♥ The Inside (The Heart....)

Anytime you need me I'll be there
Tell you fuck them hoez, I'm the one who cares.
Don't you ever stop doing what you do.
Chillin', Drinkin' There with your Crew.
On an off day, you wear the perfect shade of blue.
And to me, back then the underworld was all new.
So young, needed you more, people fuckin' with me too.
All I ever wanted was to be there, be good to you.
Lost you but look what you gained.
Similar to the cars and money and the fame.
You acquired the stature of a true gentlemen in the game.
Lookin' at you I see the young you, you know what I'm sayin'.
People grow, they make mistakes, could you forgive me?
For in this moment I almost feel like I have never known.
Never known, that it's not just something you take, it's given.
& I CAN honestly say, I'm not proud of the life I used to be living.
Please don't stop. Just do what you do best.
& When the ones you can't trust come around, put em' to test.
I understand babe, I really do. I'm sorry. I hope you're sorry too.
All the shit he put me through, led me to - rediscover you.
Scared of you cause I'm ashamed of my past.
I hope every bitch you been with, It didn't last.
& If she ain't right, you better get from her, fast.
I know its been a long time coming but
All those other guys were practise
Constantly thirsty, making passes.
If you the teacher, I'm takin' classes.
Cause I'm really interested, on how...
How you plan to change the world for the better.
Rollin' round with that well known label on your sweater.
If I ever run into you, I hope you know, you better forget her.
All I can say is I'm really into you & I can't let it go.
I loved how we took it fast but yet so slow.
People change preferences over time, no shame.
& To choose her over me is lame.
But I hope you take this letter...
That is supposed to resurface the memories of the past.
The feeling and the moments, oh how I wish it would last.
Cause you're so far from me, I may never see you.
So I hope you take this letter...
& Understand the magnitude of my apology.
Ride or Die for life, but only for my Man.
You were that man. So holla... if they don't do it like me.
This is from my heart, I hope my main point was obvious.
Maybe we're not meant for eachother but you must know.
How much I care about what's on the inside, babe.
The inside.....


(Random Freestyle Poem over Drake's "Girls Like Beyonce.")