Evermore Aware (Think of Something)

I used to be unaware of my surroundings
Living my life
Sometimes doing things
That were just not right
Learning valuable lessons
Acting on urge
Asking no questions
Coming to feel empty
Mad & Wrong
How do I better myself?
Well, I gotta be strong
If any one ever asked you
I'd probably be down no lie
Still as I sit back and let out a sigh
The only way to get over this illness
Is to move on from the past, realness
Has to be my only option
I wished you were watchen'
When I slowly improved myself
Though I needed your help
Maybe I did
When I was with you
A part of me, I hid
Of all that I would give
I hope you feel what I felt