... What we know is what we know & What we feel is what we feel but I know it's too real. Just trying to comprehend. Rather not Miss a Minute, If you feel me...

Random...

Was I made for you

What's it gonna' be

Is it just you and me

Am I the one for you

You seem to not know

In time, I would hope we grow

But we didn't really take it slow

So I don't really know

Where we stand

Or what we are

But tonight outside

I saw a million stars

Maybe more

What's store

What are we here for

What are we going to do

I'm a little bit confused

But I'm down to be whatever

You're lookin' for

I only now want you more

Because it is what it is

What am I to you

Do we even know

But I'm never low

When it comes to you

I hope to be the best for you

At all times...

Your on my mind...

All Of My Days...

Thinking of you...
Just know I think the best of you
Smile on my face from right to left
Moments with you
I could never forget
Wishing they lasted longer
Wishing your feelings were stronger
I love you but you don't love me yet
What was that you were saying?
Yeah, it's mad wet
I'd bleed for you but I'm scared
You might be stringing me along
I'm not prepared
To be used and tossed again
On my urges I gotta refrain
Still stays the same
This guessing game
I'd do anything for you
No lie
Ye...
I feel that strong inside...
From you..
I don't ever wanna hide
I wanna be honest
& Open I can't deny
I really hate to lie
Don't make me compromise
& Spend all my money
I bet others think its funny
How I run to you every chance I get
Love to love you, you really bet
All I gotta say is why
Could I not have been more patient
I guess time will tell
Well I'm waiting
To see how things flow
I wanna take it fast
& you wanna take it slow
& I gave in too easily
You said you respected me
I should have honored that
Rawww...rr... Mistakes
Will be made but life goes on
It happened, I guess it was meant to be
Replay that song
Cause I just wanna love you
Hold you tight
Tell you that whatever your facing
Things will be alright
You left a mark physically
And mentally too
All of my days babe
I wanna spend them with you

I'mma Write About It...

Choices to make
Cause your not firm
What I'mma do ?
I Guess I'll learn
Situations I put myself in
Over and over again...
Sweet Music comes
On the radio and I
Almost get high
Off the love
In the words
Of all that I deserve
I guess I'll truly learn
Love is not to be played with
Only to be cherished
Loosing half my mind
Growing out of my religion
Holding it close and dear
Every moment
Even a moment like this
Where you could be so near
But you're so far away
What can I say
Other than but
I think I love you
& I Don't want to loose this
I really wanna have you
But a chance for some fun
I just might do this...
Why.. cause your not firm
With a girl like me you gotta learn
That you gotta just do what you gotta do
Cause not matter how you feel
When it comes to you
It always I love you...
Yes...

Still Wanna...

I'm tryna find this girl named Armani
I lost her long ago
So many years have passed
Oh how she's grown
Always running from her problems
Well one of these days she gotta solve em
Always hoping for the better
Writing her suitors poetic love letters
Of all the places she could hide
Seems she found a place deep inside
Her own self and she's scared
For the future she better be prepared
Because she's 23 now, not 12
Almost fully grown & you can tell
She always just wanted that perfect love life
Took pride in herself knowing she could be a good wife
Haven't found the one but I guess it takes time
Got someone on my mind & I wish he was all mine
I guess Miss Armani just gotta live good
Prepare for the future as any person would
I cut a lot of people off and pushed them away
Other than "I'm sorry" theres not much more to say...
So forgive me and love me or hate me
At the end of the day I still wanna be your lady...

Random Thoughts...

I need to know where we stand
I miss holding your hand
Want you more and more and
I swear it's not lust
You're the only one I trust
Come closer babe
Let me feel your soul
At the end of every day
It's You I wanna hold
Past relationships left me cold
But you warm my heart
You play the perfect part
Sweet harmonies to my ear
Every time I feel you near
I wish you felt the same
Somewhere in that beautiful brain
You must know who I am to you
I wish you'd share your truths
Last times were always to short
You're my favorite sport
I never wanna leave your side
I'm honest to myself when I say I love you so
I'm being honest to you when I say I don't wanna let go
Fiction in my mind that creates a dream state
I'm early for you babe, could never be late...

