Thursday, January 12, 2012

What is this World without You, F*ck…

SWEET IRONIES: and Bright Lights, I mean a bright computer screen. I swear your mean. Maybe I am the mean one. I keep wondering if you tweaked time, tweaked peoples minds or else your just that damn good. You know my mind all to well, I am trying to place the moments but it’s just not coming back. I am thinking of all the lucky ladies, that you f*cked, told you loved, layed down with and gave your heart to. I know you are never, but do you ever think of me in these ways, I really wonder. If I never see you again, or if you show up – I know I won’t say It – however, I’m sorry and how big is this conspiracy, because I miss you. I love the old you, the simple you. I miss you. The rude, controlling, genuine, motivated person I always knew. I know you know I am not talking about you but if you know who you are, you gotta I know I really love you. Brotherly Love over other Loves, Sisterly Love if they may ask, but hey – I still want like two or more official husbands, and I don’t want to have to lie…. jokes. We should all just be honest man, I love you boy – don’t know who I loved first or who you loved last, but your boy is piece of shit. I mean he’s a piece of work, a piece of glory, a piece of God just like you AND I love you both, I can’t decide. However y’all know you that Fire, burning up these females… I need my hands yo, but I WANT TO touch… I really want to, I’m sure we can work around the hands issue, jk. You are both figments of my imagination apparently, so it’s all on the future, fate and my awfull desicions making. I would hope you make the right choices and first moves, like you always do… Sorry if I skipped on you or I mean… just walked by, I’m just not that Girl anymore, hopefully… I am someone BETTER…

King C.A.K.E.Z….
I am waiting for you…
I REALLY MISS YOU(S)…

IMPATIENTLY….
& IF YOU NEVA COMING HOME
I AIN’T HATING, I GUESS I’M A LOST
CIVILLIZATION, ANCIENT LIKE THE MAYANS….

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