Love Again...

I wanna give you all of me
Every last piece
I want to touch the stars for you
& Pull one down for you to keep
Ii'm going to tell you the truth
& I'm gonna keep it real
Every time I think of you
Your fingertips I can feel
If my heart was a token
It would be made for your games
With an unlimited amount of plays
My love would never fade
I need you more and more
The more I day dream
I feel like I'm a boat
Caught drifting down your stream
You give me light in the darkness
Hope in the middle of pain
That maybe one day I'll be fixed
& I can truly love again...

Love Again...

I wanna give you all of me
Every last piece
I want to touch the stats for you
& Pull one down for you to keep
Ii'm going to tell you the truth
& I'm gonna keep it real
Every time I think of you
Your fingertips I can feel
If my heart was a token
It would be made for your games
With an unlimited amount of plays
My love would never fade
I need you more and more
The more I day dream
I feel like I'm a boat
Caught drifting down your stream
You give me light in the darkness
Hope in the middle of pain
That maybe one day I'll be fixed
& I can truly love again...

Hmmmm... Again....

I tried to give you all of me
Cause I was raised seeing women give all their love
Unconditional, never issues about trust
What can I say
Was I fooling for not comprehending
Thinking I was worthless, started pretending
Feels like there's no way out
But there is
Keep on trying harder and harder
There's no rushing
Patience takes time
& If the change is on your mind
Just do it, don't hold back
Freedom is like, at hand
Self knowledge and mental clarity
There's really no other way
I know I'll make it past today
If I think like an optimist
Always remembering the pain of depression
You wasn't even checkin'
I told you something wasn't right
I was ready to change my life
I guess you, you just had to go
Had to show me so much, let me grow
Without many words I could tell
What's at hand, to loose you
Because of my madness
I just gotta live with
Call you still
Somethings gotta give, shit
What can I say
Other than you had to go away
But it made me stronger in a way
So now me, this girl, she don't play
If you gonna gwan like that
I'd rather keep it moving
That's what they say
So you can act
Play for play
But
Don't bring that shit
Around my way.
Keep it clean baby....

Time For a Story

Give me what you have within you..(a small story)

A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation.

The traveler left, rejoicing his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime.

But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the wise woman.
"I've been thinking," He said, "I know how valuable the stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious: Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone (Generosity)."


Learn and apply it to your self In Shaa Allah :)
By: Women In Islam

Hmmmm......

I'm so scared
But I was told fear nothing but Allah
I'm so cold
But I know spring & summer will come
I'm so lost
But I always ask to be lead on the straight path
I'm so broken
But I know the right one will come
& I will have already been in the right mind for some time
I know my weaknesses
& It's a blessing to have acknowledged them
I know my strengths
& I pray for the confidence to let them shine
& I know my obstacles
& I know I will conquer and surpass them with time
I Always Have Allah on my mind.
I know I want things that are not practical.
I thank Allah for showing me things I had never really grasped.
I'm talking life here, what a world we live in.
They say get in where you fit in but is
Where you fit in even really right?

You're Not Just Someone I Used To Know / Know

You're Not Just Someone I Used To Know or Know
You're Someone Who Helped Me Grow...
Helped Me Find Out...
What I Want In Life...
That's Right...

That Moment Ago

From time to time
I think of you
& How you helped me though
You brang out that change
Even through the pain
Whatever remains
Is the sweet memory of your name
& How you silently helped me change.

That Moment

From time to time
I think of you
If you catch me on a down day
I'll be wearing blue
Oooh
You're on my mind
You're on my mind
Maybe in time
Maybe in time
You'll be mine
You'll be mine
& You'll see
You'll see
What I see
What I see
& We can be
Just the way
We were destined to be
Yes.

W.H.A.T.T.

Things are the way they are
But things change, wish on a star
I put a penny in my pocket
& Wished for you
Lucky penny bring pleasure
But also that rainy hazy blues
What's a girl to do
I put a star between my fingers
In an imaginary way
Because that star
Is actually really far away
There's so much I could say
If only you had the heart to listen
You stand out you that flicker
That glistens, am I wrong to love him
Or have a crush as mommy says
Baskin Robins, 31 flavours
I'm no hater
& I'm not into hoe'in
Even though my past actions
Were showing
A different me
But can't you see
Change is persistent
It forms all day and all night
So maybe one day
I might be your wife.

