERE'S NO TELLIN' HOW I REALLY FEEL
I GOT THIS JONES IN ME, HARD LIKE STEEL
MY WORLDS SPINNIN' FROM REEL TO REEL
I CAN TELL YOU BUT HOW DO YOU FEEL
I LOVE TO GATHER EACH THOUGHT
AND EXPRESS
( ALL OF THE JEALOUSY AND WHAT NOT )
- 2009
I DON'T STRESS
THIS LIFE IS REAL
ONE BY ONE
I UNLOAD MY REVELATIONS
SOUL NEEDS, SO NEED
TO BE ME & JUST DO WHAT I DO
EVEN BACK IN THE DAY
I HAD A BOOK OR TWO
HAD TO SPILL A FEW LINES
IN INK, ABOUT THE TIMES
THAT A GIRL WAS GOIN' THROUGH
THINKIN' AND FEELIN'
TELL ME WHATS THE MEANIN'
GOTTA STICK TO MY GOALS
KEEP DOIN WHAT I DO BEST
DON'T LET IT GET UNDER ME
KEEP IN ON MY VEST
ON MY CHEST
SOULFULLY
MY SOUL SO NEEDS
TO JUST BE ME
I AIN'T DOIN IT TO BE IN A MAGAZINE
OR BURST ON TO WHATEVA SCENE
I JUST DO IT CAUSE ITS BEEN ME
THIS IS HOW I LIVE FREE
I WRITE MY POETRY
TAKE MY PICTURES
MAKE MY ART
AND READ HIS SCRIPTURES
DON'T MAKE TO MANY FRIENDS
STAY OUTTA WORLDS FILLED WITH DRAMA
NEVER ENDING CIRCLES
GOTTA GO HOME AND TELL MAMA
THAT IMMA BE ALL I CAN BE AND IM SORRY IF YOU DON'T SEE ME
BUT IM GONNA MAKE A WAY
THERE'S GONNA BE BETTER DAYS
SO DON'T EVER LET THEM FADE
YOUR STYLE ITS SO SWEET
THANK YOU FOR RAISING ME
I LOVE YOU MAMA
BUT IM FROM THE STREETS
AND I JUST CANT STOP
I GOTTA RECORD MY RHYMES
AND WRITE MY LINES
ALL ABOUT THIS LIFE
BECAUSE HIP HOP IS
HOW I RECORD MY DIARY
THIS IS MY LIFE.
Reserve Yourself
Metaphorically Speaking... These are Just some Random Thoughts.....
- 2012
Here is my theory. Reserve yourself.
You are Royalty. You don’t need anyone else
to tell you who you are, or how to be,
you should just know. You don’t need anyone
to explain anything to you unless you really
feel that they are helping you.
This is the hard part, where sometimes you
don’t even know and you can’t even tell who
these people are or if they are good or bad
for you. So then here we go, back to my theory.
You don’t need anyone else, you only need yourself.
Preserve yourself, rather yet… Reserve Yourself.
Preserve yourself from all the negative things.
Reserve yourself for the positive.
Preserve yourself from all of the negative
thoughts and actions; make yourself immune.
Reserve yourself for what is really of essence
and of the time, and for what is really of need,
right here and right now and in your life.
I already know, and I say I, because I am writing this.
I already know how it feels to be robbed.
Robbed for my jewels and my gems, my gold and my oil,
all that is left is my land. They can never take my land,
they can run it over, but at the end of the day, they are still,
we are still, and we will be still, standing on it, yea.
I know you know how I feel. I want you to feel this way.
I want you to be free. I do not know, if I myself am free.
I think to feel completely free to a certain point, is to feel trapped,
by society and by the world, and in life. I don’t want to feel this way,
and I won’t feel this way, and I don’t feel this way, as of now.
Right now, as I am writing this, I think I feel better.
I want you to feel better too; I want you to never feel
anything that you don’t have to feel.
Right now I want you to preserve yourself,
and if you have not.. From now on I want you to Reserve Yourself,
for the righteous, for the Real Thing, for the Better.
I am a down ass chick typa girl writing this so don’t you forget her. (Me)
Here is my theory.
Reserve yourself.
You are Royalty.
You don’t need anyone else.
You only need yourself.
Preserve yourself, rather yet…
Reserve Yourself. You’re Royalty.
Royally Acclaimed and Associated with
Yourself. The only one that matters.
The only one you need.
- 2010
Reserve Yourself For God
Keep Away From The Negatives Abroad
Let it be known, let it be taught
Better Yourself... Better Your Thoughts....
Here is my theory.
Reserve yourself. (for God)
You are Royalty. (so be amongst people who love you, like family & good friends)
You don’t need anyone else. (You hold yourself down)
You only need yourself. (& God)
Preserve yourself, rather yet…
Reserve Yourself. You’re Royalty. (Have Good Standards For Yourself)
Royally Acclaimed and Associated with
Yourself. The only one that matters.
The only one you need.
(& God)
So don't ever take shit from anyone again...
- 2012
- 2012
Here is my theory. Reserve yourself.
You are Royalty. You don’t need anyone else
to tell you who you are, or how to be,
you should just know. You don’t need anyone
to explain anything to you unless you really
feel that they are helping you.
This is the hard part, where sometimes you
don’t even know and you can’t even tell who
these people are or if they are good or bad
for you. So then here we go, back to my theory.
You don’t need anyone else, you only need yourself.
Preserve yourself, rather yet… Reserve Yourself.
Preserve yourself from all the negative things.
Reserve yourself for the positive.
Preserve yourself from all of the negative
thoughts and actions; make yourself immune.
Reserve yourself for what is really of essence
and of the time, and for what is really of need,
right here and right now and in your life.
I already know, and I say I, because I am writing this.
I already know how it feels to be robbed.
Robbed for my jewels and my gems, my gold and my oil,
all that is left is my land. They can never take my land,
they can run it over, but at the end of the day, they are still,
we are still, and we will be still, standing on it, yea.
I know you know how I feel. I want you to feel this way.
I want you to be free. I do not know, if I myself am free.
I think to feel completely free to a certain point, is to feel trapped,
by society and by the world, and in life. I don’t want to feel this way,
and I won’t feel this way, and I don’t feel this way, as of now.
Right now, as I am writing this, I think I feel better.
I want you to feel better too; I want you to never feel
anything that you don’t have to feel.
Right now I want you to preserve yourself,
and if you have not.. From now on I want you to Reserve Yourself,
for the righteous, for the Real Thing, for the Better.
I am a down ass chick typa girl writing this so don’t you forget her. (Me)
Here is my theory.
Reserve yourself.
You are Royalty.
You don’t need anyone else.
You only need yourself.
Preserve yourself, rather yet…
Reserve Yourself. You’re Royalty.
Royally Acclaimed and Associated with
Yourself. The only one that matters.
The only one you need.
- 2010
Reserve Yourself For God
Keep Away From The Negatives Abroad
Let it be known, let it be taught
Better Yourself... Better Your Thoughts....
Here is my theory.
Reserve yourself. (for God)
You are Royalty. (so be amongst people who love you, like family & good friends)
You don’t need anyone else. (You hold yourself down)
You only need yourself. (& God)
Preserve yourself, rather yet…
Reserve Yourself. You’re Royalty. (Have Good Standards For Yourself)
Royally Acclaimed and Associated with
Yourself. The only one that matters.
The only one you need.
(& God)
So don't ever take shit from anyone again...
- 2012
TAKING THEIR WORD OVER ME
I had write something
that came deep to my heart
cause people be trying
bring down others relationships...
people need to stop the hate
and just be happy for others....
Take their word over mine
Written By: Young Ginuwine
Taken from: Facebook
Sometimes I got to wonder
Is it really just us
Or is it us plus the bus
Cause it seems like everyone got
Something to say about us....
What do they really know about us....
Do they really see what you
Mean to me boo...
Do they see how much
I love you...
Maybe they just don't want see us
They always want to be between us
So your really going leave
You really going take their word
You really going believe
I want love from that other girl
Open your eyes and see
Your my only one girl
They be talkin
And wishin they were you
But none fit you like you do
But if you take their word
Just don't forget
It be one mistake you will regret...
I don't know her
I don't need her...
All she be do is plotting and wishing
She could be you..
Be all in your shoes
Wish she could be my boo
I am sorry
But I been longin for you
And no chick can take the
Fact that I am in love you
I don't expect this journey to be easy
But one thing I ain't is sleazy
I am one woman type of girl
I trade it all in world
Just for you.....
So you really going leave
You really going take their word
You really going believe
I want love from that other girl
Open your eyes and see
Your my only one girl
They be talkin
And wishin they were you
But none fit you like you do
But if you take their word
Just don't forget
It be one mistake you will regret...
I don't know why
You really got think it through
If you in love with me
Ask me what it do
Cause I been honest
I been a real man
I been doing things
That most men can't
I am always there for you
When others won't
I worry about you
Even when I don't
Your the only woman
You live in my mind
And you stole heart
So before you look at the door
Didn't you promise me
We'll never part...
So you really going leave
You really going take their word
You really going believe
I want love from that other girl
Open your eyes and see
Your my only one girl
They be talkin
And wishin they were you
But none fit you like you do
But if you take their word
Just don't forget
It be one mistake you will regret...
(Baby. I regret it. Always and 4ever
I'll Remember you me us and THEM.)
that came deep to my heart
cause people be trying
bring down others relationships...
people need to stop the hate
and just be happy for others....
Take their word over mine
Written By: Young Ginuwine
Taken from: Facebook
Sometimes I got to wonder
Is it really just us
Or is it us plus the bus
Cause it seems like everyone got
Something to say about us....
What do they really know about us....
Do they really see what you
Mean to me boo...
Do they see how much
I love you...
Maybe they just don't want see us
They always want to be between us
So your really going leave
You really going take their word
You really going believe
I want love from that other girl
Open your eyes and see
Your my only one girl
They be talkin
And wishin they were you
But none fit you like you do
But if you take their word
Just don't forget
It be one mistake you will regret...
