You know if you get rid of something & it comes back, it was meant to be... "I am not proud of myself, I am proud of you. Proud that you taught me that I am nothing. Proud that you showed me that, I came from the dirt, la bella soil, and to the ground, la bella soil, I will return. I am proud to prostrate myself before you and submit fully to your will. I ask that you grant mercy to those who are righteous and to those who are among the righteous that are worthy. Thank you for teaching me to hold my tongue. Thank you for teaching me to respect my body, my soul, my family and all people, alike."
Monday, June 6, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
The Advantage
You make me freeze.
I can't even wonder how we got here.
I think of you and I feel sad.
I know you don't have the time for me.
You might not even have the mind for me,
Or the heart for me, but don't part with me.
Can you stay strong for me? I know you can.
You taught me strength, strength at it's best.
I often dream of a future where you respect me.
I love everything about you.
To me your Mister Perfect.
Perfect always has flaws.
I don't know how to put this into words.
I know you said them once to me.
You also said just because we feel this way,
It doesn't mean we have to say it all the time.
You're the reason I cry. You're the reason I smile.
You're the reason I don't know how to live my life.
All the days, all the minutes, all the moments...
Spent thinking of you, I hope they were not a waste.
You're so beautiful. Bello. Do you know what that means?
You're like a King. (The type that's kind of mean.)
You're still a King to me, regardless.
You could push me down 20 times
But I'll get back up for 21, King.
The day you realize there is an amazing woman...
Waiting for you to want her to do her thing for you...
Just call me. Call me if you ever want to settle down.
Make something mean more than means in the moment.
Enable something to grow where it's been planted.
Stay with me, let's attend to this garden.
I can't even wonder how we got here.
I think of you and I feel sad.
I know you don't have the time for me.
You might not even have the mind for me,
Or the heart for me, but don't part with me.
Can you stay strong for me? I know you can.
You taught me strength, strength at it's best.
I often dream of a future where you respect me.
I love everything about you.
To me your Mister Perfect.
Perfect always has flaws.
I don't know how to put this into words.
I know you said them once to me.
You also said just because we feel this way,
It doesn't mean we have to say it all the time.
You're the reason I cry. You're the reason I smile.
You're the reason I don't know how to live my life.
All the days, all the minutes, all the moments...
Spent thinking of you, I hope they were not a waste.
You're so beautiful. Bello. Do you know what that means?
You're like a King. (The type that's kind of mean.)
You're still a King to me, regardless.
You could push me down 20 times
But I'll get back up for 21, King.
The day you realize there is an amazing woman...
Waiting for you to want her to do her thing for you...
Just call me. Call me if you ever want to settle down.
Make something mean more than means in the moment.
Enable something to grow where it's been planted.
Stay with me, let's attend to this garden.
Friday, January 14, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
In a New York Minute:
Four Sixteen Minute
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In just one second
Everything can change
And you know
Things will never be
The same again.
(416 Minute.)
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In just one second
Everything can change
And you know
Things will never be
The same again.
(416 Minute.)
Thursday, December 30, 2010
You early spring fly
Snow melting, sun shining fine.
Something I'd wanna keep around me...
Like all of the time, if you mind.
Your "get in line" delicious..
Rip the mic vicious..
Stories be fictitious..
The memories we made, miss us.
Tell me do you ever think of..
Holing me in your arms again?
Do you ever smile at
the thought of my name?
Are we one in the same
World, I guess but as
People we're us.
Tell me in who do you trust?
Something I'd wanna keep around me...
Like all of the time, if you mind.
Your "get in line" delicious..
Rip the mic vicious..
Stories be fictitious..
The memories we made, miss us.
Tell me do you ever think of..
Holing me in your arms again?
Do you ever smile at
the thought of my name?
Are we one in the same
World, I guess but as
People we're us.
Tell me in who do you trust?
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
A place for me to express myself.
Forgive me for talking too much.
I don't want to cause you any pain.
I don't want to cause you any pain.
This is unacceptable...
I was/am being unacceptable.
I know you expect better from me.
That's why you ain't showed face, you disgraced?
Just know you played a part in the makings of me.
Thank-You for changing me the way you did.
I know you expect better from me.
That's why you ain't showed face, you disgraced?
Just know you played a part in the makings of me.
Thank-You for changing me the way you did.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
♥ Tears 4 You: Oh wait theres no more tears.
You look kinda familiar, you sound kinda familiar. I feel good when I'm with you. I just want to be quiet and enjoy you. Feel your presence, inhale your energy, embrace your smile, adore your body and hold you close. Sometimes people like you, expect the regular out of somebody special, somebody like me. Maybe I had not grown to my full potential at the time we met, or maybe I was in a tough faze of my life, it's cool. It takes a bigger person to step back and say, I love you for you. Say I just want a little time with you, I don't wanna take you away from your life. I don't want to get intertwined with your life and your drama and your friends and those bitches. How blessed I am to have been hurt by the hardest. Limited Mercy. I guess he wanted me to hang myself. I'm part of the club who drinks and smokes so much, sometimes I can't remember the event, the person, the place, or the time if I'm living excessive. I hope you can learn something from this if your reading along with the words. I am anonymously in love with expressing myself. If you think for one second that I'm going to sit there and let you pull the reigns while your all agitated and boss like, well I guess you are that damn good. Give yourself a pat on the back and dust the dirt of your shoulder cause you got me still but guess what, I won't let it happen again. MR. My my my...
Friday, December 10, 2010
♥ I wish I never met you cause, you' on my mind
Sometimes people appear and then they turn out to be something you don't expect. He was still a gentleman and he dressed nice too. All the games you play, expecting me not to remember... It's all good. I guess cause you a winner. Mmmm I love those arms. King.
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