March 10, 2009

Spent so much time on a guy
& I wonder why
He don't see me
Why he don't feel me
Can you hear me ?!

2009

MY FLAWS? WHAT FLAWS? YOU MEAN FLAWS IN THE SYSTEM OR FLAWS IN OUR SOCIETY, OUR NEIGHBORHOOD, OUR PEOPLES MINDS?

2009

MAYBE BAYBE

BUT
I DON'T
REALLY KNOW
THE THINGS THAT
YOU DO TO ME MAKE ME
WANNA GO
AWAY AND
FIND ANOTHER
PLACE FOR MY MIND
I DON'T REALLY KNOW BUT
I FEEL LIKE I
WAS MADE
CREATIVE
VIOLENTLY
BY DESIGN
AND THIS MADNESS
WELL SHE NEEDS TO RESIGN
CAUSE I AINT UP 4 ALL OF THIS
& I DIDN'T SIGN
SO WHATS THE DEAL YO
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS REAL YO
SO MANY FALICIES, SO MANY VICTIMS
SO MANY DELIBERATES
SO MUCH FICTION
I DON'T KNOW
BUT BABY
I WANT
YOU
TO
SET
ME FREE

2009

ME & ONLY ME

BACK TO MYSELF
BACK TO ORIGINAL
MORPHED & ADAPTED
YET THEY HAVE
NO PRINCIPLES
STUCK IN THE TRAP
SHIT
DOUGH IS THEIR DECISION
I'M ROUGH FROM THEIR
CARELESS INCISIONS
SPEAKING TO MYSELF
LIKE DAMN, GIRL
YOU GOTTA LISTEN
WON'T DENY MYSELF
WHAT I TRULY NEED
I'M JUST THINKIN'
AFTER ALL
HOW COULD IT BE
THAT THEY STILL WOULDN'T FEEL IT
WOULND'T UNDERSTAND
THEY WOULD STILL KEEP JUST TAKING FROM ME
RIGHT FROM MY HAND
HOW COULD YOU, YOUR LOVE IS A LIE
I WOULDN'T EVEN CRY & I KNOW WHY
I'M OVER IT
WON'T KEEP IT ALL INSIDE
TOOK ME ALL NIGHT
( TO REALIZE )

2009

ASKIN' WHY WHY LIFE'S THIS WAY; HIS MOM SAID BE A REALEST & LET IT GO BECAUSE' PAIN IS UNIVERSAL & WE ALL FEEL IT

2009

TOUGH TIMES, OLD RHYMES, PRETTY MEMORIES, NEW STORIES, A LONG BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY, FRESH LIKE SPRINGTIME, A NEW PREFACE, BABY

UNTITLED

BARE ARMS,
BARE FACE,
BARE NECK,
BARE FINGERS,
RINGS, DIAMONDS, STARS STILL SHINNING,
A HUNDRED THOUSAND ON THE SMILE AND THE JEWEL GON SPARK,
ALL THE WHILE, PRICELESS SHIT, PLATES UP AFTER DARK,
FOREVER AND A DAY COULDN'T WASH THESE FEELINGS AWAY,
WHAT CHU' GON SAY, THAT YOU A PLAYA?
THAT YOU WON'T SAVE HER?
THAT YOU WON'T SAVOUR?
THAT YOU MY HATER & MY LOVER ALL IN ONE,
LABEL YOUR SELF THE BOSS, SPOT FOR HIRE,
LETS HAVE SOME FUN, STRIPE SUIT,
IT'S ALL ABOUT MY BOOTS, YOU GON'
STAND THERE OR BETTER YET JUST SHOOT,
I WAS HEADED FOR THE BOOTHE
BUT I'LL BE ALL YOURS FOR LIFE
JUST PROMISE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH.

- 2009

BG

TEMPTATIONS, TRIBULATIONS

BITCHEZ & BITCH ****** BE HATIN'

EVER SO FRUSTRATIN'

THEY CONSTANTLY DEBATIN'

WHETHER TO HATE OR TRY TO RELATE

BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY ALL FAKE

- 2009

Untitled

YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO GET INTO ME BUT IT'S REAL

NOW THERE'S NO TELLIN' HOW I REALLY FEEL

I GOT THIS JONES IN ME, HARD LIKE STEEL

MY WORLDS SPINNIN' FROM REEL TO REEL

I CAN TELL YOU BUT HOW DO YOU FEEL

I LOVE TO GATHER EACH THOUGHT

AND EXPRESS

( ALL OF THE JEALOUSY AND WHAT NOT )

- 2009

I DON'T STRESS

THIS LIFE IS REAL

ONE BY ONE

I UNLOAD MY REVELATIONS

SOUL NEEDS, SO NEED

TO BE ME & JUST DO WHAT I DO

EVEN BACK IN THE DAY

I HAD A BOOK OR TWO

HAD TO SPILL A FEW LINES

IN INK, ABOUT THE TIMES

THAT A GIRL WAS GOIN' THROUGH

THINKIN' AND FEELIN'

TELL ME WHATS THE MEANIN'