I don't know her
I don't need her...
All she be do is plotting and wishing
She could be you..
Be all in your shoes
Wish she could be my boo
I am sorry
But I been longin for you
And no chick can take the
Fact that I am in love you
I don't expect this journey to be easy
But one thing I ain't is sleazy
I am one woman type of girl
I trade it all in world
Just for you.....
So you really going leave
You really going take their word
You really going believe
I want love from that other girl
Open your eyes and see
Your my only one girl
They be talkin
And wishin they were you
But none fit you like you do
But if you take their word
Just don't forget
It be one mistake you will regret...
I don't know why
You really got think it through
If you in love with me
Ask me what it do
Cause I been honest
I been a real man
I been doing things
That most men can't
I am always there for you
When others won't
I worry about you
Even when I don't
Your the only woman
You live in my mind
And you stole heart
So before you look at the door
Didn't you promise me
We'll never part...
So you really going leave
You really going take their word
You really going believe
I want love from that other girl
Open your eyes and see
Your my only one girl
They be talkin
And wishin they were you
But none fit you like you do
But if you take their word
Just don't forget
It be one mistake you will regret...
(Baby. I regret it. Always and 4ever
I'll Remember you me us and THEM.)
I KNOW
I KNOW YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO LOVE ME FOREVER
BECAUSE THE TIME WE HAVE HERE IS LIMITED TOGETHER
1 LIFE 1 WORLD 1 PLANET WE LIVE ON
AND IF OUR BODIES SHOULD DIE
I WOULD HOPE THAT OUR LOVE LIVES ON
- 9/19/10
IF I RULED THE WORLD
IF I RAN THE WORLD EVERY GOOD MAN WOULD BE A KING
EVERY REAL WOMAN A QUEEN, ONLY COTTON SARIS, NO JEANS
EVERY ONE WOULD WEAR A RING, INVISIBLE ROUND THEY MIND
EVERY PERSON WOULD BE A DIAMOND, NEVER TURN THEM BLIND
WHITHSTAND THE MOST PRESSURES OVER TIME
HARDEN LIKE THE SEDIMENT IT’S ELEMENTARY
BUT THEY STUCK UP LIKE THE SEDIMENTARY
WE NEED MORE SOUL FOR THE CHICKEN SOUP
MORE HONESTY FROM THE CREATORS IN THE BOOTH
MORE LOVE FROM THE MAMA’S IN THE KITCHEN
MORE RESPECT FROM OUR SONS AND FATHERS JUST LISTEN
REGAL LIFE REALIZE ITS REAL LIFE POVERTY DON’T DIE
OUR CHILDREN STILL CRY, DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHY
EXILE FROM A REALITY, KNOW THE WHOLE FAMILY'S MAD AT ME
I KNOW SOME OF MY OLD FRIENDS, NEVER FRIENDS
WANNA GET BACK AT ME
I KNOW SOME OF YOU HAVE HAD IT WITH ME
BUT IF I RAN THE WORLD THERE WOULD BE NO HATE
CAN YOU RELATE
I KNOW WE ARE NOT PERFECT
SOMETIMES WE FEEL WORTHLESS
I KNOW SOMEONE COULD HURT THIS
BUT IF I RAN THE WORLD REAL KINGS
THEY WOULD NEVER DESSERT THIS
HOLD ME DOWN 4 LIFE THAT’S RIGHT
- 9/19/10
Untitled
I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR NARROW MINDED ASS
SEXY IS NICE BUT WHAT ABOUT CLASS
WE ALL WANT WHAT WE CAN'T HAVE
DEGRADING YOURSELF FOR A MANS ATTENTION IS SAD
TIME WE QUIT FEELING SORRY FOR OURSELVES
REAL WOMEN KNOW WHAT THE STRUGGLES ABOUT
YOU TALKING GRIND? BUT YOU STOLE THE SHINE?
ISN'T HARD TO TELL THAT MONEYS ON YOUR MIND
DON'T NEED NO BOY BUGGING ME
I'M LIVING COMFORTABLE WITH GOD
I LOVE SEEING BIRDS
HEARING THEM CHIRP
SOME WOMEN CHOOSE TO FOLLOW MEN
SOME CHOOSE TO FOLLOW THEIR DREAMS
IF YOUR WONDERING WHICH WAY TO GO
REMEMBER THAT YOUR CAREER WILL NEVER WAKE UP
AND TELL YOU THAT IT DOESN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE
- 8/26/10
WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE
THIS IS REALLY REAL
WHO ARE YOU
WHERE DID YOU COME FROM
WHO MADE YOU
WHO AM I
WHERE DID I COME FROM
WHO MADE ME
WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?
I THINK WE ALREADY KNOW...
- 5/15/10
Untitled
Can’t deny
That it’s so
Real, so deep
It's like my
Soul feel
It’s time for
Elevation
Generation
Through
Generation
Just keep it
Real
Cause’ they
Gotta really
Feel
Just keep it
True
You just
Gotta do you
Disregard
What they say
Cause’ you
Gotta make
A way
We gonna
Make it through
It’s just me
& You
Along with
The world
The mega city
& the borough
One step at a time
Make sure your goals
Are thorough
You gotta make it
Regardless of obstacles
Baby, jump them hurdles
Take a major in life
Cause’ the best teacher
Is experience…
- 03/04/2010
Random
Using a girl like that?
You already know
I gotta let it go
Regardless of the love he show
It’s not right for me, yo
I should be feeling better
I should be feeling good
Considering everything that went down
I guess I’m expecting them to laugh now
At me, because I have that now
Thanks for the pain
Was it even pleasure?
Precious years
Now they don’t even matter
X factor…
- 00/00/2009
All I Have
I am really writing for my invisible man
I love you
You take me away
You don’t even know…
- 00/00/2009
Untitled
So obviously you don’t want to ride
Only wanna pop 5’ with ya friends
Cause you hit that ass, made me skip class
Well it’s all in the past, can you grasp
These concepts, Come on lets
Take a walk to remember
Back in September I was your
One & Only, now you don’t think of me
Have no love for me
Callin’ me wanna holla at me
Now it’s you and me
What you wanna do?
Now you call me your boo?
To true how I came to love you
Was my 1st now I flirt
Then I flirted
Now I’m into it
Unless your spending rhymes
Wack ass, as a matter of fact…
- 00/00/2009
Untitled
I need my baby
Won’t have it any other way
Need him here today
Must have him, yes
I say! Please baby
Do you need your lady?
Cause I am
Right here baby!
- 00/00/2009
Untitled
I gotta have my baby
Close & tight, every night
Baby yes, You’re the best
Baby yes, I need you
Here cause I’m
In fear when your
Not near, It’s been
So long!
- 00/00/2009
Untitled
Imagine you and me
Imagine us baby
Yes, forever and always
Can I be ya shawty
If not, say you love me
Say you love me
Get me back into my
Habits & Hobbies
I know no one can stop me
Baby, hold me tight
Don’t let me go!
Baby you know
I love you, see
Yes, you know!
- 00/00/2009
Untitled
Spent so much time on a guy
& I wonder why he don’t see me
Why he don’t feel me!
Can you hear me !?!
- 00/00/2009
Untitled
The day
I realized my dreams it was beautiful
It’s like how could I have been?
To have given up &
How crazy was I
To forget my dreams
I always loved Him
I always believed Him
& I still do
But how true
Can I be to a man?
If I cannot be real
With myself & for what?
All I ever wanted was
You for me…
The girl who replaced me
She & you can never be
& All the boys I’ve loved
They really cemented me
With frustration
Thinking I was nothing
No good, so I did something
That wasn’t right
Paid the price
To many nights
Laying awake holding my pillow tight
I’m down baby, I’m down
(Please) tell me your around…
- 07/05/2009
On Listening
No brothers and sisters
No friends, and no family
Only EP’s, LP’s and earphones
Pictures & pencils, mental
Stencils, positive thoughts
Positive vibes, where would I be
Without you, Hmm better now doubt
You, This time around, it’s for myself…
(About Allah)
- 06/05/2009
Untitled
I love him
But, we can’t be
Says he loves me
But he can’t see
I loved him
& We can’t be
Says he needs me
But not directly
We were together
& I don’t want to
Be apart I don’t
Want to tell him he tore
Apart my heart
Right from the start
No to smart, almost
Like a poison dart
I wanna be with you
But it’s not supposed
To feel like a task
I love you baby
I’m surprised we lasted
So long, I coulda’ been so gone
But somehow it feels so wrong
For me to tag along…
Hugs & Kisses from the Misses…
- 07/05/2009
Untitled
I wanna be with you everyday
I’m not a groupie but I want you to stay
You broke my heart & I swear
All I ever wanted was you right fro the start
I tried to erase
When I was clear
You didn’t want me in your space
I love your face
I’m f****d up
I won’t even update my myspace
You have my head spinning
& I don’t know
I wanna tell you
That I love you so
I wondered why you had to go
But I know why & I cry
When I think of all the times
Seems I only depict
One figure in my rhymes
& I don’t need your pick-up lines
I still think your fine
& I will always have time
Rain, snow, sleet, shine
Even when your broke
& Even when you grind
Yeah, baby I loved you
& It blows my mind
How you wanna hurt a girl
When she’s so undefined…
I loved you and it’s so sublime
How you came to me
Like I pressed rewind
On a good track
With some real inspiration
I love you
& Theres no more waiting
Or debating
No more deliberations
Only anticipation
Of me & you
Past 1st base
& Home to stay…
- 07/05/2009
Untitled
Maybe I just wanna be me
Maybe I just wanna be free
How could you be depicting me?
You make me wanna believe!
Can’t you see!
What you’re doing to me
Got my dying inside, crying
Trying to survive
After all this I’m surprised
& Thankful to still be here standing
Better days are here…
- 07/05/2009
On Love
(I am
Number two)
Allah first, baby
Put you 2nd & 1st, baby
All the skies are blues
And all the trees are huggable
All the flowers are always blooming
In the secret garden on your heart and soul
No tale is to old nor precious to be told, cold hearts
Don’t exist in the place where love only grown and grows
And grows…
- 10/05/2009
Crazy Baby
Maybe I just
Want
Something
Real
Something
I can feel
Something so sweet
Wife for life…
(An Excerpt.)
