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I miss the warmth of my Mothers arms

The only Lady that knows how to hold me down

She warnz’ (about) all the evils in this world I’ll neva’ understand

Hopin’ a good man will find me & take my hand

All she ever wanted for me was what she didn’t have

I regret ruining her dreams hard like a stab, forever a scab

I couldn’t handle it, I couldn’t grab an education

In stead (I acquired) a reputation, that was bad…

(An Excerpt.)

- 00/00/2005

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I come to you as a girl of decisions

Sculptin’ my life with careful incisions

Never let my hands loose percision

I know every night I be wishin’

You could hold me in your arms one last time

When I’m with you, I am not crazy, I’m a Lady

More importantly, your little baby

You care for me like the sun on the land

Helping me grow like a plant, you lend a hand

When I’m in need your my unicef

When I’m outta’ melody your my treblecleff

When I need a shoulder your my soldier

Damn, I wish I coulda’ seen you (as) you grow older

Have no fear, God is here

He’s in the air, don’t stare, he knows your there

All he wants to do is prepare (you)

One day we’ll fly again

& If not we’ll try again

Respect your elders

Their your shelter…

(An Excerpt.)

- 00/00/2005

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You can’t run away from the scarz’ you got…

(An Excerpt.)

- 00/00/2005

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A place for contemplation, elevation

Here, no miseries will I be facin’

A secret room in my mind

Where bad thoughts are hard to find

(I’m) a loca mami ready to run miles

Just to turn tears into smiles…

(An Excerpt.)

- 00/00/2005

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Like the sand you never know where you blow

Given’ your chance, prove your show

I wear my crown like a mask

I just want respect is that too much to ask…

(An Excerpt.)

- 00/00/2005

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Kiss me baby

Do you miss me baby

I’m just one girl

How can I improve your world

I want to be somebodies rarest pearl

Some one to spend the night by my side

& Wake up, ready to ride…

- 00/00/2005

Young Wun’

I feel for your soul

Lost like an ant on one of the many bricks

I guess 4 you, time really ticked

U were so bright and yet

U didn’t see how you shined

Instead you were blinded by

The numerous evils you could find

So young, So innocent

We were once little girls with fresh smiles

And now we’ve grown to see the

Reality of life

That all is not what it seems

That people can tear you apart

When you feel like your already torn

I guess 4 you, you couldn’t handle it

And I cannot understanf

Why you would want to loosen

Your grip of God’s hand

Me, I will live on

& Remember the times we shared

4 now & ever - up above

Your youthful love with flare…

- 12/10/2005

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Why do I do the things I do

I don’t know

But I must stop myself before I become greedy

Because there are others more needy

And through all the lies

One day no one (might) believe me

I try to succeed and I try so hard but it’s tough

Every time it seems not good enough

That I must be stronger

Because I’m loosing in this game

& Soon I will have to receive the pain

Every night a taste comes and goes

But on the outside I know it doesn’t show

I don’t know, I don’t know

Why I must do these stupid things

Why I must go behind his back

But treat him like a King

Why I must work hard for my food

& Still have to sing

Why no one acknowledges the happiness I bring

One day I will find someone who I love deeply

But until then I still want him to need me

Love no longer brings me satisfaction

I need more than sexual attraction

Money, love, respect, trust

I want it all

Not just for me but for us…

- 00/00/2005

English Class Boredom

When you ridin’ out, In ya’ hood all alone

May you be safe

When you’ not sure of my love thats shown

How much will it take

When you leave me out, To wonder where you are

Naw’ baby, I won’t break

& As much as I could find the words to say

That pain comes to my heart, worrying about you er’ day

I know you got things to to do, I must be patient

For me, you always there waitin’

Together through the trials & tribulations

But to be your mama I keep debatin’

To ask the questions that I have in my head

Or sit back and listen to whats said

Baby I try to compromise these feelings I feel inside

But then again the mistakes of my past make me cry

So why would I let this relationship die?

- 00/00/2005

4 Hitman

If he only knew these thoughts

As I loose him my brain rots

So many situations & plots

But through it all love was lost…

- 00/00/2005

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Personally, I think I’m caught up

Please don’t blame the way I was brought up

Because once I was innocent, now corrupt

I’m tryin’ to change my dark ways

Hoping & Praying 2 God for better days

I sometimes wonder why I feel so lonely

I wish GOD had arms so he could reach down & hold me

I know he sends me angels 2 comfort in times

When I start to loose faith & be cryin’

Don’t you see I’m tryin’

One day I’ll find a tru’ love

Somebody will discover this diamond

Hiding in the dirt nobody see’s me shining

Come over here

I’m a good apple

The tree’s worth climbing

Whenever he comes I’ll be ready

A down ass babygirl, come get me

I’m (ready) waiting 4 my tru’ street soldier

2 love & protect me while we grow older…

- 27/10/2005

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Boyz’ been givin’ me stress lately

Always leads me 2 turning 2 act shady

Why tha’ f**k R U doing this 2 me baby

I’ve always been nun’ but a Lady

I don’t know whar 2 do, iz’ driving me crazy

I think about theze’ tings’ lately

- 00/00/2005

Life is not a Game

My homeboys say I’m 2 rude

But I tell em’ iz’ nothing

As we sit back & joke around

Every days the same

Same faces, Same names

Life is NOT a game

Cause’ if it was

Many of us would hit re-start

But when you die

Your body & soul fly apart

N’ I must tell you from the bottom of my heart

You only get once chance (one life) at success

So value your every breath

No one knows what brings death

Some say it only happens to the “rest”

But naw, God takes the best

Awake at night unable to rest

School & lovers bring me stress

But it’s okay cause’ I’ll live on

I’ll record my desires in the form of a song

But just remember, Life is not a game

So 4 those of us who are wild

Get tamed

Remember my words

Their more important than my name

(Slowly, my heart drives me insane.)

- 22/11/2005

WHY YOU WANNA DO ME SO WRONG

WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
THERE IS NO WAY FOR ME TO MOVE ON
LOVE YOU FOREVER BOY, WE BEEN STRONG
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME

HOW COULD THIS BE
I KNOW ITS CRAZY
WOULD YOU EVEN LOVE ME
IF I WAS YOUR LADY
SAYIN’ YOU WANT KIDS
I KNOW YOU’RE LYING
FEW WEEKS AGO
YOU HAD ME CRYING
ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
THERES NO DENYING
I CAN’T BELIEVE IT
THAT I’M STILL TRYING
FOREVER KEEP ME CLOSE
YOU SEEM SO DISTANT
EVERYTIME YOU GHOST
NEED YOU IN AN INSTANT
CALLIN’ YOUR PHONE
YOU NEVER THERE
SWITHCHIN’ UP YOUR DIGITS
SWEAR YOU DONT CARE
IS YOU INSANE, ALWAYS ON MY BRAIN

WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME
THERE IS NO WAY FOR ME TO MOVE ON
LOVE YOU FOREVER BOY, WE BEEN STRONG
WOULD YOU SHINE WITH ME
GET HIGH WITH ME
GET LIVE FOR ME
WOULD YOU DIE WITH ME
WOULD YOU RIDE FOR ME
KILL FOR ME HE STILL WILL FOR ME

- 4 REMY

A Short Story

In a science class, the teacher asked her students
to give examples of things which are countless.

One student answered, "Water".
Another answered, "Sand".
And another one answered, "Air".

The teacher noticed that everybody was participating except one student,so she called that particular person and asked the very same question.

The student stood up, and to everybody's surprise, he answered...."BLESSINGS."

WORLD OF POSTERS - QUEEN ST.