I Would Rather

Be with ya

And not pretend

Sleep with ya

And not give in

To my wants

And needs

Because you

Don’t offer

& Any girl

That makes

A move on you

You don’t stop her

But I watch her

& I’m the only one

& I won’t jump

I mean I jumped

But I can’t front

Looking back I had too

I cried, so confused

Could already pre-feel it

The demise

And so I let it be

The scars are proof

The never ending story

One of these days

I’ts going to bore me

& When I fully forget

You remind me

You all won’t

Let it happen

But Mr. Carter

What you mean

It’s a reaction

Of my effects on them

Should I be less on him

Am I all wrong

& Am I not true

Or am I just shy

Am I allowed to be me

Do I get to know why..

Mr. Marco what’s up

Claim you don’t read much

But it looks like you been studying…

- 03/04/2010