- 01/06/2009
Untitled
Crazy out of it
Baby I’m sorry
I know you must hate me
I still love you so
Please don’t look down on me
I am still me
I still have no one
I really want you
I believe you are the only one
I love you so
I know your not here anymore
But you feel so close…
I know we both
Might feel the same
I hope your feelings don’t change
Rather, I hope they didn’t change
You must be hurt…
So am
I always wonder why I cry
I know I am shy
Baby, please tell me why
The love is there
But you are not?
Where are you baby?
It’s hot out here without you
Cold in here when your not near
Come here!
Come close baby I need you so!
Come back!
I love you!
- 02/06/2009
143 Love
(For my unknown future husband)
Said he love me forever
And always
You know I still love you
Even though I can’t find you….
- 24/10/2009
Loving You Since Da Time
(For my unknown future husband)
Date: Forever & Always
Name: His Wifey for Lifey a.k.a his Wife for Life
Address: Everywhere, anywhere, all over !!!
City: Yours, mine, ours, theirs, Toronto!
Province: Ontarios Barberios
Postal Code: L1V 4R3
Telephone: 1-800-SKY-PAGE
Office Phone: 1-800-COME-HOME-A .S.A.P !!!
Cellular: 1-800-YOU-WON’T-SEE-ME-2NITE !
E-mail: Labellasoul@Gmail.com
Company Name: La Bella Soul Unified
General Information:
An Ode to Creative Expression !!!!
This is 4 you
I love you
I want you
I must have you
You are my ultimate
My everything
My all
You are
My sun
My moon
My stars
You are my universe
As much as you mean to me
Is as much as you mean to Him
Our creator
My creator
You are my absolute
My solitude
My comfort
My company
My mirror
My reflection
My love…
- 24/10/2009
You have your Toronto & I have mine
You have your Toronto
& I have mine
You have your street lights
& Exotic clubs
I have my sweet nights
On a bed of love
You have your moments
& I have mine
Drunk off wine
You have your way with me
& I usually don’t mind…
- 24/10/2009
My Body
You have your T.dot
& I have mine
You have your block
& You gotta make that money
I have a life
& I don’t think it’s funny
For you to mess with my mind
Play games for chance
You buy me drinks all night
But you don’t expect me to dance
You have your Toronto
& I have mine
Eager to dive in
You better be able to swim
Cause girls these days
Keep playing regardless
Of the odds on a win
You have your Toronto
& I have mine
They wanna fine dine
& Go to the movies
Meanwhile all I see is
Men out for the kill
Only wanna use my body
Better love me right
Have me thinking twice
About my body, MY body!
Baby don’t use me
Or use my body
My body ?!!?
Loving you is hard
When you only
Love me for my body
My body, my body ??!?
- 24/10/2009
Untitled
I want to love you but I am scared
Now that I think back I guess
I always expected someone to be there
There for me
By my side
Loving me
Every day & night
Then you walked into my life
Right around the time
That I was thinking
I wasn’t worth it
Someone like you comes around
Who is so perfect
Yeah, it hurts, it
Can’t be real
Almost like a dream
I need you baby
I am your one and only
Queen
Know what I mean?
Said I wanna love you for life
I wanna be your wife
I’ll love you right
No fuss, no fight…
- 24/10/2009
A Creation Story
He should have known better
She should have thought twice
He should have thought about
What was best for him and his wife
She was so foolish & he was too nice
God told them right but it only took one
Day & Night - Atom
- 21/09/2009
Breaking my Heart
There is no song
More perfect to post
There is nothing
Yeah, you hurt me the most
No tempo
No rhythm
So beat so heavenly
What is this pain
That I feel
That is not a pain at all
What is this emptiness
Inside me
That only warms
During fall
What is this coldness
That covers me
Wraps me up it dissolves
All my additives
All my substance
It takes me over
Ever so constant
Making me
Have these wrong thoughts
Wondering
What is going on
This onslaught
Has got to stop
Your tearing me apart
Your breaking my heart
The same thing that ease me
Yeah, you know you used to please me
Now it’s nothing more than a headache
I don’t know how much more I can take
I thought I you loved me but now
I know it’s fake, if this were a dream
Right about now I’d wanna be awake…
- Fall 2009
Untitled
Baby, am I wrong to love you?
I just can’t help it
Baby, am I wrong to love you?
It’s real, I felt it
Lying in my bed
I wish you were here
& For all the women
You have loved, I feel fear
Remember when I was the only one?
Remember when for 1 victorious second
It was just you and me
I remembered how good it felt
I remember how real the love was
Between us, I remember how good
It felt, when we were together
Something in the back of my mind
Is telling me this is crazy
If I had one wish it would be
To lay next to you every night
& Wake up to see your face, every morning
I am supposed to love God
But I love you
I am supposed to love me
But I love you !
- 25/10/2009
Untitled
I have nothing left to write
Because he took my soul
I have nothing left to say
Because he turned my youth, old
I have no money for you
Only 4 myself
I only want you close
& I never want to let you go
I really need you baby
Please don’t say no
Wherever you are
& Whoever you are
I need you
I want you
I gotta have you
So please
Don’t say no!
- 25/10/2009
Untitled
I really love you
& I don’t know why
Then again you played me
& All I should and can do is cry
All my life it felt so good
Like there was never a doubt
Now I have it twisted
Must have been the wrong route
Cause where I’m at theres’ no you
Cause where I’m at
There is no you!
1 4 3 4 Ever
1 4 3 3 4 !
1 4 3 4 3 (I love you for you)
I want you baby!
I am your wife for life!
& All I do is think of you!
- 25/10/2009
Untitled
They say
The stars
Are Kings
& Wise souls
Then who’s
Beauty is in
The eye of
The beholder?
The beauty
Of life?
I can see
Stars in your
Eyes !!
Sorrow
Knowledge
Love
Pain
Life
And in a tear
Is born
A new thought
A new freedom
& A new right
The right to love yourself
Despite what others
Think, say, or do
You are beauty…
- 25/10/2009
Untitled
I want you to love me
I wish I knew where you are
I want you to need me
I wish I knew who you were
I want to be your everything
I wish you could understand
I want you to be the one
I wish you would take my hand
Always on my mind
Yeah, I need you baby
Always - All the time
I need you, darling!
- 00/10/2009
Untitled
He’s so mean, he won’t admit
Does that mean that I f**ked up
That my life ain’t shit?
W T F ?
I wanna call myself
B.G. but if I am
Not your wife
Whats the point?
I wanna be your wifey?
But am I her?
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/10/2009
All B.G.
I want to write more
But what can I say?
When I go to sleep hurting inside?
Thinking of you?
Is this what I put you through
I am really sorry I never
Knew what it truly
Meant to miss someone
You really, really
Can’t call, can’t see
Can’t touch, can’t hear
Can’t love or make love too
Is this what I put you through?
Cause’ I am really sorry! Really
I’m so loosing my mind
Swear we have kids, damn
Baby I have lost my mind
In this life I live
I just gotta say wow
Wow, why, wow
Why are you not here!
Why are you not here
Why are you not with me
Why can’t I run to you
Why? Cause all my life
(I feel) like I have been exiled…
- 25/10/2009
Untitled
Baby you don’t know
What you do to me
Everything between us
Is only a fantasy
Everything about you
Your (wild) style is everything
To make me smile
Your love is one in a billion
It goes on and on and on
Your light is the light
That shines on millions
All day long
Love ya babe
Love ya babe
1 4 3 4 ever
- 00/10/2009
On Writing
I am addicted to paper
Any kind you got
I’ll take it
I am addicted to paper
Anytime I’m on
I’ll make it
I am addicted to paper
Can’t talk now
Betta walk now
I’ll see you later….
- 00/10/2009
I wanna be Loved!
LADIES: Anxiety?
Well, toughness does NOT
Have to come in a “pinstripe suit”
Or “nikes” so don’t compromise yourself
If your feeling out of context
Strength also doesn’t have to come in
“Atilettoes” or a “mini-skirt”
Let’s be real, now
You, ”yourself” are all that
YOU “yourself” have got
So RESPECT “yourself”
Twenty four seven
& Stop filling that void with the vile
You can never lose by loving
Only by holding yourself back, a true lesson
Moments are original
They can never be repeated, remember this
As a women, it is wrong to depend on the protection of man
Or to depend on a man soley for protection
This will always cause you to be a push over.
Women must be taught to protect themselves
Especially from the things that don’t come as they are
”Self-respect is the fruit of discipline.”
So do everything for yourself
Even if you are alone in (doing) it
Doing it for someone else is always a mistake
You’ll often find the person does’t appreciate you
As they should or as they have said.
”Better to write for yourself and have no public
Then to write for the public and have no self.”
Always remember that no one can take anything from you
(That you don’t offer up)
& Self-respect is the cornerstone of virtue
So what it do?
Some people have so much respect for themselves
They don’t know how to treat others
& Some people have so much respect for others
They have none for themselves.
Which one are you?
You can be anything you want to be
as long as it’s good, and for the better
“Shoot for the moon”
I was told, or so I read
“Even if you miss, you will still land among the stars.”
If you want to make your dreams come true
The first thing you have to do is wake up, and LIVE YOUR LIFE!!!
& Don’t get Busted!
- 23/10/2009
Moments & Memories?
FOR YOU: Today, I thought of this girl I used to know. I wondered why no one cared when she slowly dissappeared from our lives… She used to be the one to make me smile everyday, when I was looking down at the ground she always caught me and caused me to look up. Everytime I saw her I always wondered how she felt, she always looked so sad yet happy, that kind of deepness in her eyes you don’t wanna even fuck with or ask about.
She was my friend, we used to chill.
Today, I sat and wondered why we don’t anymore. Life is life, I guess people change and move on, although I never saw her with other friends so I wondered how she could have been doing all this time.
