Tryna get free
From all these negatives
And meet up with the posse
The positives
Need more positives in my life
I'm tryna get right
Cause' some things just feel so wrong
& I know whats up, I know whats on
Your mind but be careful
The money turns people blind
Always respect yourself
Your body & mind
Always respect others
Hmmm.... like all of the time
No need for hestiation
I already know
I want to improove
& Just be happy
& Learn to let things go
Stop being scared
Loosen up a little
I'd rather have fun
time to time with
Good friends than mingle
I'm still single
Still texting your phone
Still wondering when you
Go on mobile if you're all alone
I'm in this zone
Where self knowledge is key
And what happens happens
So you just gotta let it be
Make good choices for myself
& In time I'll see
& I know where I want to be
Safe, Happy, Successful, Stress Free
& Always in good company.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
I Haven't Met You Or Maybe I Have...
Girl, I know it's hard
You in a situation
Living a lifestyle
Supporting your kid
& You just can't let go
He's in and out of jail
You work harder js to
Pay for his bail
Up in the clubs
Everybody know you
Meet a trick &
Feel like he owe you
He don't even know you
He claim he's in love
You know it's fake
But you still blush
It's all a sick twisted game
Designed to pull you in
Change your mindset
To make you think
That this is only
Where you fit in
But you can get free
Anytime you want
It just takes true strength
To have what you want
Freedom, freedom from negative minds
Freedom from being locked into
A wrong hustle or grind
There's legit jobs that
Pay good money
Simple as keeping bee's
And waiting for their honey
Be real with yourself
You deserve more
Never be afraid to make a change
Life is real so stay sane
And do what you truly love
What doesn't hurt you in any form
Or hurt others, stay outta storms
You know you can be free
It's a mindset thing
So all I'm asking you
Is where your head at ?
You in a situation
Living a lifestyle
Supporting your kid
& You just can't let go
He's in and out of jail
You work harder js to
Pay for his bail
Up in the clubs
Everybody know you
Meet a trick &
Feel like he owe you
He don't even know you
He claim he's in love
You know it's fake
But you still blush
It's all a sick twisted game
Designed to pull you in
Change your mindset
To make you think
That this is only
Where you fit in
But you can get free
Anytime you want
It just takes true strength
To have what you want
Freedom, freedom from negative minds
Freedom from being locked into
A wrong hustle or grind
There's legit jobs that
Pay good money
Simple as keeping bee's
And waiting for their honey
Be real with yourself
You deserve more
Never be afraid to make a change
Life is real so stay sane
And do what you truly love
What doesn't hurt you in any form
Or hurt others, stay outta storms
You know you can be free
It's a mindset thing
So all I'm asking you
Is where your head at ?
Untitled
Sometimes I wish you could see what I see
See how it's wrong and what right should be
I'm no better myself but I'm trying
& When I say I won't go back
I'm not lying
Because I crossed that line
& There are more lines for me to cross
& I won't go back
I'll make a better way
No real satisfaction when they dote on me
Cause' I know it's fake love
Only for the money
Callin' me Honey
I think it's funny
That it didn't register quick enough
& We both got caught up in stuff
But it can be fixed, yes
It can be fixed
& I'm fixin' mine
Never judgin'
Just worried
You won't feel my lovin'
Only as a friend
Only as a friend
Just don't wanna see it
Happen again
Another young girl lost
Always could have been prevented
But you learn with time
Lessons and more knowledge
Girl you better use that OSAP
To pay for College
Who you foolin'
Your revenue' n
Your mind speak Haram
Google that before
You judge me and
Try to figure out who I am
Never an extremest in religion
But extreme in situations
When I need to be
When the need be
Why can't you see
I'm only worried for your future
I see potential
I know you can be great
So please, figure it out now
& Remember I could never hate
Only relate, give you advice
Hope you understand but
You'll take what you take
I could never be fake
Speak my mind and
Tell you the truth
That's how I feel girl
So don't get it confused.