Disgusting

These habits I have
Are disgusting
Mis-trusting
They lead to the wrong path
I gotta change course fast
Without looking back
I can overcome it
If only I try
To replace a deed
With a better deed
Help someone in need
Expand my horizons
Pray in silence
Keep remembrance
& Remember the love
That created me
& The sky up above
As well as everything
Under it.
Hmm.. I really gotta do better
Cause' these habits are disgusting.

Love You So

Old habits die hard
Ember in the dark
There's gotta be another way
Smokin' on ciggz n weed all day
I know I'll find a window
Of fresh air
& Free my mind
Thinkin' of you
Wish you were near
It would be so nice
To have you here
I could drink your silence
Though you always speaking
So I'm still thirsty
U know the meaning
Give you time to think
Though you like to party
Days go by
Talk to you, hardly
Called your phone
Though you're never there
Is that even your phone
I don't even care
Some years gone by
Still need him here
Of all the games you play
Is it to make me stronger
So I can love you longer ?

Why Your Family Always Tells You To "Wait" Till You're Older - They Really Just Want The Best

I swear some people really contradict themselves and I really don't want to be one of them. Having kids at a young age can be hard, I grew up with a single mother type home.

If you can plan for your future why not start now. You can do anything you please, out of the goodness of your heart. Take from people fairly and create a peaceful environment wherever you go or you can stack bread off of the loss of peoples wealth, health, mentality, courage and so on. What type of person are you ?

Some people want to be known and applauded for their flyness' and some just want to make the world a better place. Why not have a job and a relationship that is built on 100% complete honesty and good values. You choose your life and you make what you make / take what you take out of it from day to day. You make or break your mindset.

My question is if a person has no idea how to really live a stable and real life, with a legitimate cash flow, decent rent and still have time to be themselves what are the chances they are ready for a relationship. You need to focus on yourself first and relationships, they come & they go. The love never truly fades for me so honestly, I wish the best for all of the people I've been with or had love for.

All I really have to say is the best thing to do sometimes is just wait, be patient, have faith, learn to overcome your fears, stay real and love honestly.

We'll See...

Thought it was the moon
For a second of a second in time
Thought you were mine
For a second of a second in time
Re-wind, you could almost turn me blind
But I see you & how you shine
Speaking of you in my mind
Bring a smile to my face, a rhyme
That I gotta speak I swear
There is temptation everywhere
I just gotta get free
From all the negativity
Hope he guides me right
On the straight path in life
Is where I'm walking right?
Beware, but don't be scared
Guilty pleasures got a hold on you
You don't care
Well I Care
I feel em' creepin' on me
They just stare
& I won't take part
Though it's hard to let go
Smoking as if there was no hazard
Holding out but you slippin'
Wondering when I'm going to see you
Maybe when a better me emerges
I'll finally set my eyes
On the one for me
Lately I been hopin' it's you
Tell me, what's a young girl to do
Totally & Completely confused
If I don't think about it so much
I usually know what to do
Now that second of a second has passed
I realize its a lamp post only
& Also that your no longer close
Close enough to touch such a wonder
Amazed at the things God created
Can I get your number
Cause' like lettin' you go off
& Not lettin' you know
Would be like Holdin' back on
Checkin' that Super 7 Lotto
Baby, you know you know
That you never really know
Time will only tell
& I have love for you
Come feel it one day
You don't even have to be near me
That's all I have to say
So let it be
Let it be
& We'll See...

Overcoming Fears

Tryna get free
From all these negatives
And meet up with the posse
The positives
Need more positives in my life
I'm tryna get right
Cause' some things just feel so wrong
& I know whats up, I know whats on
Your mind but be careful
The money turns people blind
Always respect yourself
Your body & mind
Always respect others
Hmmm.... like all of the time
No need for hestiation
I already know
I want to improove
& Just be happy
& Learn to let things go
Stop being scared
Loosen up a little
I'd rather have fun
time to time with
Good friends than mingle
I'm still single
Still texting your phone
Still wondering when you
Go on mobile if you're all alone
I'm in this zone
Where self knowledge is key
And what happens happens
So you just gotta let it be
Make good choices for myself
& In time I'll see
& I know where I want to be
Safe, Happy, Successful, Stress Free
& Always in good company.

I Haven't Met You Or Maybe I Have...