I had and have love for her, I really did. Her story is sad to me, she isn’t here anymore, yet she is always with me, living- half dead. I used to call her Kitty and she used to call me Cat. We were like twins, everything I felt, she felt. Everything she saw, I saw.
One day she came to me and I could see the confusion in her eyes, it was like looking in the mirror. She told me without speaking how her heart is dying, how it was almost dead. She told me how she loved him so much she forgot who she was, where she was, what she was doing, what was the point.
One day, she realized, and she told me. How she didn’t love him, how she loved the other-but forgot and lust tied her in. She explained how overcome she was by all her grief and how all she knew how to do was hide from “the truth that wouldn’t expain itself.”
To me she was beautiful, my original Ti Amo.
I love you.
To her, I was a shoulder, a relief fund, and explosion of the “harness of reality”. Holding her tight, she confided in me abundantly and loved me so. I am sad for her, because one day, I just never saw her again.
That Bitch.
My friend, the bitch.
The one I called my original “Ti Amo”, is gone.
So far gone. She didn’t say goodbye, she just left. I thought damn, I guess she’s just fickle and flirty, and that’s her type. We didn’t have a physical relationship, we were only friends so why should I be sad? We have no true relation.
Sadness was all I knew untill one day I was walking and she caught me again, (by fate I thought) looking down, and she brought me back up.
My chin rose and my eyes gleamed, she came to confide in me again! My long lost friend. The best moment we ever spent together was the day we decided I was good and she was bad. The worst day we spent together was they day she decided I should stay and she should go.
Here I am and here I stay, waiting for her. She ran away to fill the empty void that love took from her. Never once did she realize that love is infinite and so she just ended up back at her original starting point.
Here, with me.
Talking again, realizing that moments cannot be repeated, and that love is truly endless, pointless to search for because it is all around you, it’s everywhere. A tough lesson learned she tells me, as she cried herslelf to sleep. “To know that face is not worth saving when foe is all you have been gracing- better to take yourself away.”
I wished she took in all that was said, she was they type to listen and then wander off in a new thought. I hoped and I prayed she would learn, that life would do her good, and respect her. I soon came to the actualization that some souls are here for a reason, and some are here to be set free.
She is a lost soul, yearning for protection. She swoops swift but lands rough, often in the most dangerous settings. I saw her devour all the men she loved. I saw her try to stop herself, but her hunger pains were not human. To love and to be loved is a perpetual loosing streak only when you find your best teammate will you ever feel fufilled.
My best friend, the one I call “She” is not here anymore because “she” lost herself. I can’t see her because she has become someone else. She has become all her pity, all her filth, and all her love loss is visible like creases on her skin.
I look at her and I don’t know her, she was my “I love you” and now she is my “How could you.” I loved her so much now all I think is how could you run from yourself, how could you try to hide. How could you lie to us, why would you leave? Was I not there for you enough? Even though I never left your side. Was I not realible enough? Even though I was practically attatched to your insides??
I used to be her gut feeling, now I am like an old fan on the ceiling. She only turns me on when things get hot and stuffy. How dare she do me so wrong, but I love her and I’ll never let her go.
I am compassionate, I am forgiving, I know some people need more help, love, and attention than others because in their lives, these things have lacked. I tried to reach out to her, I really did. The day I saw her last, I actually caught her this time, with her head down. I reminded her of the reason I would never let her down, and she smiled. Too bad she can’t remember, now I am the one that cries, for her though, and because of her.
I will never let her down because she was the only one who was ever there for me. The only one who always told me to keep my head up, she was the one that kept my head up. I will never let her down because when everyone loved my physical and my $tatus, she loved my soul.
She loved me for me, thats why I told her “Ti Amo” babygirl, “I think it means I love you.” No one will ever know who she is but I know her and you know her to.
You were the one that pushed her away, I was the one that held her close.
This post an attemp to catch this girs eye and let her know, I know you are out there and yes we are “old” friends. Don’t ever for one second think that I don’t love you, I will always love you.
You don’t need a man, you need me. A good, strong, supportive friend. A loving, sharing, caring female who feels you.
I can set you free, I have your memories, I keep them safe. You name can NEVER be vain to me, your name is beauty on my lips, it sounds just like the ocan waves and when you say mine I hear yours.
Your face could never be EXILED to me, come back and let me love you, let me shine my light on you. I want you to know you are my pillar of strength, you are the one I believe in, you are my everything. I want you to know the game will eat you up, EVEN your soul so be careful what you hope, wish, and pray for my love.
It all comes back to you, even heavier and harder for the colder intentions will be brought up and back into your face, my love. I stil believe in you, till the end of forever! My friend, I’ll still be here for you! In SPIRIT always, if not the physical form!
My Darling(s)…
(I am the woman this piece talks about)
- 26/10/2009
Interesting, Maybe NOT
THE INTERVIEW:
She told me, in her heart she had been cold always
Only if you could understand my sorrow
(But I have always been sweet)
& Most women feel this same sorrow
& Most women feel this sweetness
However, most who feel this do not know how to deal with it
They often turn to outsource and find themselves out sourced
He was my source. He was my liquid, my elusion to life
Eventually, becoming my strife. I loved him?
I always wondered if he thought of me
& Like the stars and night I knew he did
No comparison other than
The fact that even if you can’t see them (stars)
They are still there
You are my star, I thought- I know
He is my only warmth, he is my sun
My only joy is his light
(Maybe) I was his earth and he was my water
Who knows, all I know is I am lonely
I am the lonely planet and he is, was, and will be my outer-space
My Darling, without you I am cold.
With God in my heart I am warm, always though
So come back around!
&&& He always does it, everytime and I love it!
(2b continued I gotta ask, damn- cheer up! )
You are the only person that knows
What you need, want, and gotta have exactly
No one else could know so look deep inside
I have met too many with sad stories- bad stories.
There are 2 many sides to every story
So choose your own ending
Change your status, lively…
The End.
PS: I Love YOU girl Just PRESS “On”
(I interviewed myself)
- 27/10/2009
BFF?
You
Said
You
Would
Never
Let
Me
Down
That you
Would always
Be here
(For me?)
What happened to that?
We used to work two and two
Together like glue- pre mixed and stuff
We used to be stuck like stucko!
She used to be such a bad influence on me
I am glad she isn’t around
On the other hand
She is the one who saved me
So it’s only right for me to miss her
I keep thinking I am crazy
Because she is right here
Sitting in front of me and I still miss her.
Week one of creative conclusions
Would lead me to believe
All my expiriments have gone haywire- she don’t love me
I feel like I am keeping secrets
But it’s none of her business, am I not being truthful?
Is it wrong, is it bad that I miss her, and she is right here
What and Irony, to have someone and not be able to hold them
To feel someone and not be able to love them
To shower someone
Who doesn’t need to be consoled would be pointless- so where do we bond?
When she steps away from me
I know I love her
But when she comes close I loose all sense of direction
I just do whatever- whatever she wants
She’s like my fantasy- but she’s real
She’s kind of Bossy- but I like them like that
She’s my partner- not in crime though- in the war baby
She’s down to fight for the cause and
She said she wanna do it right by my side! Oh what a life!
We made a deal together, to be more creative…
To unleash the emotions
We were lashing on eachother in other ways
I think we both found a median- now we just have to make it work
Thicker than blood
You my Cuz’ and I Luv’ Yah…
You are my other half…. Truly
(From my perspective and this piece was about myself and my two sides)
- 29/10/2009
What THE F*CK IS Love?
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?
I am there for you day and night
All I offer is support and still you lack
I never leave your side and still you attack
What is it being you, I mean being with you- If your not being you?
I am not saying you changed, but I feel like I don’t know you
You claim to be the same, but I loved the old you
I mean, I still love you, kinda
Who am I kiddin’ I love you a lot
& I’ll never stop
Even though sometimes I swear your just a b*tch, damn
I’m always here to hold you, tell you to be strong
I’ll never stop pushin’ you and I won’t accept no for an answer
I’ll always pursue you to the fullest because I know
I’ll always try, to pull out the best of you…
& I promise you I’m for real
Please don’t deny me
I am giving my all to you
We are so the same
But she’s so different
Where do we find our common ground, our balance
Baby, I need you
S.V.P
(This piece is about myself)
- 30/10/2009
Thanks for Being Quiet (2)
EVERY TIME:
I needed you,
you were not there.
Every time I wanted you,
I swear you didn’t care.
Still kept me wondering.
I've been alone,
I used to be scared.
Now I’m like how could you even attempt this.
How could you dare.
I’m still, just here with my bestest by my side.
She said she’s down for me.
She said she down to ride.
She’ll never let me down.
She got me for life.
She my light in the dark and when I’m lost.
She’s a Boss.
Homegirl has my best interests at heart though,
sometimes I swear she’s bad.
Messing with my mind,
during the time that we have.
Always getting me into trouble,
I don’t even know.
Every time we take it far,
as far as she wanna go.
Holdin’ herself back,
I don’t wanna lie.
She loose controll like
“Yeah, baby but you’re always on my mind.”
It’s so simple “He only bout his Grind.”
“Double Up.” “Yeah?” “I wanna make you mine.”
(The she other is me in this piece as well.)
- 01/11/2009
Thanks for Being Quiet (2)
She hold me back, constantly.
Wanna attack all my walls and break me down.
Coming all in and out of me,
she don’t even make a sound.
I’m being metaphorical,
so please don’t get loud.
I’m not pissed off, I’m just proud.
Thoughts forming random, they in a tag cloud.
Batman robbin like boom kapow.
She taking over my whole body except half my brain.
I still want her fully,
but this time it’s too insane.
Playin all the right cards, properly without a question.
She knows what I need everytime, feel like she’s guessin.
Had her on her knees for a minute, we was trippin’.
Doing all the things we shouldn’t do, up in the kitchen.
I’m drippin, I guess we switchin.
Back and forth like ping pong.
You know our thoughts bounce
so she always come heavy
against the odds
like a key to an ounce.