See how it's wrong and what right should be
I'm no better myself but I'm trying
& When I say I won't go back
I'm not lying
Because I crossed that line
& There are more lines for me to cross
& I won't go back
I'll make a better way
No real satisfaction when they dote on me
Cause' I know it's fake love
Only for the money
Callin' me Honey
I think it's funny
That it didn't register quick enough
& We both got caught up in stuff
But it can be fixed, yes
It can be fixed
& I'm fixin' mine
Never judgin'
Just worried
You won't feel my lovin'
Only as a friend
Only as a friend
Just don't wanna see it
Happen again
Another young girl lost
Always could have been prevented
But you learn with time
Lessons and more knowledge
Girl you better use that OSAP
To pay for College
Who you foolin'
Your revenue' n
Your mind speak Haram
Google that before
You judge me and
Try to figure out who I am
Never an extremest in religion
But extreme in situations
When I need to be
When the need be
Why can't you see
I'm only worried for your future
I see potential
I know you can be great
So please, figure it out now
& Remember I could never hate
Only relate, give you advice
Hope you understand but
You'll take what you take
I could never be fake
Speak my mind and
Tell you the truth
That's how I feel girl
So don't get it confused.
Monday, March 5, 2012
// SO WE ALL HAVE ADDICTIONS //
WE CAN HAVE EVERYTHING WE WANT IN LIFE,
BUT SOMETIMES WE CAN’T HAVE IT ALL AT ONCE.
THERE IS A TIME AND SEASON FOR ALL GOOD THINGS.
IT SEEMS WHEN PEOPLE EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO A CERTIAN LIFESTYLE, THE COST TO ACQUIRE THAT OF WHICH YOU WANT BECOMES SO DEEP THAT IT LOOKS SHALLOW, DON’T BE FOOLED. YOUR BODY AND MIND ARE YOUR TEMPLE, YOUR CHURCH, YOUR HOME, YOUR GOLD, YOUR TREASURE, YOUR FARM, YOUR LAND, YOUR JEWEL, YOUR DIAMOND, YOUR GOODS, YOUR LIFE - SO RESPECT IT - AT ALL TIMES. DON’T EVER BE FOOLED FOR ONE SECOND.
THAT ITEM CAN WAIT CAUSE’
YOU KNOW YOU DON’T DESERVE IT YET.
BUT SOMETIMES WE CAN’T HAVE IT ALL AT ONCE.
THERE IS A TIME AND SEASON FOR ALL GOOD THINGS.
IT SEEMS WHEN PEOPLE EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO A CERTIAN LIFESTYLE, THE COST TO ACQUIRE THAT OF WHICH YOU WANT BECOMES SO DEEP THAT IT LOOKS SHALLOW, DON’T BE FOOLED. YOUR BODY AND MIND ARE YOUR TEMPLE, YOUR CHURCH, YOUR HOME, YOUR GOLD, YOUR TREASURE, YOUR FARM, YOUR LAND, YOUR JEWEL, YOUR DIAMOND, YOUR GOODS, YOUR LIFE - SO RESPECT IT - AT ALL TIMES. DON’T EVER BE FOOLED FOR ONE SECOND.
THAT ITEM CAN WAIT CAUSE’
YOU KNOW YOU DON’T DESERVE IT YET.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
A Lie Tell's A Truth:
When I Said You Didn't
Put Me Through It
I Lied
You Put Me
Through It
& I Felt It
Just One Look
In Those Eyes
Can't Deny
I'm Surprised
Sittin' Here
Got You On My Mind
Come What May
For You, I'll Be
Here To Stay
Always Down To Chill
Unless I'm Short On
Rent OR Gotta Pay Bills
Please Don't Pull Me
Into Those Thrills
I Think You Know
The Real Me
So Don't Walk Away
Either Way - To Me
You'll Be Forever
Young...
Put Me Through It
I Lied
You Put Me
Through It
& I Felt It
Just One Look
In Those Eyes
Can't Deny
I'm Surprised
Sittin' Here
Got You On My Mind
Come What May
For You, I'll Be
Here To Stay
Always Down To Chill
Unless I'm Short On
Rent OR Gotta Pay Bills
Please Don't Pull Me
Into Those Thrills
I Think You Know
The Real Me
So Don't Walk Away
Either Way - To Me
You'll Be Forever
Young...
