Only ME Can Hold ME Back...

This year I'm not gonna cry
This year I'll stop asking why
This year I'll let go
This year I'll enjoy the snow
Cold like your heart
That tore us apart
No love for me anymore?
What the fuck was I with you for
Trying and trying to move on
Well I finally did it
I'm sorry I hid it
Shoulda yelled it to the world
I'm not his girl
But it's been like that for years
All those tears
Wasted on you
But This poem
Is not because I still love you
It's because you helped me
Helped me realize that I'm free
&  I deserve to be loved
& I deserve to know what true love is
& I deserve to be respected, treated right
Treated with love, unconditional love
So please, don't hold me back