Taking over the game,
she’s rather deadly.
Wouldn't wanna mess with her
so i’ll just let her, as she lets me.
(The she is me in this piece as well.)
- 01/11/2009
Thanks for Being Quiet (3)
Change my thought process now for a minute.
You know my bestest she look good in a fitted.
Never wear one although she shoppin.
I’m surprised she ain’t grimey,
like on the block choppin.
Rather stay inside keep warm she freakin.
Got a dude next to her, he’s the one she’s pleasing.
He never seems satisfied moved, or lifted.
Real strong guy, everytime he leave she miss it.
It don’t matta if he gone or not. She need his body,
he make her body hot. So original, unique and supreme.
So perfect, authentic, this is serene.
The way he lay my body down at night.
The way he give it to me, do me right.
The way he fashion me and fit me right.
Keep telling me all the time that my ***** tight.
He tryna go for my bestest you know I’m mad.
He want the best of her, and he wants all that I have.
What should I do what should I say, am I supposed to be mad.
I still want him, she still want him.
The both of me still want him.
We twisted together, same feathers.
Can you figure it out, who does it better.
(The other she is me in this piece as well.)
- 01/11/2009
Thanks for Being Quiet (4)
She wants him,
I know she does.
She wants him around all the time.
Yeah, she want him, most definitely,
in her life. Stupid situation,
had them together from the start.
Stupid situation,
left her alone and lonely in the dark.
I told her don’t be ashamed just play your part.
You know the situations rough
and if it’s tearing up you up just re-start.
Do what you gotta do what you gotta do,
just play it smart. If you love him so
then just keep shooting darts.
Practise makes pefect.
Prepare you aim if you want his heart.
The prize is better than a picnic in the park,
so why you mad for? If you angry then
you gotta let it all go.
Don’ let it inhabit you and
if they didn’t tell you before.
Then you really gotta know…
That you are stronger,
your a concrete rose.
You don’t need a man,
thats just the way it goes.
Theres only one in the world,
the rest are just family,
friends, aquaniances, and foes.
I’ll be by your side forever,
you already know.
Keep you safe and warm ,
each and every day you grow.
When the day comes,
that you find that special one,
who you wanna share you heart with.
I hope that you’ll remember
what “art” is and be creative with it,
never let’em get you down.
Hold you head up high,
Queen- you know that heavy
invisible thing bearing down
on ya is a coat and a Crown.
- 01/11/2009
Alone in the Realm of Publicity
Feel like they throwin’ fists
But I know this one, hes gonna hit…
Who you With ?
- 02/11/2009
Time 2 Face your Fears
Year after year, One strong voice you can Only hear…
Time to Face your Fears.
- 03/11/2009
“On” like the “Air”
NO MATTER:
What I do I can’t hide it
Thought I could try and fight it
I was wrong, these feelings are coming on too strong
I don’t know why I feel this way but I do
& I think I’m falling for you
You didn’t even touch me and I feel weak
I haven’t kissed you but I can tell might be sweet
Maybe I won’t who even knows
Although I’d like to, we’ll see how it goes
I want to do anything for you, at the same time it feels wrong
I want to explain my feelings, at the same time it’s a sad song
I want to express myself to you, but how can I
When I see you I freeze up and I…
Just don’t know what to do
I just don’t know what to say
Got me open like a Bottle, spillin.
I mean a Book… I mean…
He got me open, like theres no limits…
On this Mic.
- 03/11/2009
Lies, Deceit, N’ Betrayl
NEW LOGIC:
Please ME Precise!
You can’t figure this out, you can only….
COME WITH: Lies, Deceit, N’ Betrayal
- 04/11/2009
Everything Isn’t as it Seems
SUPPOSED TO:
Express my thoughts… but they don’t matter?
Breakin’ Up my heart is all he knows how to do,
Ttrying to make me trust him but he only abuse.
- 16/12/2009
This Moment
I SOMETIMES WISH IT WAS ALL SO SIMPLE
SO MUCH SOONER
BUT AS EACH SECOND IN TIME
MAKES IT SELF
LIVE AND DIE
WITHIN IT'S OWN
(ONE SECOND)
EXISTENCE
I REALIZE
AS SIMPLE AS A SECOND
(IN TIME)
PASSES BY
IS AS COMPLICATED
AS IT'S OWN PASSING
& ITS OWN RELATION
TO THE NEXT
OCCURING SECOND
BECAUSE OF THIS
LIFE CAN NEVER
& WILL NEVER BE SO SIMPLE
IT'S THE THOUGHT PROCESS
OUR THOUGHT PROCESS
THAT ENSURES THE CALMNESS
SERENITY
& THE SATISFACTION
OF SIMPLICITY
IN EACH PASSING SECOND
LIVING AND DYING
ALL IN THE SAME MOMENT
IN LIFE
THE
SIMPLICITY BETWEEN EACH SECOND IN TIME
IS LIKE TRUE HAPPINESS
A BLESSING FROM
THE ONE AND ONLY...
(Allah/God)
- 28/12/2009
The Dawn of a New Era
I DON’T WANNA:
Dance forever baby
Not even for the moment
Say what you want but
I’m about to disown it
Concentrating truly on my lessons
The things that hurt the most
Must be the secret blessings
To be alive and living?
Why do I need you, you trippin’
Always on me, won’t ever leave me alone
It’s like a constant struggle inside my brain
Damn the things you do drive me insane
I don’t even know
I am not even playing
I don’t even know
If you can hear the words I’m saying
Because I am typing to you, typing to myself
Typing, and never typing, you know I need help
The things you do just don’t help, or do they
I said I need my space
I can’t believe this, what the fuck is this place
You have me in constant awe
I need you baby
But you don’t have it all
Men on your mind
You know you trippin’
Please I’m tellin’ you, you gotta listen
Baby, do what you do and do it well
Baby just do it, you think nobody can tell
When it feels so right, and it’s really wrong
When it feels so right and it’s been so long
Tell me Babygirl, how long can you hold on…
or how long will it take you to
Get Up & Stand Up!
Don’t ever sit back down
Till you know where you sittin’
Know where you sleepin’
Know where you creepin’
Know where you eatin’
Know where your keepin’
Your home and your heart at!
I love you! (2 a girl from a Girl)
- 29/12/2009
Who’s gonna love you better?
ALL THE TIMES:
Yes baby, I love you
You already know, that all my feelings really, easily show
You know what it is, I have a lot to give
So tell me what it is, after it all can you forgive
All that I do, all that we do, all that you do
Damn, you hurt me
I just don’t really know
But yeah baby – it really goes to show
Just how much I love you
I don’t know if you’ll ever know
I really want you to know how
I’ll aways wanna love you
Always wanna hold you
Always wanna squeeze you tight
Yea baby, all day and every night
You know what it is, pause – cause I need you here, need you close
I’ll never leave, through all the struggles and the troubles in the world
Truthfully, I only wanted to be his girl
I am so mistaken, Where’s the love you’ve taken. (From me in the night.)
You promised to love me and do me right
Why are you not here, baby – I don’t even know
Why you are never here baby, please don’t go
Cause you don’t come around enough
And you leave to often.
Please don’t tell me you have forgotten.
You wanna leave me all lonely
But I just wanted you to hold me
Said it so many times
Yeah, maybe I didn’t say it enough
That when you leave, I can’t take it
You know that I gotta make you believe
That I need you to stay
Please don’t go away
All the times, I don’t even know
All I have to say is nothing really at all
Because this pain flourishes
Only with your intensity
Have me feelin like this is all I know
Sadness befalls me, baby…
- 31/12/2009
Untitled
I need you
Need you in my life
I wanna
I wanna be your wife
I love you
I don’t wanna do you wrong
I love you
So let’s get it on
Got you on my mind
All hours of the night
You on my mind
I’m really tryna’ fight
All the urges
That I have in my life
Is it worth it
Like, baby, yeah
Thats right
And I want cha’
I just can’t let go
I’m on toppa’ ya
& I’m tryna’ take it slow
You drippin’
& I’m like damn, whoa
You already know ah’
Yeah, I just can’t tell
I want you, you know I do
So well
Without even saying a word
You have/had me
Wish I was already yours…
- 3/11/2010
Need you in my life
I wanna
I wanna be your wife
I love you
I don’t wanna do you wrong
I love you
So let’s get it on
Got you on my mind
All hours of the night
You on my mind
I’m really tryna’ fight
All the urges
That I have in my life
Is it worth it
Like, baby, yeah
Thats right
And I want cha’
I just can’t let go
I’m on toppa’ ya
& I’m tryna’ take it slow
You drippin’
& I’m like damn, whoa
You already know ah’
Yeah, I just can’t tell
I want you, you know I do
So well
Without even saying a word
You have/had me
Wish I was already yours…
- 3/11/2010
Sunday, November 20, 2011
SOMETHING FOR HIM
WHIRLWIND 0-10'
ONLY FRIENDS
WANNA BE HIS ONE & ONLY
HE DON'T WANNA HOLD ME
WAIT I TAKE IT BACK
I GUESS YOU PACT
NEED YOU HERE
HAVE NO FEARS
ONLY THAT I'LL LOOSE YOU
DON'T WANNA CONFUSE YOU
YA KNOW I ABUSE YOU
SHOULD REALLY CHOOSE YOU
CHOSE YOU OVER EH'
GOT MY SHOULDER
BUT HE BRUSH IT OFF
NEVA NEED ME
CUZ' HIS LUST IS FROST
THREW ME HE TOSSED
- 2010
ONLY FRIENDS
WANNA BE HIS ONE & ONLY
HE DON'T WANNA HOLD ME
WAIT I TAKE IT BACK
I GUESS YOU PACT
NEED YOU HERE
HAVE NO FEARS
ONLY THAT I'LL LOOSE YOU
DON'T WANNA CONFUSE YOU
YA KNOW I ABUSE YOU
SHOULD REALLY CHOOSE YOU
CHOSE YOU OVER EH'
GOT MY SHOULDER
BUT HE BRUSH IT OFF
NEVA NEED ME
CUZ' HIS LUST IS FROST
THREW ME HE TOSSED
- 2010
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Black BMW's & Kush
Maybe I will...
