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The day
I realized my dreams it was beautiful
It’s like how could I have been?
To have given up &
How crazy was I
To forget my dreams
I always loved Him
I always believed Him
& I still do
But how true
Can I be to a man?
If I cannot be real
With myself & for what?
All I ever wanted was
You for me…
The girl who replaced me
She & you can never be
& All the boys I’ve loved
They really cemented me
With frustration
Thinking I was nothing
No good, so I did something
That wasn’t right
Paid the price
To many nights
Laying awake holding my pillow tight
I’m down baby, I’m down
(Please) tell me your around…

- 07/05/2009