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Why do I do the things I do

I don’t know

But I must stop myself before I become greedy

Because there are others more needy

And through all the lies

One day no one (might) believe me

I try to succeed and I try so hard but it’s tough

Every time it seems not good enough

That I must be stronger

Because I’m loosing in this game

& Soon I will have to receive the pain

Every night a taste comes and goes

But on the outside I know it doesn’t show

I don’t know, I don’t know

Why I must do these stupid things

Why I must go behind his back

But treat him like a King

Why I must work hard for my food

& Still have to sing

Why no one acknowledges the happiness I bring

One day I will find someone who I love deeply

But until then I still want him to need me

Love no longer brings me satisfaction

I need more than sexual attraction

Money, love, respect, trust

I want it all

Not just for me but for us…

- 00/00/2005