Maybe I won't...
It's almost decision time.
Should I get back into the swing of things
or should I keep the good girl fiasco up...
I wonder. This man on my mind all the time...
I slowly start to think of him less...
I still dream about him...
Always dreaming that he's with me...
Yet always dreaming of reminders that he is no longer with me...
This new man has magic hands...
Could be a little bit stronger in the field
but he's soldiered up enough for me...
I like his style he has a cute smile...
A little dark but I've been with
guys from all over the world...
This one is new land, new territory...
Should I try it ?
Old ways have me avoiding a dude...
Always wanting him when he was there
but seemed to linger away...
Always starting to want him in the moment
that I realize he has something what I want
and something that I need...
Always wanting him in the moment
that I realize he used to
make me feel good and that
I want him to keep making me feel good...
Then the thoughts start...
Not rapid or racing thoughts,
just casual thoughts...
The kind of thoughts
that come and go once a day...
I know this isn't love and
I have been such a good girl...
Could this be.. Oh my...
Could this be lust..
Or just be wanting to be
lonely no longer...
I'm still deciding if
it feels good when you hold me...
I liked it a little...
But due to the nature
of our personalities...
We both a bit cold...
I like it cold...
Cause' it gives us a
chance to make it hot...
Maybe I won't...
It's almost decision time.
Should I get back into the swing of things
or should I keep the good girl fiasco up...
I wonder. This man on my mind all the time...
I slowly start to think of him less...
I still dream about him...
Always dreaming that he's with me...
Yet always dreaming of reminders that he is no longer with me...
This new man has magic hands...
Could be a little bit stronger in the field
but he's soldiered up enough for me...
I like his style he has a cute smile...
A little dark but I've been with
guys from all over the world...
This one is new land, new territory...
Should I try it ?
Old ways have me avoiding a dude...
Always wanting him when he was there
but seemed to linger away...
Always starting to want him in the moment
that I realize he has something what I want
and something that I need...
Always wanting him in the moment
that I realize he used to
make me feel good and that
I want him to keep making me feel good...
Then the thoughts start...
Not rapid or racing thoughts,
just casual thoughts...
The kind of thoughts
that come and go once a day...
I know this isn't love and
I have been such a good girl...
Could this be.. Oh my...
Could this be lust..
Or just be wanting to be
lonely no longer...
I'm still deciding if
it feels good when you hold me...
I liked it a little...
But due to the nature
of our personalities...
We both a bit cold...
I like it cold...
Cause' it gives us a
chance to make it hot...
Friday, November 18, 2011
Leave Him Alone
When you're around me
I feel it's real
now that you're gone
I don't know how to deal.
Got me twisted I miss it,
so explicit I kissed it,
you liked it, you loved me.
You trust me you made runs for me.
So sad that you had to go,
I miss you boy and that 4 sho,
I need you back in my life,
without you it just ain't right.
Come back baby whats the reason,
you been gone through the change of season.
My hearts bleeding and
I'm stuck in this session
where you been testin'
then you fall out,
what's that all about.
Miss you baby, no doubt.
I feel it's real
now that you're gone
I don't know how to deal.
Got me twisted I miss it,
so explicit I kissed it,
you liked it, you loved me.
You trust me you made runs for me.
So sad that you had to go,
I miss you boy and that 4 sho,
I need you back in my life,
without you it just ain't right.
Come back baby whats the reason,
you been gone through the change of season.
My hearts bleeding and
I'm stuck in this session
where you been testin'
then you fall out,
what's that all about.
Miss you baby, no doubt.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Let’s Face It
Let’s just sit
2gether & watch
How just for a minute
The whole world stops
For you and me and
Yeah, it’s crazy
4 you and me
Only, baby
Does, like, the moon wonder?
Does the sun shine all through summer
4 everyone else but also 4 us
Yeah, can you believe it
That’s whats up…
I don’t mean to change
The whole factor
I don’t mean to change
But what your after
I (doesn’t) mean (much) to (me)
But it’s all good
I gotta’ explain
So if you could
Just listen for a minute
You, I love you
So (please) get with it
I wanna suck ya’
I wanna hit it
Have some “mind sex” ?
Get up in it, make me
Nervous, what can I say
Make me want ya
All damn day
& Night, can’t stop thinking
Yeah, you trippin’
This is where it’s at
No glitches
I love you, need you
I wanna be (your) Misses
I’ll claim he’s trippin’
Cause’ he about that cash
He claims I’m trippin’
Cause’ I’m jumping in fast
Yeah… It’s all good
Yeah (If I could take anyone)
(It would only be you)
Baby please
I really love you
You’re what I need
Don’t stop
You make my body hot
Don’t stop
Although I forgot
Still, need you in my life
Still, wanna be your Wife
Wouldn’t it be nice
If you and me could
Love each other for life
I adore you, you
Know how I feel
Yeah, 143…
(An Excerpt.)
- 04/11/2009
Queen Cakez
Loving you
Every day
Loving you
In every way
Loving you
What to do
Loving you
Always with your crew
Loving you
The man, on my mind
Loving you
Since the beginning of time
Loving you
You know what’s real
In love, (is how) I feel…
Love
- 04/11/2009
Untitled
Sometimes I wonder why
Why I wonder so much
I always stop though
When I come in contact with your touch
They say “where fools dive in” but I have no rush
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
You can hate or you can relate
When it all falls down
We are all one love
A creations from God above…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
What’s it gonna be
Cause I can’t pretend
I didn’t mean to offend
I just want you to understand
That it wasn’t my plan
I guess it just wasn’t my time
I was out my shine
But you got me & a place
Right here, deep in my heart
Knew I felt something, right from the start
Won’t front, we strong, we smart
If what you sayin’ is true
I wanna be with you too
Just as much as you do
No sayin’ the things that we can do
Baby if we ride, It’s just me and you
I’m tryna’ think what I would do
If I ever found myself without you
Don’t know if I could ever pull through
It’s just the things that you do
Got me twisted
First time I left you
I missed it
Got myself labelled a mis-fit
But these things - I don’t wish it
And if only I could lift it
I would right my wrongs and get lifted
We will be on top
Solid as a rock
And yeah, I’m influenced
Never flip-flop
And if you rub it
I’mma’ let it drop
Don’t stray baby, stay hot
You know you’re always welcome in my shop
And I really mean it when I say don’t stop…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
Just know he helped push aside my adolescence
For I had to grow
Into the woman I have to be - I let it show
He has my heart, although it was a rough start
This has been the most cherished year of my life
But I won’t forget who keeps me motivated
Who keeps safe thoughts in my mind at night
You told me there is nothing new under the sun
I’m sure there is many who would ride for you
Who would die for you
And many who inspired you
Some might have grown tired of you
But every day, through my eyes, you are new
And thats enough reason for me to stay true
I thought you knew
What I would do for you
And when you read this
I hope you see this
I hope you know
That I don’t know how to show
How much you really mean to me
And how much I would put in to make it be
And since God (gave you) a father
I can only forgive you
And try again
Because this pain
Comes from love
Love for you
Love I won’t let go of
Love that needs you here
Love that erases all fear
It’s because you healed me
I never did it for me or for you
I did it for us…
- 00/00/2008
In Tha’ Depths of Solitude…
If I was a star
That you stared at every night
& One day I wasn’t shining so bright
Would you still believe in me?
- 07/09/2008
Trivial Pursuit
They say I’m sick
I’m twisted
But I’m gifted
& I stay lifted
I gotta show my love
Do my thing
I don’t expect you to love me
But me, I just do me - deal with my problems
The right way, the best way, I gotta’ solve them
Always gotta’ be looking for better options
Babygirl, you know you always got one
& If you don’t know a way, you can always adopt one
I’m just sittin’ here thinking about you
Gotta’ know, nobody doubts you
Thats why you gotta’ shine through
Somebody once told me I gotta keep it movin’
And no matta’ what goes down
I always got
A minute 4 you
(If not
Please
Forgive me…)
- 16/09/2008
I haven’t heard you rhyme in a while…
I used to love to spit a verse
Back in the day
Reminiscing - I know it hurts
Communications - New revelations
People steady debating the world today
You just gotta’ hold it down
Never forget what you learned
Never lose your respect earned
& Never let yourself get up-turned
By all the evils and informal lies in this world
I need you & I want you right here
In the depths of your soul
Listening to your heart
Reacting with the world
Expressing yourself
Love is love
No matta’ how you call it
All I can say is pray
And in your anger do not sin
I love you & I gotta have you
To listen
Never forget the Mic
Sometimes it’s tha’
Only voice you got…
- 07/11/2008
Keep It 100’
Can’t deny that it’s so real
So deep it’s like my soul feel
It’s time for elevation
Generation through generation
Just keep it real
Cause’ they gotta’ really feel
Just keep it true
You just gotta’ do you
Disregard what they say
Cause’ you gotta make a way
We gonna’ make it through
It’s just me & you
Along with the world
The Mega-City
& The borough
One step at a time
Make sure your goals are thorough
You gotta make it
Regardless of obstacles
Baby, jump them hurdles
Take a major in life cause’
The best teacher is experience…
- 23/11/2008
November 18th
You didn’t have to get into me but it’s real
Now there’s no telling how I really feel
I got this Jones in me, hard like steel
My worlds spinnin’ from reel to reel
I can tell you, but how do you feel?
