He's Always Right? Is He? HMMM

Such a situation
I remember each word you said.
Said you'll never stray.
Well, Baby I won't sway.
I Love You, Each and every day.
Is that too strong of me to say.
Cause I'll never really know if you do.
Unless you tell me, but eventually you gotta choose.
Can't repeat some things that you mentioned.
Those couple years, in hindsight it was like detention.
Silent intervention. Maybe loud.
I'm not proud.
& I'm stronger now.
Never knowing, but knowing.
I guess I have time to focus on myself.
Maybe one day, you'll feel eager to help.
But for now I'll hold on to what we have.
& Never take it for granted, I could never be mad.
Because I've done some things to you too.
I'm so easy to forgive, I'd hope you would treat me the same.
Because people make mistakes, I'm just saying.
We learn so I'd hope you wouldn't do it again.
Pain is, you probably would. & I wouldn't.
Something I would but when it comes to sharing...
My time, mind, body and life. The person has to be right.
Fuck what you heard, or what you think you saw.
This is what it is for me. Respect it or... Walk.

I Hope You Know...

Never Been
Never Had
Couple Tears
Hard To Grasp
All I Want
Is You & Me
Together Forever
I Don't Wanna Lie
I'll Cut Off Them Other Guys
Don't Know What To Say
Or What To Do
Gotta Think It Through
& I Know
What I Wanna Do
No One Compares
But Let's Not Play
Truth Or Dare
Cold Stare
Or Maybe A Smile
Still Love It
Take Me Over
Do Your Thing
Let Me Be Yours
Whatever Time Brings
I Hope We'll Grow
I Love You
& I Hope You Know.

Reminded

Certain things were forgotten in my mindset, in my life, in my heart, key elements. You reminded me without words and then with words. You were there when life brightened a little more for me but we were in darkness. I was lost and struggling knowing which path I needed to get back to, which path I needed to find, the straight path. You came into my life and reminded me. Reminded me that I deserve the best. Reminded me that I deserve what’s right and that I have a choice and again, life brightened for me. Still I made a lot of mistakes and you stayed around. Reminding me how I need to do better, a lot better. It’s been so long and I’ve been so good. You always catch me when I need to be caught. Reminding me again that I can do better, need to do better and I will do better. I would probably do my best with you by my side. My goal of every minute of every day is to do my best without hesitation. I can only hope and pray that you never get to far away because every time you come my way I’m reminded. Love is not something you take, it’s given.

Always Be You...

Always busy but I know,
I’d do anything for you.
I really would, and it’s bad
Down for you, I used to get mad.
Now I guess I understand,
Maybe I forgive too easy,
Give you the upper hand,
You know how I am.
You know I want you to be that man.
I have no other plans.
It’s always been you.
Fresh start, same heart.
Say you’ll mend it.
You tore it apart.
So cold, you make me wanna.
Every time, I’m getting calmer.
Must be the age, or karma.
Cause I used to be
Surrounded with drama.
All I need is you.
Tell me that you’ll come through
And elevate me, like you always do.
I think I still love you,
I know it’s true.
If anyone ever asked me,
It would always be you.