Somethings Wrong Girl
You living without a care.
Like nothings there, in your heart.
Telling you slow down,
the way it did from the start.
What can I say, you tear me apart.
Cause I see you making mistakes,
but the money, it makes.
They have you hypnotized for the cash
but you really gettin' raped.
How much does it take -
to show you my love -
that I care.
That I'll always be there -
but - sometimes -
people gotta pull away.
I'm not saying we can't be friends,
we have always been friends -
but - I can't let you destroy yourself
and I've told you to stop.
I know it's easy,
you feel like you climbin' to the top.
Won't go home because you feel
there is nothing, but come on girl,
you just running.
When you realized the same cycles
are going going to repeat if only you
would change your ways.
I have had my share of that lifestyle
and all I know is I don't want to
go down that road.
I don't know how you could not remember.
I know you're better than that girl, but only time will tell.
Like nothings there, in your heart.
Telling you slow down,
the way it did from the start.
What can I say, you tear me apart.
Cause I see you making mistakes,
but the money, it makes.
They have you hypnotized for the cash
but you really gettin' raped.
How much does it take -
to show you my love -
that I care.
That I'll always be there -
but - sometimes -
people gotta pull away.
I'm not saying we can't be friends,
we have always been friends -
but - I can't let you destroy yourself
and I've told you to stop.
I know it's easy,
you feel like you climbin' to the top.
Won't go home because you feel
there is nothing, but come on girl,
you just running.
When you realized the same cycles
are going going to repeat if only you
would change your ways.
I have had my share of that lifestyle
and all I know is I don't want to
go down that road.
I don't know how you could not remember.
I know you're better than that girl, but only time will tell.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
BREAKS MY HEART
Keep It On The Low
So Nobody Know
So We Can Focus On Us
Baby It's You I Trust
But I'm Loosing Faith
Showed You That Love
Hope You Still Feel The Same
I Know You're Young
I'm Younger So What Can We Do
I've Mainly Been With
Dudes A Lot Older Than You
Have Me Feelin' My Young Ways Again
I Don't Wanna Get Caught Up
I'm Thinkin' It's Already Too Late
The Way I Feel About You
No Body Could Take That Away
I Mean You Already Crushed My Heart
My Hearts A Little Cold
Sometimes It Can't Feel Shit
But It Could Feel You
It Felt You
Back & Forth
Over & Over Again
How Could You Put Me In This Position
I Respected You
I Thought You'd Listen
Did I Have Too Much Faith ?
Never That
I Have Even More Faith
More Belief
That One Day You'll See
You're The One For Me
& I'll Wait For You
But While You're Fuckin' Around
If He Comes He Comes
& If The "He" Is You
Then What Are You Running From
I'm Right Here, I'm Right Here
You Must Think I'm Strong Enough
To Get My Heart Broken Again
The Fuck You Think You Are
Don't Be Just Another
I Never Thought You Would Be
Just Another - Breaks My Heart
I Might Have Asked Him
To Put Me Through It
Subliminally Prove It
But What I Had In Mind
You Ain't Even Do It'
Ain't Close To Startin'
Said You Ain't Ready
Visually - You Seem
Pretty Damn Ready
So Do What You Want
I Know What I Want For My Life...
Breaks My Heart.
So Nobody Know
So We Can Focus On Us
Baby It's You I Trust
But I'm Loosing Faith
Showed You That Love
Hope You Still Feel The Same
I Know You're Young
I'm Younger So What Can We Do
I've Mainly Been With
Dudes A Lot Older Than You
Have Me Feelin' My Young Ways Again
I Don't Wanna Get Caught Up
I'm Thinkin' It's Already Too Late
The Way I Feel About You
No Body Could Take That Away
I Mean You Already Crushed My Heart
My Hearts A Little Cold
Sometimes It Can't Feel Shit
But It Could Feel You
It Felt You
Back & Forth
Over & Over Again
How Could You Put Me In This Position
I Respected You
I Thought You'd Listen
Did I Have Too Much Faith ?