I love to gather each thought
And express
All of this jealousy and what not
I don’t stress
This life is real
One by one
I unload my (situations)
My soul needs, so I need
To be me & just do what I do
Even back in the day
I had a book or two
Had to spill a few lines
In ink, about the times
That a girl was going through
Thinkin’ & Feelin’
Tell me whats the meaning
Gotta stick to my goals
Keep doing what I do best
Don’t let it get under me
Keeping it on my vest
On my chest
Soulfully
My soul so needs
To just be me
I ain’t doing it to be in a magazine
Or to bust on to whateva’ scene
I just do it cause’ it’s been me
This is how I live free
I write my poetry
Take my pictures
Make my art
And read his (ayahs) and scriptures
Don’t make many friends
Stay outta’ worlds filled with drama
Never ending circles
Gotta go home and tell mama
That I’mma’ be all I can be
I’m gonna’ make a way
There’s gonna’ be better days
So don’t ever let them fade
Your style is so sweet
Thank you for raising me
I love you mama
This is my life
No criminal sh*t
That’s subliminal shit
I am an original chick…
- 18/11/2008
On Silence
Past the point of exposure
Released into the wild
Incubation times vary
But for a being so free
These periods only devour
The mind, body and spirit
Should you be strong
Or stronger, most people
Find ease in strength
A special make and
A special code
Special clothes
& A special
Abode, but still
For the un-tamed
The incubation times vary
For the logical they serve
As retreats, as inspiration
As a journey and an exploration
For the wild they are but walls
And fields and lakes, grass and
Open waters, deep waters, rivers
Don’t go chasing waterfalls baby
Stick to the rivers and the lakes
Just like you are used to…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
In these times I found it hard 2 find
Someone like you to help me go with time
And I’ll never stop and look back
They can call the facts
But it don’t matter anyways
We were there since the 1st day
They could try to bring us down
Even times I run with frowns
You shouldn’t give a damn
I’ll love you if I can
& It’s tender, the warm hands
I always had cold feet
Running where you would suggest
Waters were deep
U said U don’t sleep
Well, neither did I
Easy or not 2 understand
Why girls cry…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
Everything around you never stops changing
Everybody keeps switchin’ like we playing the lane game
I ain’t in to what these other lames play
I ain’t even down like that, I don’t need a resume
Enough talk bout what you up to, who you know
The pot is steaming and when it pops, whose gonna blow
Everyday around the way, people talkin’ on the low
Tragedies & Disasters, It’s paper (they) after, easy dough
Makes the batter, We baking, whose cookies you after?
Just because they talked you down or did you wrong?
No need for the violence cause’ now they gone
We on the ground like R.I.P. drinking
Tearin’ ourselves up er’ day thinking
I’m out here for myself
Only God can lend me help
Who do I trust
None other than myself
Send me the will of God
I need the strength of prayers
My heart is lifted up with you
Please tell me what would Jesus do
I am putting my faith in you
We gon’ make it
Keep singing it like
We gon’ make it
So when the pot pops
What did we create?
We all living the same
There ain’t no other way
It’s a victory today
We ain’t here to play
We gon’ do what we came to do
It’s on & poppin’ we coming for you…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
Ever since I was a little girl
They left me in the streets
Now I’m not a little girl
All I see is the streets
And as I grow up
I stay in these streets
Now that I know
You have to be careful in the streets
It’s not what you think
(These days, you can’t just go for a “walk”…)
In these streets.
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
Baby I miss ya’
Wishing I could kiss ya’
Don’t even have a picture
So many miles away
So many & even though you so close
Seems so far away
Feel like the stars gone away
Feel like a long day
Feel like i’m going the wrong way
What can I say, I’m so lonely
Need you here so you can hold me
Wishin’ I could be with you shortly
After this moment I write
But I know I got’s to wait
(Not tonight)
Or tomorrow
I was gone a day late
Feeling too thorough
Searching deep
In my boroughs
Of thoughts
Thinking about what I got
& How I love him so
Can’t let him go
I don’t know if you know
But you got my heart beating…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
I guess I’m just rusty
Tryna’ perfect my rhymes, I’m busty
Got em’ feenin’ for my shi’ like a custy…
- 00/00/2008
Untitled
This year is the rebirth of my life
Stayin’ up tryna’ make it at night
Strugglin’ was my learning curve
But all of the joy in lessons, no words
Can describe the feeling inside
I’m shifting, I’m in drive
Runnin’ hard to stay live
Neva forget none of ya’ll in my life
& Through my hustle, through my strife
I’ll be willing to shine the light
Everybody’s got to be willing
Other people have problems
They dealing
Some people be out
Scheming and Stealing
Forget the past for a minute
Let’s be real and
Discover the truth
It’s not far away
Can’t think too much
About tomorrow
It’s another day…
- 00/00/2008
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Yeah, yeah
Ya’ll really should know
Lets focus on today not tomorrow
All the love you got, you can’t borrow
So be real, don’t focus on your sorrow
Because, my homies we got to ball out
Let’s be realistic, one day we’ve all got’s to fall out
And so lets enjoy life while it lasts
Stay in the present, don’t go into the past
Pain hurts, but a lil’ longer it will last
And when you feeling bummy, push that gas…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2008
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Everlasting
I just can’t get past it
So breathtaking
It lasts
Its almost so deep
I can get lost in it
So stimulating mentally
I see how you really are
I have feelings
Really want you for me…
- 00/00/2008
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Everyday is a secret struggle
Don’t really wanna do it but I gotta hustle
I can’t knock it so I just…
- 00/00/2008
Cure Hot #19
I can feel it
Deep inside
I wanna know
If ya really wanna ride
Come on say it
Don’t be shy
I can feel it
Don’t hide
I know you feel it
Hot, coming on
4 me baby…
- 00/00/2008
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I was there when ya’ll got into the streets
I was lost in the dark while ya’ll home with food to eat
I was messin’ with the wrong dudes layin’ in they sheets
I stop connectin’ with those hood girls who always causin’ beef
Everywhere I go somebody know something about me
Tell me did I make it this way, how did this come to be
That you and me would only stay together, for the love of money
For the love of the streets
Who sheltered many without a home
For the need to survive
We strugglin’ just to get by
I say a prayer for my closest
Look at him again, in his eye
Hope to heaven one day we’ll make it
One day we’ll fly, (or i’ll fly without you
Because your love was a lie)
Sometimes it’s necessary for one to be hurt so
That they can gather & rise from under the rubble
Figure out how to regain conscious and fight the struggle
The Lord will be your guide
Trust in him to surpass the trouble
I know it gets tough
& It’s easy to feel forgotten
But all you have is your word
& No one’s going to forget that…
- 00/00/2008
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So many things I want to do
I guess I’ll just start from the heart
No lies, gotta realize, deep inside
You can’t hide, do what you feel
Do yourself justice, it’s best
& Even if they coming, don’t sweat
Forgive yourself 1st, then forget
It’s easier to live for today
No sorrows can bump ya’ and play
With ya, Naw I don’t let them…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2008
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I was always the one who needed some affection
Now your here, you blessed me with your protection
Ever since you been in my life, I have direction
We on our grind, every day, me and you flexin’….
- 00/00/2008
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Theres no reasons for you to waste your time
I know you get that, steady on the grind
But I need you here because
I’m gon’ take care of you anyway I can
May seem like a silly plan
Hard work made scars on my hand
And I see a future of sunny days
And long trips with beaches and sand
If I be strong will you be stronger?
And If I hold on will you prolong it… ?
- 00/00/2008
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This is me
You can pray
Or you can hate
You can send your love
Or you can relate
Just remember that all is material
Won’t be with you at the gate…
- 00/00/2008
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I’d like to start with
This is the rebirth
Of Miss. Dames
Daughter
I wish I knew then
What I know now
It’s time for me to start
Practicing right mind
Right actions with the intentions of my heart
Nobody told me anything
I don’t think you can relate to what I’ve seen
I’m out to get it, gotta fulfill my dreams….
- 00/00/2008
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Baby, see there’s a thing in ya’ eyes
I can’t look away, you act surprised
But it’s no lovers rock, no fantasies
Instead it’s hard body & I already
Knew the situation from start
Can we keep it strong, naw’ fall apart
Cause you know I have hopes
& I’m sure you have em’ too
So none of this not pullin’ through
Are you for ridin’ or are you js’ letting me silently…
- 00/00/2008
Why you so good to a girl
Bag her and open doors to a new world
When you look at me I can see the sincerity
Cloudyness before you, now prolonged clarity
I’ve got your side, no doubt, no charity
Love that sexy lil’ look when you glare at me
How could it be, dude makes me so happy
Got me call spaced out, figured and mapped me
Love it when you tap me, bottom smack me
I can feel it in the air
You keep me alert, never in despair
More on you than my own hair
Jus’ gotta tell you I care
Do my best to make sure i’m there
Here for you, rain or shine
Never wasting time
Bodies warm like a summer day
Just happened to walk your way
& Baby I have every intent to stay
I’ll nev’a let you go, neva’ play
Got a girl walking half minded
With thoughts of you behind
So mesmerized at times I feel blinded
But I got the love baby, I signed it…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/00/2008
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Today was tough
I love him so much
What should I do
I know I gotta pull through
I know I love you
Please say you do, too!
- 13/09/2008
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I was listening to the radio
She was like “love is like a flower”
Some people think it’s an ocean
To me - it seems like the dres
(The dress) I used to wear
Or the dress I have never worn…
- 00/01/2007
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Don’t be ashamed how you got what you need
Everybody on this planet (has) a body to feed
And if you HURT millions then pray for them all
All these epidemics & not one, solved
The teachers get paid to teach you
But they only kick us out
So when they ask you
Why you don’t show up
They think they know what it’s about
Their jobs only make it
Harder for some of us…
(An Excerpt.)
- 00/01/2007
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Do I feel weak because
I am only his rib
If I must protect his heart
Then how much shall I give
God GAVE me life
This life that I live
And Child
I got love for you
You my older
And you have strengths
Stronger than any soldier
Ain’t a tale or a story
It’s life, I’m sorry
It’s just history
So don’t ignore me
Ain’t nothin’ made up
& Surely
A wise man knows
He knows nothing at all
I want to learn more
Can I just call?