GOTTA STICK TO MY GOALS

KEEP DOIN WHAT I DO BEST

DON'T LET IT GET UNDER ME

KEEP IN ON MY VEST

ON MY CHEST

SOULFULLY

MY SOUL SO NEEDS

TO JUST BE ME

I AIN'T DOIN IT TO BE IN A MAGAZINE

OR BURST ON TO WHATEVA SCENE

I JUST DO IT CAUSE ITS BEEN ME

THIS IS HOW I LIVE FREE

I WRITE MY POETRY

TAKE MY PICTURES

MAKE MY ART

AND READ HIS SCRIPTURES

DON'T MAKE TO MANY FRIENDS

STAY OUTTA WORLDS FILLED WITH DRAMA

NEVER ENDING CIRCLES

GOTTA GO HOME AND TELL MAMA

THAT IMMA BE ALL I CAN BE AND IM SORRY IF YOU DON'T SEE ME

BUT IM GONNA MAKE A WAY

THERE'S GONNA BE BETTER DAYS

SO DON'T EVER LET THEM FADE

YOUR STYLE ITS SO SWEET

THANK YOU FOR RAISING ME

I LOVE YOU MAMA

BUT IM FROM THE STREETS

AND I JUST CANT STOP

I GOTTA RECORD MY RHYMES

AND WRITE MY LINES

ALL ABOUT THIS LIFE

BECAUSE HIP HOP IS

HOW I RECORD MY DIARY

THIS IS MY LIFE.

Random

Using a girl like that?
You already know
I gotta let it go
Regardless of the love he show
It’s not right for me, yo
I should be feeling better
I should be feeling good
Considering everything that went down
I guess I’m expecting them to laugh now
At me, because I have that now
Thanks for the pain
Was it even pleasure?
Precious years
Now they don’t even matter
X factor…

- 00/00/2009

All I Have

I am really writing for my invisible man
I love you
You take me away
You don’t even know…

- 00/00/2009

Untitled

So obviously you don’t want to ride
Only wanna pop 5’ with ya friends
Cause you hit that ass, made me skip class
Well it’s all in the past, can you grasp
These concepts, Come on lets
Take a walk to remember
Back in September I was your
One & Only, now you don’t think of me
Have no love for me
Callin’ me wanna holla at me
Now it’s you and me
What you wanna do?
Now you call me your boo?
To true how I came to love you
Was my 1st now I flirt
Then I flirted
Now I’m into it
Unless your spending rhymes
Wack ass, as a matter of fact…

- 00/00/2009

Untitled

I need my baby
Won’t have it any other way
Need him here today
Must have him, yes
I say! Please baby
Do you need your lady?
Cause I am
Right here baby!

- 00/00/2009

Untitled

I gotta have my baby
Close & tight, every night
Baby yes, You’re the best
Baby yes, I need you
Here cause I’m
In fear when your
Not near, It’s been
So long!

- 00/00/2009

Untitled

Imagine you and me
Imagine us baby
Yes, forever and always
Can I be ya shawty
If not, say you love me
Say you love me
Get me back into my
Habits & Hobbies
I know no one can stop me
Baby, hold me tight
Don’t let me go!
Baby you know
I love you, see
Yes, you know!

- 00/00/2009

Untitled

Spent so much time on a guy
& I wonder why he don’t see me
Why he don’t feel me!
Can you hear me !?!

- 00/00/2009

Untitled

The day
I realized my dreams it was beautiful
It’s like how could I have been?
To have given up &
How crazy was I
To forget my dreams
I always loved Him
I always believed Him
& I still do
But how true
Can I be to a man?
If I cannot be real
With myself & for what?
All I ever wanted was
You for me…
The girl who replaced me
She & you can never be
& All the boys I’ve loved
They really cemented me
With frustration
Thinking I was nothing
No good, so I did something
That wasn’t right
Paid the price
To many nights
Laying awake holding my pillow tight
I’m down baby, I’m down
(Please) tell me your around…

- 07/05/2009

On Listening

No brothers and sisters
No friends, and no family
Only EP’s, LP’s and earphones
Pictures & pencils, mental
Stencils, positive thoughts
Positive vibes, where would I be
Without you, Hmm better now doubt
You, This time around, it’s for myself…

(About Allah)
- 06/05/2009

Untitled

I love him
But, we can’t be
Says he loves me
But he can’t see
I loved him
& We can’t be
Says he needs me
But not directly
We were together
& I don’t want to
Be apart I don’t
Want to tell him he tore
Apart my heart
Right from the start
No to smart, almost
Like a poison dart
I wanna be with you
But it’s not supposed
To feel like a task
I love you baby
I’m surprised we lasted
So long, I coulda’ been so gone
But somehow it feels so wrong
For me to tag along…
Hugs & Kisses from the Misses…

- 07/05/2009

Untitled

I wanna be with you everyday
I’m not a groupie but I want you to stay
You broke my heart & I swear
All I ever wanted was you right fro the start
I tried to erase
When I was clear
You didn’t want me in your space
I love your face
I’m f****d up
I won’t even update my myspace
You have my head spinning
& I don’t know
I wanna tell you
That I love you so
I wondered why you had to go
But I know why & I cry
When I think of all the times
Seems I only depict
One figure in my rhymes
& I don’t need your pick-up lines
I still think your fine
& I will always have time
Rain, snow, sleet, shine
Even when your broke
& Even when you grind
Yeah, baby I loved you
& It blows my mind
How you wanna hurt a girl
When she’s so undefined…
I loved you and it’s so sublime
How you came to me
Like I pressed rewind
On a good track
With some real inspiration
I love you
& Theres no more waiting
Or debating
No more deliberations
Only anticipation
Of me & you
Past 1st base
& Home to stay…

- 07/05/2009