Never That
I Have Even More Faith
More Belief
That One Day You'll See
You're The One For Me
& I'll Wait For You
But While You're Fuckin' Around
If He Comes He Comes
& If The "He" Is You
Then What Are You Running From
I'm Right Here, I'm Right Here
You Must Think I'm Strong Enough
To Get My Heart Broken Again
The Fuck You Think You Are
Don't Be Just Another
I Never Thought You Would Be
Just Another - Breaks My Heart
I Might Have Asked Him
To Put Me Through It
Subliminally Prove It
But What I Had In Mind
You Ain't Even Do It'
Ain't Close To Startin'
Said You Ain't Ready
Visually - You Seem
Pretty Damn Ready
So Do What You Want
I Know What I Want For My Life...
Breaks My Heart.
Friends ?
I know it sounds good
You could be living better
Have that dude you always wanted
Dress you up in fur and leather
But its all just a day dream
Hour after hour, another hour away
Another hour closer, another night closer
Another stack to save
But you young
And not thinking twice
So you spend it
Cause your friend, she act nice
Expensive dinners and name brand stores
A couple pair of underwear here and there
J'adore Juicy Couture
& The pussy purrs
But who do you want it
To purr for
What do you want
Out of life
How do you want to be sleeping
At the end of every night
Who are your friends
And what are their aspirations
What do they like to do day to day
And how do they treat you
Do they have respect
Or do they beat you
And tear you down with
Their bullshit
Tell me
Are you just used to it
Or do you know its wrong
But hold on
There's a motive
Always a motive
Gotta pay the rent
So much time spent
Oh wait, fuck that
What you even doing it for
Basically no bills
I'm sure you get thrills
But you haven't met him yet
& If you did would you want
Him to know you like this ?
Would you want to expose yourself
Wouldn't you want him to
See you as you should be seen
Before the recklessness
Before the misguided daydreams
I tried to tell you
And I'll keep telling you
Again and again
Why, why the fuck ? you ask me
Cause' ... Cause' your my friend.
You could be living better
Have that dude you always wanted
Dress you up in fur and leather
But its all just a day dream
Hour after hour, another hour away
Another hour closer, another night closer
Another stack to save
But you young
And not thinking twice
So you spend it
Cause your friend, she act nice
Expensive dinners and name brand stores
A couple pair of underwear here and there
J'adore Juicy Couture
& The pussy purrs
But who do you want it
To purr for
What do you want
Out of life
How do you want to be sleeping
At the end of every night
Who are your friends
And what are their aspirations
What do they like to do day to day
And how do they treat you
Do they have respect
Or do they beat you
And tear you down with
Their bullshit
Tell me
Are you just used to it
Or do you know its wrong
But hold on
There's a motive
Always a motive
Gotta pay the rent
So much time spent
Oh wait, fuck that
What you even doing it for
Basically no bills
I'm sure you get thrills
But you haven't met him yet
& If you did would you want
Him to know you like this ?
Would you want to expose yourself
Wouldn't you want him to
See you as you should be seen
Before the recklessness
Before the misguided daydreams
I tried to tell you
And I'll keep telling you
Again and again
Why, why the fuck ? you ask me
Cause' ... Cause' your my friend.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Girl...
This is really real
Are you ready to deal
Tyna' help you
But sometimes I encourage
This friendship
Means a lot to me
& You're my girl
I don't wanna fuck you up more
But you're already there
& I'm the one who cares
So listen to me when I say
Sometimes the easy way is not the way
& How easy is it really
Taking a toll on your body and mind
Girl take some time
Think where you wanna be
& If you're livin' right...
Are you ready to deal
Tyna' help you
But sometimes I encourage
This friendship
Means a lot to me
& You're my girl
I don't wanna fuck you up more
But you're already there
& I'm the one who cares
So listen to me when I say
Sometimes the easy way is not the way
& How easy is it really
Taking a toll on your body and mind
Girl take some time
Think where you wanna be
& If you're livin' right...
