One Second (2011)

In just one second
Everything can change
And you know 
Things will never be 
The same again...

- 10/24/2011

Oops... (2011)

Sometimes I just don’t know
Why it has to be this way
I have to accept it
And live my life
Even though I know
Things aren’t right
I have to make them better
And give thanks
I’m blessed
But it still doesn’t
Relieve the fact that I’m stressed
Put on my clothes
Feeling good getting dressed
I hope today you love me
Cause this pain in my chest
Is telling me something
It won’t give up, won’t rest


Could this be love
I don’t want it to be lust
I really need you
You’re the one I trust
I believe in us
Please tell me you feel the same
I’m sick of this
Stop lying
I don’t wanna play games
I love you


When I’m sleeping
I think of you often
Sometimes I wish
You were next to me
I picture us talking
I wonder what you would say
Who would have known?
That you’d make me feel this way
I don’t want to focus
I am so mystified
You give me something
That I feel deep inside
Without a notion
I need you more
I don’t want to let go
You’re the one I adore

Could this be love
I don’t want it to be lust
I really need you
You’re the one I trust
I believe in us
Please tell me you feel the same
I’m sick of this
Stop lying
I don’t wanna play games
I love you

Can we make this official?
I feel like a pit-bull
Locked on my master
Can you come home faster?
I want to play with you
Teach you how I feel
Bow down and make it good
Submissive baby you call the shots
Nicole Wray, I’ll make it hot
You got the key
Now find the lock
As I grow up I learn
Won’t blow up your spot
Still need that security
That you don’t seem to offer
Love you anyways
Even though you too popular

Could this be love
I don’t want it to be lust
I really need you
You’re the one I trust
I believe in us
Please tell me you feel the same
I’m sick of this
Stop lying
I don’t wanna play games
I love you

- 01/29/2011

BABY, LET’S RIDE

YOU KNOW I’M DOWN IF YOU’RE DOWN
WE CAN CRUISE ACROSS TOWN
BABY YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU
YOU’RE THEY ONLY ONE…

- 10/24/2011

Good Man

(Before you read this just know
that I wrote this from a man's perspective
of a lost little girl...)

One day i was driving
Thinking to myself
Looked over to the left
And temptaion crossed me
A beautiful girl
Confident and loney
Right then i wished she was mine
Right then i wished shed hold me
I can almost feel your arms
Wrapped around me tight
Every day since then
I been think about you at night
Hoping youd be the one
I would wake up next to
But now i gotta battle these pimps
And your lame ass ex too
I knew you loved me
The way you looked at me
I knew you were the one
I just had that feeling
Only problem is she tried to hide
That she was getting paid off numerous guys
Wont you let my love save you
Is what i said in my head
And Allah answered my prayers
Cause now she cant get me out of her head

You know i love you
I'd do anything for you
Please change your ways
So i can give you all of me
If you really love me
You would leave the game alone
What more important to you
Money or a good man waiting at home

Temptation ate her
And spit her out daily
Men are on her
And she can't even
Take a stride in peace
The battle begins
And as she wants out
They want her in
Always playing her
Trying to win
Kidnapping her
Robbing her clean
Setting her up
For a downfall
All these mans are mean
She's so beautiful
And stayed strong through it all
Now that ive got her
I wont let her fall
Took a minute to loose her mind
But she came back prepared
Now how do i let her know
That ill always be there


You know i love you
I'd do anything for you
Please change your ways
So i can give you all of me
If you really love me
You would leave the game alone
What more important to you
Money or a good man waiting at home


I prayed to Allah
And asked him to save her
I love her so much
And i could never hate her
She slowly gave up
The hustle just for my love
Problem is at the time
I was cold and she could tell by my hugs
I'll always love her
Even if it seemes i moved on
She stil kept getting better
Waiting for me to come back
Allah showed her patience
In the form of my back
Seems her most fond memory
Is me walking out the door
No matter how silent i am
She keeps loving me more
Caught up with my work
We barely spend time
But now that she's ready
I'm gonna make her mine
She dont drink
She dont smoke weed
The ony thing on her mind
Is me , me , me
I cant believe this is real
And i tell her throuh prayer
If ever you are tempted
Just remember i'll always be there

you know i love you
id do anything for you
please change your ways
so i can give you all of me
if you really love me
you would leave the game alone
what more important to you
money or a good man waiting at home


Don't ever for a second
Think that money
Or clothes can love
You more than me
You deseve the best
Of the best and
That's the truth

You know i love you

I'd do anything for you
Please change your ways
So i can give you all of me
If you really love me
You would leave the game alone
What more important to you
Money or a good man waiting at home

- 4/1/2011

Random...

