Could it be wrong? But I want it. Could be right, if we rewrite it. The future is ours. Have you changed? Remember all the pain? It's over now. Tell me, are our flowers blooming again? They will be beautiful. Don't let the story end, Baby.

Patience (W24TN)

I should have told you
I missed your voice
I should have told you
I wanna hold you tight
I know we know it's been so long
& I know we know what we both did wrong
I'm wondering, waiting, thinking that my phone should ring
I have no idea what your up to, where you're at,
You tell me nothing, as a matter a' fact
& I still wonder.
Is this right?
Do you love me still?
What do you want?
Could this work?
Are you really down for me?
Will you call me today?
Are you close by my hood?
Do you know what's good?
Are you gonna come swoop me up.
You already know I don't give a fuck.
Baby, I'm down..
& I need you around.
You really do somethin' for me.
Never your last chance, but
Baby you're all I need.
You're more than good company.
Maybe it'll never work or maybe
I won't ever have to think twice.
♥

Best Present Ever ? (M30TN)

Best Present Ever?
More like a trial version...
With complications and
Holds and obligations
And my frustrations,
Didn't mean shit to you.
You didn't give a fuck.
Oh look at you. Taste of
my own mixture at it's finest.
I just hope you know...
You were once mine,
For a moment in time.
It all felt so right.
Having you close,
To me at night.
First nigga I went
Old school with.
Long kisses at 24.
Holding hands and
I once adored
Everything bout you,
Now I hate it.
Think your cold and
Crazy, happy Belated.
Got love for you still.
Think you fine as fuck.
You already know whats up.
Unfortunately you found her.
Left me be and an then another
Rediscovered me. And then another.
Where are the words to say.
It's cold how men and women play.
All in a day's work.
You chose her
And yeah it hurts.
For what it's worth...
You make me smile
& Used to ease the hurt.
1 Love and If Its 1 Life
Then friends who don't talk is aight....

♥ The Inside (The Heart....)

Anytime you need me I'll be there
Tell you fuck them hoez, I'm the one who cares.
Don't you ever stop doing what you do.
Chillin', Drinkin' There with your Crew.
On an off day, you wear the perfect shade of blue.
And to me, back then the underworld was all new.
So young, needed you more, people fuckin' with me too.
All I ever wanted was to be there, be good to you.
Lost you but look what you gained.
Similar to the cars and money and the fame.
You acquired the stature of a true gentlemen in the game.
Lookin' at you I see the young you, you know what I'm sayin'.
People grow, they make mistakes, could you forgive me?
For in this moment I almost feel like I have never known.
Never known, that it's not just something you take, it's given.
& I CAN honestly say, I'm not proud of the life I used to be living.
Please don't stop. Just do what you do best.
& When the ones you can't trust come around, put em' to test.
I understand babe, I really do. I'm sorry. I hope you're sorry too.
All the shit he put me through, led me to - rediscover you.
Scared of you cause I'm ashamed of my past.
I hope every bitch you been with, It didn't last.
& If she ain't right, you better get from her, fast.
I know its been a long time coming but
All those other guys were practise
Constantly thirsty, making passes.
If you the teacher, I'm takin' classes.
Cause I'm really interested, on how...
How you plan to change the world for the better.
Rollin' round with that well known label on your sweater.
If I ever run into you, I hope you know, you better forget her.
All I can say is I'm really into you & I can't let it go.
I loved how we took it fast but yet so slow.
People change preferences over time, no shame.
& To choose her over me is lame.
But I hope you take this letter...
That is supposed to resurface the memories of the past.
The feeling and the moments, oh how I wish it would last.
Cause you're so far from me, I may never see you.
So I hope you take this letter...
& Understand the magnitude of my apology.
Ride or Die for life, but only for my Man.
You were that man. So holla... if they don't do it like me.
This is from my heart, I hope my main point was obvious.
Maybe we're not meant for eachother but you must know.
How much I care about what's on the inside, babe.
The inside.....


(Random Freestyle Poem over Drake's "Girls Like Beyonce.")

Today's Drama

Tried to hard to make you see how you make me feel. I don't understand why you''re not receptive to it. I'm almost ready to give up. Then you make me forget all the bad and crush on you for the good. I wish I would, just bitch you out and tell you what's real. Tell you how I feel. I'm not supposed to give a fuck? That's how you act. Swear you're what I need and If I'm being selfish then God, please let it play out and disperse. I need this verse, to let you know... To open my mind. To free my complicated thoughts. It's been so long, you silenced me. Will I ever be the same again or have I just grown. I'm all alone, single... Only fucking you. What's good. Be real with me. Anyways, no one reads this shit so I gotta vent. I'll leave this for myself to reflect on later. Ciao for Now.