Taking Time:
I couldn't ask for anything more perfect
I truly feel in my heart, this time I deserve it
I deserve to feel your love at it's finest, yeah
You went and did it now I'm thinking about what we have
I wanna let you know
I know you ain't ready
But my heart feels heavy
It's ready to pour out my love for you
But if you want to sip slowly
I'll let you take your time
Promise you'll think of me
Cause' I think of you
From rhyme to rhyme
I'm wondering how you feel
Anytime you ready baby..
I could be yours
You could be mine...
I truly feel in my heart, this time I deserve it
I deserve to feel your love at it's finest, yeah
You went and did it now I'm thinking about what we have
I wanna let you know
I know you ain't ready
But my heart feels heavy
It's ready to pour out my love for you
But if you want to sip slowly
I'll let you take your time
Promise you'll think of me
Cause' I think of you
From rhyme to rhyme
I'm wondering how you feel
Anytime you ready baby..
I could be yours
You could be mine...
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Feed On That Seed
Stressin' yourself
Drinking and smoking
You didn't use to smoke
& When you I'm not around
I know you choking
I swear you floating
Unable to grasp reality
Like how you livin' like that for
How many drinks you gonna let him pour
Girl what you even doing there
Girl I swear you don't even care
You claim it's all good
Unaware of the dangerous life you living
You see others living it content
But you don't know how much time they put in
How much time they spent
How many sacrifices they made
How much of themselves they had to change
Without even knowing most of them
Adapt to the game and I know you the same
But you just ain't livin' right
& I know it's new to you
But these days it ain't new
So what am I to do
Truly confused
How to save a friend in need
Who thinks she's all good
Why can't she see
Probably gettin' talks
From nothing but birds
How can I show her
I'm all out of words
If you know someone the same
Then I guess you know that
Miniature pain
Have you feelin' ashamed
For not doing something
Feelin' like you don't know
If it lies on you or not
To set them straight
& Let them know whats good
Show them the good things in life
& How we should
Be living
Loving
Giving
Trusting
Feeling
Thinking
Doing
Etcetera
I guess for now
I'll just let her
Notice how the birds flock
But ME
I'm not tryna feed on that seed.
Drinking and smoking
You didn't use to smoke
& When you I'm not around
I know you choking
I swear you floating
Unable to grasp reality
Like how you livin' like that for
How many drinks you gonna let him pour
Girl what you even doing there
Girl I swear you don't even care
You claim it's all good
Unaware of the dangerous life you living
You see others living it content
But you don't know how much time they put in
How much time they spent
How many sacrifices they made
How much of themselves they had to change
Without even knowing most of them
Adapt to the game and I know you the same
But you just ain't livin' right
& I know it's new to you
But these days it ain't new
So what am I to do
Truly confused
How to save a friend in need
Who thinks she's all good
Why can't she see
Probably gettin' talks
From nothing but birds
How can I show her
I'm all out of words
If you know someone the same
Then I guess you know that
Miniature pain
Have you feelin' ashamed
For not doing something
Feelin' like you don't know
If it lies on you or not
To set them straight
& Let them know whats good
Show them the good things in life
& How we should
Be living
Loving
Giving
Trusting
Feeling
Thinking
Doing
Etcetera
I guess for now
I'll just let her
Notice how the birds flock
But ME
I'm not tryna feed on that seed.