Girl, I know it's hard
You in a situation
Living a lifestyle
Supporting your kid
& You just can't let go
He's in and out of jail
You work harder js to
Pay for his bail
Up in the clubs
Everybody know you
Meet a trick &
Feel like he owe you
He don't even know you
He claim he's in love
You know it's fake
But you still blush
It's all a sick twisted game
Designed to pull you in
Change your mindset
To make you think
That this is only
Where you fit in
But you can get free
Anytime you want
It just takes true strength
To have what you want
Freedom, freedom from negative minds
Freedom from being locked into
A wrong hustle or grind
There's legit jobs that
Pay good money
Simple as keeping bee's
And waiting for their honey
Be real with yourself
You deserve more
Never be afraid to make a change
Life is real so stay sane
And do what you truly love
What doesn't hurt you in any form
Or hurt others, stay outta storms
You know you can be free
It's a mindset thing
So all I'm asking you
Is where your head at ?

Untitled

Sometimes I wish you could see what I see
See how it's wrong and what right should be
I'm no better myself but I'm trying
& When I say I won't go back
I'm not lying
Because I crossed that line
& There are more lines for me to cross
& I won't go back
I'll make a better way
No real satisfaction when they dote on me
Cause' I know it's fake love
Only for the money
Callin' me Honey
I think it's funny
That it didn't register quick enough
& We both got caught up in stuff
But it can be fixed, yes
It can be fixed
& I'm fixin' mine
Never judgin'
Just worried
You won't feel my lovin'
Only as a friend
Only as a friend
Just don't wanna see it
Happen again
Another young girl lost
Always could have been prevented
But you learn with time
Lessons and more knowledge
Girl you better use that OSAP
To pay for College
Who you foolin'
Your revenue' n
Your mind speak Haram
Google that before
You judge me and
Try to figure out who I am
Never an extremest in religion
But extreme in situations
When I need to be
When the need be
Why can't you see
I'm only worried for your future
I see potential
I know you can be great
So please, figure it out now
& Remember I could never hate
Only relate, give you advice
Hope you understand but
You'll take what you take
I could never be fake
Speak my mind and
Tell you the truth
That's how I feel girl
So don't get it confused.

// LET’S MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE… //

LET’S SHOW MORE LOVE & DOWN OFF THE HATE…

// SO WE ALL HAVE ADDICTIONS //

WE CAN HAVE EVERYTHING WE WANT IN LIFE,
BUT SOMETIMES WE CAN’T HAVE IT ALL AT ONCE.
THERE IS A TIME AND SEASON FOR ALL GOOD THINGS.

IT SEEMS WHEN PEOPLE EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO A CERTIAN LIFESTYLE, THE COST TO ACQUIRE THAT OF WHICH YOU WANT BECOMES SO DEEP THAT IT LOOKS SHALLOW, DON’T BE FOOLED. YOUR BODY AND MIND ARE YOUR TEMPLE, YOUR CHURCH, YOUR HOME, YOUR GOLD, YOUR TREASURE, YOUR FARM, YOUR LAND, YOUR JEWEL, YOUR DIAMOND, YOUR GOODS, YOUR LIFE - SO RESPECT IT - AT ALL TIMES. DON’T EVER BE FOOLED FOR ONE SECOND.

THAT ITEM CAN WAIT CAUSE’
YOU KNOW YOU DON’T DESERVE IT YET.

A Lie Tell's A Truth:

When I Said You Didn't
Put Me Through It
I Lied
You Put Me
Through It
& I Felt It
Just One Look
In Those Eyes
Can't Deny
I'm Surprised
Sittin' Here
Got You On My Mind
Come What May
For You, I'll Be
Here To Stay
Always Down To Chill
Unless I'm Short On
Rent OR Gotta Pay Bills
Please Don't Pull Me
Into Those Thrills
I Think You Know
The Real Me
So Don't Walk Away
Either Way - To Me
You'll Be Forever
Young...

Somethings Wrong Girl

You living without a care.
Like nothings there, in your heart.
Telling you slow down,
the way it did from the start.
What can I say, you tear me apart.
Cause I see you making mistakes,
but the money, it makes.
They have you hypnotized for the cash
but you really gettin' raped.
How much does it take -
to show you my love -
that I care.
That I'll always be there -
but - sometimes -
people gotta pull away.
I'm not saying we can't be friends,
we have always been friends -
but - I can't let you destroy yourself
and I've told you to stop.
I know it's easy,
you feel like you climbin' to the top.
Won't go home because you feel
there is nothing, but come on girl,
you just running.
When you realized the same cycles
are going going to repeat if only you
would change your ways.
I have had my share of that lifestyle
and all I know is I don't want to
go down that road.
I don't know how you could not remember.
I know you're better than that girl, but only time will tell.