So If You Love Me Baby
 This Is How You Let Me Know
Don't Ever Let Me Go
That's How You Let Me Know Baabyy

- 11/6/2011

Trusting You...

Tuhh, Well
Fuck it
For What I should

All up on it yeah you wanna feel
Something that you had yeah it's so unreal
And I could tell that you could do it
Yeah you been stylin
But all the time you ain't calling
Yeah I been whiling
Ringin and daiing, texting no thinking
Only no voicemail cause it failed

No voicemail
No text Messages
Only blocked calls
Yeah yea I'm stressin this

This muthafucka wanna know how I lay it down
Don't you worry if the pussys good you aint never around
Could feel this could understand
That i need a real one, a real man
In my life, wanna love me wanna leave me
Do me really fuckin wrong
But I don't understand yeah
Why you wanna put me on
Just wanna be lovin friend put it there
Just wanna put me in the middle yeah
Yeah we'll defend on the front lines

Baby i'm on to the next
I can't understand yeah
Turn around yeah, back handed
To the first one, could it be
See I don't know thoughts in my mind, can't you see

- 10/24/2011

Holla

Something so perfect
Yet we all make mistakes
Wishing to go back
How much strength does it take
To move on and be happy
Just let it all go
All of the love formed in the past
The touches, embraces, hugs and more
We'll I guess it didn't last
And your probably wondering
Why am I calling for
But I'm not calling anymore
Simple moments it is what it is
I'm over you then something just slips
Into vision, into my mind
We were good friends
So this happens to me everytime
I just hope you're good
Cause I have all my love to give
You just must not be the one
And I just got to live
So I'mma let it slip
All the hurt and the lies
And oh, how I comprimised
And you slid low, I already know
So I'mma do us a favour
And just let it go

What You Need:

I know you gotta fetish
Those eyes they wander
They embrace beauty at its finest
Damn, I'm mindless
If only you could see
What you mean to be
She's what you want
But I'm what you need
What a world we live in
I'll just let it be
Wishing you could hold me
Refraining from being selfish
& To No One I Can Tell This
How I Really Feel Inside
So I Keep It Closed Down
But They Already Know
That I Stay High Off The Indo
Lookin' Out My Window
Wishin' It Was You Pullin' Up
Ready To Resign Cause If It Was You
I'd Sit Down, Sign The Line & Say "I Do..."

The One ?

Words can't express the way I feel inside
Every time I think of you I picture looking in your eyes
Smile so bright it could light up the sky
But who's smile am I speaking of, yours or mine ?
We could be perfect yet you're so far away
I'm not all talk & baby I don't play
I'd come to you, I'd run to you
I'd be down for you, for real
Said you felt love before
Well tell me, how does it feel ?
I've sensed love at it's finest
But your love would be timeless
Pristine, on point, sincere
How long have I known you
How many years ?
They say friends before lovers
Well I'm in fear
Fear that you won't accept whats right here
All of me and much more
Emotions, inspirations
The moves you be making
Make me wanna
Make you the one.

Leave Him Alone

When you're around me
I feel it's real
now that you're gone
I don't know how to deal.
Got me twisted I miss it,
so explicit I kissed it,
you liked it, you loved me.
You trust me you made runs for me.
So sad that you had to go,
I miss you boy and that 4 sho,
I need you back in my life,
without you it just ain't right.
Come back baby whats the reason,
you been gone through the change of season.
My hearts bleeding and
I'm stuck in this session
where you been testin'
then you fall out,
what's that all about.
Miss you baby, no doubt.