A Quick Look... (Tutu)

Just one look at you
& I undedrstand why
Everytime I think of us
I cry
Past memories
Can't deny
You did me really long
Can't deny
Obvious reasons
You too slick
No ones knows
& Your click
Love to keep secrets
& You hide
Behind that smile
Haven't seen you in months
& You still front
I know what you're up to
Only secrets & games
I'm used to your lame
Old shit
Always another bitch
There in your whip
Used to love you the same
This shit is lame
Seen you smile & I love it
Can't Keep Quiet
Heat is beautiful
Gotta let you go
Hurts but its so
So here we go
On with life
Wanna be your wife
Won't see you today again
Won't see you tonight...

Close To My Heart...

Your not officially mine
But you kiss me
Every time you leave
I just hope you miss me
I'd beat a bitch down
Just to protect you
Every night I dream
I could never forget you
You`re so special to me
Different than all the rest
To me you`re perfect
Better than all of the rest
When I speak I don`t lie
Well maybe a little
Truth is I want you for myself
To have & to hold
Through sickness & in health
Is is wrong for me to love you so much
I swear right now you`re the only one I trust
Just to hold you, see you with my eyes
Is such a blessing, if you were to go I`d cry
I need you by my side
But only if it`s meant to be
Because you babe...
You got a hold over me...
So for now I`ll just go slow
Let you choose your roads
You`re so far in reality
But you feel so close
In time maybe you`ll change
But I`ll still love you if you remain the same
Only you can numb this pain
That I feel lately
Your old bitches might hate me
Because I promise to do you right
Be the one that`s there for you
At the end of every night
Take flight
Oh the places we could go
Truth is I love you so
Please tell me babe
Tell me you don`t have to go
If I could hold you a little longer
Maybe our love would grow stronger
& You would realize I`m for real
Don`t be afraid to open up
Tell me how you feel...
You already stole my heart
Now I guess I just gotta play the part
Truth is I would love to be your wife
Damn babe, wouldn`t that be nice...
Heart was cold like ice
You contributed to the melting
You know you`re right
Never out of spite
Only out of love for you
So many things that I would do
Speaking tongues ain`t right
& With you I don`t ever wanna fight
Just lay down the laws & I``ll follow
Without you this heart of mine is hollow
So Holla If You Hear Me
Babe, You`re So Dear To Me...

So Let Me Know

Sweet Addictions
So Afflicting
Who am I kidding
Only myself
I can truly help
Before helping others
You Gotta
Love Yourself
First, Is what I've Learned
Sweet Lessons
Have Me Guessing
Feel like he's testing
Such a Blessing
To Get Over
Certain Shit
I Feel it Hit
My Heart Tingles
Glows, Warms
No More Icey Storms
Feels Like Home
Only In Your Arms
Who Are You To Me
& My Mother Warns
Such a Twisted Fidelity
To Be With You
Is On my Mind
Most Definitely
If It Was a Party
I Hope You'd Be The One
That Left With Me
So True
If I Had To
I Really Would
So Let Me
Know Babe
If It's Really Good...

But Only If You... Down....

Another Year Older
As You Rest On My Shoulders
I'm Hoping These Moments Ain't Over
As Soon As You Leave I Feel Colder
Like You Warmed Me For a Minute
Is You In It To Win It
Or Just For Cause
They All Give Applause
But I'm Hopin' For That Real Love
That "I Know How You Feel..." Love
As I Mature
I'm Nothing But Sure
That You're What I Need
Hopefully You'll See
I Think You Were Made For Someone Like Me
How Could This Be
Something So Beautiful In Front Of Me
I'm All Full Of Glee
You Make Me Feel Ways
I Been Feelin' It For Days
Same Time, Another Place
I'll Be Seeing You Face To Face
& Once Again
We Can Feel Each Others Embrace
But Only If You... Down....

The Jazz Bird

I Wish You Would Bless Me
With Your Presence
Now All I Have Are These Remnants
Sweet Memories
Will It Ever Be Again
Only Time Will Tell...
You Swooped In
Did What You Did & Flew
I Find It Hard To Move On
Because All These Men
They Ain't You...