You speak and interesting one
I just wanna’ get into your mind
Get to know you a little
Talk and un-wind
& If you down for a chick
You could take me out again
But see, he’s different
He don’t wanna f**k around
Well, we f**ked around
But it’s all over now
He’s steady gettin’ that paper
& I wasn’t raised by a hater
It’s a cold world out there
Gotta get it before it’s gone
& When it’s gone
I’ll be in the tropics
Writing another song…
(A song for you, Bello…)
- 00/01/2007
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Should I
Make up my mind
I’m fainting
This life stuff
I can’t be waiting
I need a man
Whose got my side
For life
Be down
To get down
Ride, thats right
I wanna’ hold you
In the middle of the night
I wanna be the piece
To the puzzle
That fits perfect, aight?
I wanna be the one to
Take your breath away
The one to
Make it feel
Just like heaven
From the jump-start
You had me
Now you got me
Wanting you badly
Crazy ain’t the word
You got me going serious
Can you feel it?
You got a girl all curious…
- 00/01/2007
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I didn’t mean to love him
But his breath was so sweet
I didn’t mean to hurt him
But in the past all I’ve has is deceit
Do me like a real woman
I know you can
Love me like a real man
Oh child, I know you can
Get on with me
Baby, I’m on to you
With finesse I see it
Oh, I’m stressed
Best believe it
Give me back my childhood
Where did it go
Lost it all, elementary
I need a savior, Oh Lord
But I don’t know what to do…
- 00/01/2007
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It’s cold out here in the street
Every where I look
People js’ tryna’ eat
It’s cold out here
Don’t you know
But our children
Still got to grow
Beautiful is everything
Of natural creation
Every skin color
From every nation
If we stand tall
One day
We will all
Be unified
As we fall apart
It’s no good for us
This divide…
- 27/01/2007
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Your my one & only
In you I confide
Don’t you ever leave me lonely
I might fall apart inside
I have nothing to hide
I want to give you all of me
Not just tonight
For the rest of my life
Wouldn’t it be nice son
If I was your wife
Singing sweet melodies
To our child at night
Wouldn’t it be nice son
If we all had equal rights
Wouldn’t it be nice son
If God would fill me with his light
I see Him in your eyes
You are the truth…
- 27/01/2007
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If I could have you properly
I would save all of your dreams
And scare away all your fears
If I could hold you tight
You would know
Just how dear you are to me
Like the stars in the sky
You never stop shining
Even when I can’t see you
I feel you with me
I don’t need your pity
I need your love
Only because you mean so much
You were a sign of peace
Like a dove
I put you above
All that I have
I want to give you
All that I have
I will do the best that I can
To keep your smile
Reflected on my face
To make sure the tingle
Doesn’t fade from your embrace
I care 4 you baby
& You gotta see it
That woman you need
Well, I’ll be it
Love me now
Please don’t love me later…
- 27/01/2007
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Seriously speaking
I love the way we freakin’
You got me by my pride
I’m so weak
I don’t know
What to do about it
If we could
Just talk about it…
- 27/01/2007
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I want the world to know
You don’t have to give in
If you stay strong
Keep faith
There’s no way you won’t win
Awaiting for ya’ destiny
And time looses
You gotta make it happen
Before these people start
To try and use you
No, it just won’t do…
- 27/01/2007
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Now its you, me and these strangers
We can do it, hang out the dirty laundry
I got to know, do you want me?
R u still down for me?
Or do you want me to be her?
I can hear it
But do you feel my purrrrs?
I see the grrrrrs
Won’t phase me
I’m a bit lazy
But it doesn’t make me
Less of a Lady…
- 27/01/2007
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Can’t you see
What you’re doing to me
Can’t you see
I need to have you baby
Can’t you see
I can’t live without you
There’s no me
Can’t you see what you’re doing
I’m falling in love with you
& I won’t ever accept
Another man in my life
I’ll be your Super Mami
Your Honey, your Wife
Don’t need a certificate
Or a stone, this here is for life
I can picture the riches
Wouldn’t it be nice
If I could have you next to me
(Every day) until we leave this life
You gon’ be there when I stop my grind
You gon’ be there
You know you love me
Don’t tell me you forgot…
- 00/00/2007
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Before
I didn’t know any better
Mind set was like
Let’s get this chedda’
Now I am working harder than ever
Legitimately like I gotta live
I can’t be broke forever…
- 00/00/2007
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I live my life
By the will
Of God
Oh, give to my life
Your will, My God
I’ll be your (Super) Mami
You know them hoes
They don’t stick around
I’m all for you
How do you want me
I know it gets hard in buck town
I’ll be your modern Wifey
Apart from the home
I’m adapted to these streets
Keep you a happy home
(S*x on clean sheets)
I’ll be here
Take away any nightmares
Have no fear
I know
This life gets hard
I’ll be right here 2 lift you up
When God deals them’ hard cards
I know we be all up in the covers
I’m not a hater, I’m a lover
Can’t wait for the day you make it
& I see you doing your thing
No more play-fighting
Let’s make it right
Let’s get serious with one another
I want you in my life
I pray for you every day
Please, make it home safe today
Ay Bay Bay
Ya Dun Know
I be anticipating your arrival
Every day
I’m gon’ love you
(Like there’s) no other way
Only with all of me
& The love of God
As he guides our way
Yes, Daddy
Let’s make out pay
So we can say
Hey
We made it
Over the hills
(Through the struggle
To where we are supposed to be…)
- 00/00/2007
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My baby thinks I don’t care
What do I have to prove to show I’ll always be here
Neva’ leave your side, Have no fear
When you in need Super Mama right here…
- 00/00/2007
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If I abide in you will you ride with me?
I know you can be a bit abrasive
But I cherish your love I won’t misplace it
The absence of you would tear me up
You absolve me from some of the corrupt
& Without you I don’t know how much I would put up
I am accountable for all of my actions
And I choose to stay by your side whether
We grindin’ or relaxin;
Yes, you are
One of my passions…
- 00/00/2007
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
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I don’t mean to be rude
But when I don’t show affection
It just means I’m shy
I need your protection
I’m growin’
Can you respect
I’m just still learning lessons
I was young and didn’t know betta’
So I’m writing you this love letta’
I don’t know who love you
But I can love you betta’
I respect your friends
& You don’t have to forget her
But C’mon lets get level
(Let’s detach from the past)
So we can prosper
& I can love you proper…
- 00/00/2007
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All my life ya’ll told me I wasn’t with it
Failed to realize & admit it, I’m gifted
Can’t you see
Can’t you see what you’re doing to me
Ya’ll kidz’ can’t be foolin’ me
& Even if I slipped
You ain’t schoolin’ me…
- 00/00/2007
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I’m grown too, but not quite
I’m still here givin’ it all my might
& (Please) tell me you’ll try to make it home
Tonight…
- 00/00/2007
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I don’t know what to write
I’m stuck on you
Boo, I’mma’ do what I gotta do
To prove to you my love is true…
- 23/06/2007
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If you got a girl you better love her, right
Protect her, take care of her, keep her out of the life
Never let her, Don’t forget her
Go out & around & disrespect her
Expose her & Influence her
You got to think about the things you do
You got to protect the ones close to you
You can’t f**k around, You got to sick like glue
And no one can replace those seams
Can’t infiltrate & plot they’ schemes
Don’t let anyone corrupt your dreams
Hold on to them by any means
I can tell you don’t think because
(Before that they all ran to use you)
& When you get caught up you only loose you
To yourself & who you are you gotta stay true
Can’t forget about what you’ve gained
What you’ve been and came through
Can this be what it is?
Is this what it came to?
All of this pain & rain too?
To get through this is what I have to do
(Be honest with myself.)
- 23/06/2007
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Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I’ve got you
If I had to go it on my own
I don’t know how I’d do
Everything I need to make me smile
I see it in you
I hope inside your heart
You secretly feel the same way too
For the love of music
I hope you never change
And for the love in me
I hope a change don’t come from the game
How can I stay humble
How can I remain the same
Everyone else is so lame
Baby you don’t even have
To touch me to take away my pain
Tell me, will we remain
Through all of our struggles
And all of the rain
Will things between us
Stay the same?
I don’t want us to change
I picture us on the crystal waters
Sipping Moet on a white yaht
Counting millions in Baht
While you sit back with the Cognac
All wins, no loss…
Ship’s side say “The Boss…”
- 31/07/2007
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I’ve got you
If I had to go it on my own
I don’t know how I’d do
Everything I need to make me smile
I see it in you
I hope inside your heart
You secretly feel the same way too
For the love of music
I hope you never change
And for the love in me
I hope a change don’t come from the game
How can I stay humble
How can I remain the same
Everyone else is so lame
Baby you don’t even have
To touch me to take away my pain
Tell me, will we remain
Through all of our struggles
And all of the rain
Will things between us
Stay the same?
I don’t want us to change
I picture us on the crystal waters
Sipping Moet on a white yaht
Counting millions in Baht
While you sit back with the Cognac
All wins, no loss…
Ship’s side say “The Boss…”
- 31/07/2007
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Theres 3 sides to every story
Theres me, my opinion and the truth
Now when I was real small
I used to live up in Grandmas house, 2 stories tall
And in the back, there was a spot to play ball
Ma’ used to work 9 to 5 at the mall
Her favorite pass-time was shoppin’ at the mall
She see some shoes, she gotta have em’ all
When I was young, I didn’t understand
See kids hungry, shoe laces as belts
& I used to not know how they felt
I didn’t have a father
& Thats no excuse
To not be educated
& Grow smarter
Ma’ used to dine out
3 dishes & a starter
I always thought
When I was 18
I was gon’ part from her
Theres 3 sides to every story
We always moved around, house to house
Apartment to apartment, North to South
Block to block, packin’ up and movin’ out
I always got familiar with my surroundings
I slowly saw more, learned some wrong things
& I was always good at problem solving
But couldn’t figure out why we was broke & starving
3 sides to every story
Father forgive me, I am truly sorry
But I got’s to get it while I can
Move smooth, feel it go through my hand
I have dreams, I’mma’ make it if i can
Met the love of my life, take my hand
For you I want to be all that I can
& I know you got your ways, your a man
Simplicity is key, Lets perfect ourselves and
You and me can share fantasies in other lands…
- 08/08/2007
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