If I Could Write A Song 4 You

I'd tell'em

Yeah, I know we met before

Yeah, I know I didn't remember

Yeah, If we ever meet again

I' would never let you go

I would hold you close

Yeah, I know we met before

Yeah, I know I didn't remember

Yeah, If we ever meet again

I' would never let you go

I would hold you close

Tell you how you like it

In a few words or less

Like baby let me undress

I think I'm obsessed

With this love I found

Can you watch me adore

Dress down to the floor

Grab my hips, do it

Just like you do it

Don't hold back

I know it feels good

So just relax

I got what you need

Since long time baby

You wild, you out there

Probably the streets too

I told you to come home

Whenever you ain't around

Thoughts of you on me

Been a long time now

They always come & go

Is this Fiction or Fantasy

& I don't wanna play games

I'm here, all for you now

I wouldn't ever say it

To any one else

Random

IF YOU WERE A DREAM

I WOULD LIVE IN YOU TEMPORARILY

I WOULD WONDER ALL ABOUT YOU

BUT YOU'RE NOT A DREAM

YOU ARE REAL

SO I WONDER HOW YOU FEEL

DO YOU LOVE ME

CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT ME

HOW ARE YOU WITHOUT ME

WHAT DO YOU DO

DO YOU EVER THINK OF ME

BECAUSE I THINK OF YOU

YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND

AND IT'S SO VERY TRUE

THAT IT DIDN'T

OR IT DID LAST WITH YOU

IF YOU EVER COME MY WAY AGAIN

YOU BETTER BE READY TO STAY.

Dreams:

I was told it will all fit into place

That someone needs you

Someone will love your face

Your style, your smile, your vibe

Somebodys going to wnna ride

When the time comes

And you meet this person

You won't ever expect it

It will just feel right

I'm wondering

About that night

That Knight

Honorable and

Loveable

and

Respectful

After the last one

I'm feeling like

This is all a dream...

Love Tonight?

I need to hear your voice...

I miss you so much...

Everything reminds me of you...

I always see you wherever I go..

The time is finally near...

I just wish you were here...

Down 4 Whatever

When I met you

You knew

I was down 4 whatever

When I met you

You knew

I would fall in love with you

When I met you

You knew

Love was easy for me

When I met you

You knew

You could take advantage

When I met you

You knew

I was easily played

When I met you

You knew

You could get away with things

When I met you

You knew

I have had my heart broken

When I met you

You knew

I loved you so much

Why would you game me

I would have done anything for you

I did everything I could for you

And yet still

Your interest grew cold

I would do anything to have you back

I'm down 4 whatever

I have this feeling

That you're not coming back

I miss you

I love you

At least you'll always know

I was the one

That was down 4 whatever

I was the one

That was down 4 you...

Untitled

Changing myself up a little
Coming back with a bounce and a dribble
Can't stay too long in the paint
The ferocity of this game has me faint
I can't understand the world sometimes
I guess between love & hate there's a thin line
Boy you steady on my mind and in the media
I can't escape
I'm trying to tell you I love you
But I guess it's too late
They say there's always room for improvement
I'll tell you I definitely quit the smoking and the juicin'
I know it doesn't make a difference
To what's already been done
I am just patiently waiting and
Truly hoping that your the only one (for me.)

The Times

You are always on my mind

& I can't find the time to get you off it

Staring at your pictures I'm lost

Love on blast with fire like a rocket

I guess this is just the way it is

I'll tell you I have one wish

& I just wish it would come true

So it could be just me and you

You tell me you don't remember the times we had

& This truly and deeply makes me sad

Cause' all I think about is how good it felt

To lay across your lap and be in your arms

You are the truth and I can't find the times...

I Miss You...

Your not here and I miss you

Wondering when you'll have the time

You are always on my mind

I wish I could hold you close

I wish I could get to know

The reasons why you hold back

I feel vulnerable from your attack

But your slack

And I love you still

Missing you constantly

Going in for the kill

Doesn't exist with you

Because you just brush it off

I wanna love you

My love doesn't stop

I miss you constantly

Whats a girl to do

When the same thing that makes her happy

Also makes her sad and blue...

Change 4 The Better...

I wanted you all for myself

It just seems like we can't be

I wanted you all for me

It just seems like your not ready

I hope your the one

That you'll change for the better

I give all my love to you

And so little I get in return

So many men waiting for me

And I only want you

It's time somebody took your place

But I just won't let them

I don't want to be a player no more

I don't want to be labelled a slut or a whore

My reputation is going to change

You won't catch me playing games

But you will see me change for the better

Making the right choices at the right time

You will see me getting and education

And volunteering in my spare time

I always only wanted you and him

You don't want me

And he's outta my league

Making millions I'm like baby please

Marry me, make me your wife for life

I wanna sleep next to you every night

What does the future hold

I will never know

You seen me grow

Watch what happens

When you find Allah

You change for the better

Like magic

Ta-dah...

King

I gotta love for you

And I can't let go

You gotta know

To me your special

No matter how much pain

You cause to my heart

I still have love for you

The kind of love the doesn't part...