Rule
It should be illegal to express these feelings
Cause I feel like everyone steal em'
But that's just the darkness speaking
We're all feeling like this for a reason
It takes time to heal and you know whats real
Tellin' him how you feel inside
Even if you feel like you should just cry
Cause you ain't ever felt like this before
Feel like hittin' the floor
It's you I adore
& I told you before
Whats the word
Whats really good
How you feelin
I was thinkin you could
Come and be the one
The one for me
Cause I feel you already are
Just had to let my feelings out
I hope you ain't upset
Cause you're the one I love
So don't you forget
Yeah, and as I slept
I swear I dreamed of you a couple times
& When I woke up you were on my mind
So whats a girl to do
Feeling nothing but cool
Come on boy, let's Rule
Cause I feel like everyone steal em'
But that's just the darkness speaking
We're all feeling like this for a reason
It takes time to heal and you know whats real
Tellin' him how you feel inside
Even if you feel like you should just cry
Cause you ain't ever felt like this before
Feel like hittin' the floor
It's you I adore
& I told you before
Whats the word
Whats really good
How you feelin
I was thinkin you could
Come and be the one
The one for me
Cause I feel you already are
Just had to let my feelings out
I hope you ain't upset
Cause you're the one I love
So don't you forget
Yeah, and as I slept
I swear I dreamed of you a couple times
& When I woke up you were on my mind
So whats a girl to do
Feeling nothing but cool
Come on boy, let's Rule
Holla
Something so perfect
Yet we all make mistakes
Wishing to go back
How much strength does it take
To move on and be happy
Just let it all go
All of the love formed in the past
The touches, embraces, hugs and more
We'll I guess it didn't last
And your probably wondering
Why am I calling for
But I'm not calling anymore
Simple moments it is what it is
I'm over you then something just slips
Into vision, into my mind
We were good friends
So this happens to me everytime
I just hope you're good
Cause I have all my love to give
You just must not be the one
And I just got to live
So I'mma let it slip
All the hurt and the lies
And oh, how I comprimised
And you slid low, I already know
So I'mma do us a favour
And just let it go
Yet we all make mistakes
Wishing to go back
How much strength does it take
To move on and be happy
Just let it all go
All of the love formed in the past
The touches, embraces, hugs and more
We'll I guess it didn't last
And your probably wondering
Why am I calling for
But I'm not calling anymore
Simple moments it is what it is
I'm over you then something just slips
Into vision, into my mind
We were good friends
So this happens to me everytime
I just hope you're good
Cause I have all my love to give
You just must not be the one
And I just got to live
So I'mma let it slip
All the hurt and the lies
And oh, how I comprimised
And you slid low, I already know
So I'mma do us a favour
And just let it go
Friday, February 10, 2012
Put Me Through It...
Feenin' For Your Love
Your In Every Thought
Who Woulda Knew
If I Let It Drop
You Would Make It Hot
Don't Stop
Thinkin' Of You
Though You Gone
Warm Arms
No Feelings
But They Coming
On Strong
Whats Wrong
Play The Song
Let Me Fall
Asleep & Dream
About Whats Not Wrong
With My Life These Days
Calling You at 2 am
& Random Times During The Day
So Many Items On The Menu
Thinkin'
I Shouldn't Stay Too Long In This Venue
Even After Your Gone
If Another Girl Asks
I'd Recommend You
What Did You Put Me Through
My Body Can't Deny
How I Feel Inside
Restless, Moving Side To Side
Wondering, How The Fuck..
Could Never Tell A Next Bitch..
Like What The Fuck...
They Could Find Out For Themselves..
I Be Laying There Thinkin' To Myself
After You're Gone..
Damn, What The Fuck...
He Put Me Through It...
Your In Every Thought
Who Woulda Knew
If I Let It Drop
You Would Make It Hot
Don't Stop
Thinkin' Of You
Though You Gone
Warm Arms
No Feelings
But They Coming
On Strong
Whats Wrong
Play The Song
Let Me Fall
Asleep & Dream
About Whats Not Wrong
With My Life These Days
Calling You at 2 am
& Random Times During The Day
So Many Items On The Menu
Thinkin'
I Shouldn't Stay Too Long In This Venue
Even After Your Gone
If Another Girl Asks
I'd Recommend You
What Did You Put Me Through
My Body Can't Deny
How I Feel Inside
Restless, Moving Side To Side
Wondering, How The Fuck..
Could Never Tell A Next Bitch..
Like What The Fuck...
They Could Find Out For Themselves..
I Be Laying There Thinkin' To Myself
After You're Gone..
Damn, What The Fuck...
He Put Me Through It...
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