I Been Smokin' Green So You Could Call Me Your Royal Highness Boy You The Finest The Fucking Flyest I'm On Some "You Wanna Be Mine?" Shit...

February 2, 2012

Truthfully Speaking...

It’s hard to loosen my grip, I've tried before. I wish we could do the opposite and just hold each other tight. You don’t have the time, I don’t have the time. What are we to do. Opportunities knocking at my door. Business to deal with. Chances to take. Fully emotional and growing still, realizing my dreams, trying to make them happen. Who are you to me and who am I to you, we know but we just don’t know. I want to make it right. I should have kissed you longer, maybe it would of made us stronger. What do we have now, or what we have now, tell me what it means to you. Tell me the truth.

Lessons

If ever I could open my mouth

And make sense

Sometimes I really don't know

This is Random

But I Need To Find Time

& Use It For The Better

Here We Go...

How Strong R You...

You bring a smile to my face
That no one can remove
When I think of you
It's all or nothing, win or loose
 All that money I been spending
Got me confused
No diamonds and furs
Just bags, clothes and shoes
I like what I see
You that type of dude
Excuse me for being selfish
Excuse me for being rude
You act like it's only me
When we're together
And that's good
But when you online
You everywhere
& It Hurts
But I'mma let it go
I'm strong
How strong are you though....

Just a Thought (Thinking of You)

So what am I to do? When I already know what it is and I'm truly confused. Can't be more clear than the cards babe, the only other option is to wait it out, plant seeds & watch them grow. Do you even know? How I feel for you, still. It's already pretty clear to me so forgive me for being selfish but I just gotta know, are you down ?

Note:

Posting Some Old Shit
I Found Some More Work
Between 2010-2011
Love Yuh !! Xo

DR Incentive...

Won't You Just Come Back.

Call On Me...

Take My Time As I Gather My Thoughts
Thinking About My Goals & The Dreams That I Forgot
Twinkle In The Sky Wondering Why, How, When & Where
Are You There? Do You Have Some Time To Spare?
Do You Love Me Do You Care
Whenever & Whatever You Say Goes
Truth Is I'm Sure You Already Know
How Does It Go That Little Story About Us
The One That Should Be A Story About Trust, Love, Devotion
Thinkin' Bout You, A Little Frank Ocean
To Better Days Babe, Thats Why Were Toastin'
I Know You Love To Drink & You Got Me Open
Do I Smother You Too Much? Well You Got Me Floatin'
To Understand You More, That's What I'm Hopin'
Need You Er'y Day, Come By My Way
You Know You're Always Welcome To Stay
But Baby I Don't Play
Is This A One, Two, Three Time Thing
Or a Love That Lasts In All Ways
I'm In a Daze; Lost, Found, Confused, Down
Complacent & Reserved
But I'm Into You & You Deserve
The Best of the Best, No Lie
If I Ever Lost You, No Doubt, I'd Cry
Would Take Me More Than a Moment To Realize
But It's All Good Gotta Let People Be People
I Gotta Let You Be You
Try To Ease Up But It's All Too Hard
Tell Me What The Hand Is
Baby Deal The Cards
Ways You Move
You Move Too Hard
& The Cat Got My Tongue So Far
Lookin' At Myself In The Mirror, Sexual Scars
Moments Come & They Pass, Wishing On Stars
Hoping For Our Dreams To Come To Life
Knowing I Want You, I Just Might
Close My Eyes & Try To Dream
Still Never Let You Go
Kna' What I Mean
& Just So You Know
Should You Ever Feel The Need
I'm Down For You Baby, Can't You See
So Any Time Babe You Can Call On Me...

You Choose...

I Think of you from time to time
& It makes me wonder
Could you really love me
Or do you love another
I try to put my thoughts together
& Make sense of it all
Would you be there for me
Pick me up, catch me when I fall
Truly love is something to cherish
Takes time to grow into its beauty
For what it is I just hope you don't use me
Cause I'm down for you
Baby really, I'll ride
& Every time your ready
I'll let you slip inside
You call the shots
You make the decisions 
You calm me down
Every time I start trippin
You Rule My Heart
Right now this ones for you
You really must not know
All the things I'd do
It's So Simple
Be Firm Babe
Now
You Choose...

2:49 AM: Wish You Were Here...

I should take a break from writing it might get me in trouble and I love em' so let it be known. It is what it is. I try to just be me and through it I came to learn more about myself. What am I supposed to do in these situations. I'm just trying to get something good and right as opposed to something my mother wouldn't approve of. I guess it takes time & you gotta wait for the right one. But. Now how am I supposed to wait. It's in another stage now. Can't deny my feelings. In time we'll see if yours are similar to mine. I gotta know though. Don't be talking to those other ones,  you should be talking to me. I know you know where I stand. So for now lets just leave it on the court cause' I need me some one on one. Holla....

& I Wonder... (Something Short)

I sit up and wonder
What is it that I'm looking for
Something that's real...
With no strings attached
If I give you my heart
I won't give it back
Let em' know what I need
If you could deliver it please
But you give what you give
It's only you...

Somebody Loves You...

Lil' Bit of Truth...

I'm sorry,
I Can only be me,
I can only love you.
As much as my needs be,
It is what it is...
So you not ready yet?
Everyting you said
I really can't forget
And all the time spent
Never late on rent
Still it ain't the same
Cause I showed you
I wasn't playing
Forgive me
But your not firm
More things
I come to learn
That it's not easy
You do please me
Having me say yes
I just hope its all bless
Cause I'm not sure
If you want me
The way that I want you
Tell me what should I do
You say there's things to prove
& It has to be enjoyed all the way through
To hold on to you...
I think I'm on to you
I guess I just gotta be myself
Hope that you love it too would help
Think of you often, can't pretend
You think of us as better friends
But you don't know that I'd love you
& Give you everything you need
Only if you wanted me too
You better believe
This is just a random word
That you on my mind
& I hope in time
That you'd come to find
The same things in me
That I see in you
Baby, you know its true....

Speachless...

All You...

To Love Someone is to Love Someone... Right ?

I Need Em Every Day

I Need Em Every Day
But You No Stranger
You a Friend ...
Maybe More
But you say it Depends...

U Feel Me...

As I come to know myself more
Contemplating the things I'm looking for
I wonder if I'm confused
For finding those things in you
I still don't know you
As well as I'd like to know you
But let me show you
Opportunities at your door
Something that I was hopeful for
Is for you to see how much I care
& That I promise to always be there
But you gotta be real firm now babe
I don't question it but I dream for days
Tell me, do you feel the same
I need someone like you
By my side
You know babe
I'm down to ride
I don't wanna play
I don't wanna hide
It's been too long and
It's there in your eyes
Don't give me half of you
Give me all of you
I'm not surprised
That you act on how you feel
Tell me boy, what's the deal
Always on my mind
& That's for real
U Feel Me...

Always Waking Me Up...

Confided in you though I could trust you
Should have known better
But we live & we learn & well you..
Well all I can say is it just wasn't your turn.
Am I cold? I'm only being real...
Tweeting & Blogging the feelings that I feel...
I thought you knew..
This is what I do...
How could I be quiet when
I'm the type to have my emotions flow.
You heard my old talks, knew I loved to love...
Now let me go.
Happens all too often in this life of mine, you know.
All I can say now Is I guess I was always in the wrong
Dragging things along
Fully knowing my intentions
There was no prevention
My heart feels how it feels
You already know the deal...
(See ya later... If ever...)

2 Draw....

Do you respect me
Or will you forget me
Am I just another
To lay under your covers
Tingle in my chest
Vibration in my belly
So tell me
How do you feel
If you even feel at all